SATURDAY

5:45 PM

Oh my goodness. Well, I am home alone. Yeah, it doesn’t happen very often when you have 3, roommates. But Hey. I’ve got my door open and I’m talking as loud as I can. Haha

I wish I had some cupcakes.

And some milk. You know, I don’t have the money or I would walk to the store. I would have already walked to the store and back. Even though it’s like almost 2 miles, For real. It’s uh, it’s about a 45 minute walk to the dollar store and about a 50.

Some odd minute walk to the dang Star Market. Yeah. And that’s so funny though. It’s like people ask like so where are you staying at now? It’s like well, I live in Huntsville kind of close to 5 Points and I do if you drive you know it’s like 5 minutes away

There’s a lot of really cool stuff. There’s like, what 1892 is it the name of? The name of the restaurant. Yeah. Uh, it’s got some really good brunch. I used to take the kids there, actually fairly often back when I was married.

What else?

There’s an Indian restaurant and a Thai restaurant, there’s like a really good barbecue place.

There’s another barbecue place though, off of 72 called boars hog.

Bore Hogs. Yeah. Something like that. And that’s my favorite 1.

I haven’t eaten, haven’t eaten there. Since uh, Fuck like the beginning of February, I guess.

And what else?

There’s a Hardee’s in 5 Points. Yeah. And uh, of course, the Star Market and a pharmacy post office thing and like a whole bunch of cool houses and shit. I was walking up there last Sunday. Was it last Sunday? Yeah, because I worked last Saturday and uh I’m actually working tomorrow. It makes me kind of Happy. But uh,

God I’m broke. I am so broke anyways. Um, I get paid this week. Thank goodness. I was just thinking, oh, it’s like a really cool walk. I mean it it takes forever, but it doesn’t suck at all.

There’s a lot of, uh, Like people have done a lot of cool things with their yards and even like just some of the houses.

Are really neat.

But I live, like, On the other side of all that like more in a suburb type area. I don’t know. It’s uh,

It’s just a long ass. Damn walk. And then on in the other direction is Highway 72. Um, and like There’s the Circle K. I used to go to when I had a car and Stuff. There’s a Taco Bell and It’s about the same distance. Yeah to there. So I live kind of in the middle of all that.

I don’t know. Yeah, that’s just. Yep. Haha.

I don’t know. What am I going to do? It’s like, I could play video games. I have never winter nights is a game. I got back into recently, even though, you know, at first it was like, fuck. Yeah, I’m playing it. And I, uh, I really did a bunch like the first weekend, I got it, but Just kind of like,

I’m just not into video games. Like, I used to be, I used to be really

Absorbed into that whole world back in like the early 2000s and stuff until my ex-wife, and I bought this house and we couldn’t get high speed internet. And so I kind of just I couldn’t, you know, I couldn’t play games like I used to, I couldn’t do Battlefield 1942 and Battlefield Vietnam, which nobody plays anymore. Apparently those are abandonware now Yeah. And uh, which is weird because Neverwinter Nights isn’t in like even like hexen. I was looking on Steam when this has been about a month ago, 1 weekend. Yes, about a month ago and uh,

A lot of shit popped up that you would think you know, if Battlefield 1942 is abandonware like why is half-life You know, not.

It just didn’t make sense. The fucking the first heretic, you know, game.

Is. Uh of course they don’t have heretic 2 that was the best 1. That was the best 1 of the whole hexen and heretic Series in my opinion because Uh, you got to be Corvus. Which is Latin for crow. Yeah the dude the little elf guy and you got to run around it was like a Tomb Raider type game, you got to kick and jump and you used like a staff with a uh

Big blade on the end and he was real acrobatic it was third person. That’s what. Yeah. When I said Tomb, Raider, that’s what I meant. And, um, but you got to throw magic and stuff and do cool shit. And you got to fight these giant dinosaur fucking things. That was probably my favorite. That was 1 of my probably top 5 favorite games of all time and of course it’s not on Steam. All this other crap is You know, but that 1 isn’t I tried playing pubg. Uh, because it was free and I just I don’t know.

I just don’t have the enthusiasm anymore for video games and I barely even have it for social media, but I’m trying to get better because

I like Putting stuff out there. I probably should be working on music or something, but I ate a whole bunch of ramen. And 4 eggs.

Uh, I have The Tapatio.

Brand. Oh my God. They’re huge too. They’re like a big bucket of noodles.

You put eggs in it and it’s a big meal and then I did kind of get into 1 of my roommates big bag of. Granola bars that nobody ever eats, I

Just wish I had some cupcakes.

