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1:15 AM
Well, guess what I did.

Woke up. At fucking like 12:22.

Sure did. Oh my goodness, haha. I’m just glad I only have to work 4 hours, uh later Today.

Hanging around outside, smoking a cigarette.

Um,

It’s not super cold, but Cold enough for April, I guess,

Yeah, I never did hear anything back from that guy I guess. I don’t know maybe because I wasn’t like, yeah, totally. You can bring I mean it wasn’t that he couldn’t. You know, I just, I don’t know. I figured I would.

Hear back from him or something. It’s just like dude communicate. I mean I guess. No communication is a communication. But I kind of stressed out a little bit about it yesterday. Like Is he coming? Is he not? And then, you know, he hadn’t messaged me so I’m like you know what? That’s probably a no and that is okay.

Like, it’s totally okay. But,

Yeah, yeah. It’s like actually

1 of my roommates friends is, um, staying. Until she gets back, helping out watching the animals. And she is in the Living room on the couch. So I mean there’s already a person a guest. Yeah. I don’t know. I don’t think it would have been a big deal. There is a guest room. I don’t know.

Yeah, it’s totally not a big deal at all. I’m just

That’s like the that’s just

My life is not that exciting right now. That is absolutely not a bad thing Haha

This is my last cigarette. Uh of the pack. Yeah. Not forever probably but it ought to be. I’ve been trying to quit smoking for a long time and I’ll do great.

I didn’t smoke for about a week. And then, uh, all of a sudden I just was like, man, I want some cigarettes.

Am I going to even try to go back to sleep? Well, yeah.

I don’t know.

I never sleep more than 4 hours at a time.

Well, like maybe twice a year, I’ll do that for real.

I wonder what the weather’s going to be like for today?

I’ll just be glad when I get to. When I have saved up, yeah, enough money to buy a car or something. I wonder what. Wonder what kind of car it’s going to be.

Maybe I should eat something.

What should I eat? I have soup. I have sandwiches. I’m going to eat a goddamn sandwich. That’s what I’m going to do.

Just ham and cheese. Pepper. Jack cheese and mustard.

That’s a sandwich for me. Haha

Hey, I guess this isn’t going to be a long-winded post.

It’s okay to make a regular sized post, right? Oh, I had a crazy dream. You know, I had a dream that I was uh,

I was working like maintenance. At this place and uh, 1 of the guys, there was this pharmacist dude that we built the Pavilion for

A pavilion for last year with my house remodeling boss. And uh, On lunch, we all like went to his house. It was kind of funny and then, uh, they left me they like left. Without taking me back, I don’t know why. And so I like ran. It wasn’t that far? It was like a 10-minute walk. But I ran, I was like, oh my God, I’m going to be late. And then uh I got down this like crazy dirt road. And a bunch of dudes jumped me. And then I woke up, it was It was really kind of stupid.

I used to, uh,

Be involved with this band called Scareless Dog