I made a decision Friday night last night. Yeah. Um, I don’t know, like habits and stuff, right? I have had some really bad ones and, uh, But 1 of the habits, I used to have. Because if I had a long crazy day at work or a week or something, I would get drunk and pass out and I did that. Yeah, I should have just got a cupcakes because drinking isn’t It just doesn’t do it for me anymore. I don’t drink regularly, I haven’t drank regularly.

Uh, since January, yeah, I’ve been trying to Quit smoking so much too. That’s 1 thing about where I work. Now the Like I can smoke on lunch but the shit’s too far away to walk for like a regular, you know, break to smoke.

And that helps me not smoke as much.

I have about. 3 dollars. And Probably on the way to work tomorrow. Uh, 1 of my roommates takes me to work and I pay her. Yes. Uh, but like, maybe I can get her to stop and I can get a cigar.

Inbbefore work some of it before. I don’t know. Jesus Christ. It’s going to take me a little bit to get back into like, Regular posts.

Not talking about a bunch of crazy bullshit and I’m not going to anytime soon. But talking about what’s going on with me right now. Yeah.

Yep.

I miss my kids.

Hopefully soon, I can get a car and get back to being my kids, dad and pick up where I left off in 2023, that would be great.

Oh goodness, please. Hey, I did a bunch of laundry. Yeah.

I did uh 2 loads of laundry which was all my laundry. I don’t have any dirty laundry right now and that hasn’t happened. And

Uh, in a long, long time. So,

Yeah.

Haha, and I picked up my room and I washed 5 spoons, that I had.

Under a bunch of.

Bowls. I use disposable Bowls because I don’t like washing dishes but I don’t mind washing silverware so much. But it’s like, You know.

It’s kind of funny having roommates for real, like they’re all really cool. Oh, I haven’t had a roommate. Since I was probably 20. 21. Yeah, I turned 21.

Uh, when I had roommates the last time I think, well, how long did we live? We all lived together about 8 months. And uh,

Yeah, that was the last time I had roommates was like, 2,000 and 1. Yeah, hahaha to like you know, the beginning of 2002. It was the last time I had roommates.

And I’m in a group text and they’re texting.

They have pets. I don’t have a pet. I don’t know if I’ll ever have another pet or another dog. I don’t know what I’m going to. I would like to have some kind of pet.

I just can’t invest in an animal right now, like emotionally.

I do really like my room though.

It’s huge. It’s like the biggest bedroom I’ve ever had. And there’s this closet that’s like Could almost be another bedroom. Hahaha for real and uh, hopefully soon I can get a car I can get my kids regularly again and Um,

I’m pretty sure my daughter will want to sleep in the closet. I just thought about that because she likes. She would, uh, camp out on the balcony. When I lived at, With my mom. Yeah. Gosh, you know,

What else can I say? I don’t, I don’t know. Um,

I’ve had this insane appetite, the last couple of weeks. Because I’ve been doing so much like running around and I can’t work any other way. I have to run around like a crazy person everywhere I work. You know, there’s never been a job, like I just have to I have so much fucking energy and uh last year I worked at a chicken plant, stacking tubs. And I also ran the Nugget meat machine, and like, nobody could do that job. But me, because I have so much energy. Like nobody has that level of energy, but me. And uh, I ended up hurting myself really bad. I’m just now like starting to straighten my shoulder out and stuff where I fucked it up.

Gosh, I guess there is a lot to talk about. Just I, you know, have to kind of limit it.

To. You know, a single Post or something.

Yeah, but I’m just I don’t know, I’m just ready to get back into like blogging stuff and you know opening up again to the world

I think I’m going to work on some music. Yeah. I don’t know why I have energy. Oh my God. I found. Uh, my roommate has Downstairs in the kitchen, a bottle of like generic Etc with uh Etc. Not Etc. Oh my God Etc and you know it’s for migraines yeah whatever it’s got caffeine in it and acetaminophen and I took 2 of them and I thought you know I want to feel good. Haha. That’s why I’m oh my God. It’s starting to kick in and yeah. So maybe I am I’m going to go out to the garage and I’m going to play some fucking guitar and practice my singing and stuff.

Practice some music. I haven’t done that. Since my mom died.

Yeah, that’s that’s for another post.

Yep, I miss my Momma.

I really do.

Well, anyways, I’m going to wrap this up because it’s going to It’s going to be. A, it’s going to take me about.

30 minutes to edit it, right?

Yeehaw. Thank you, please.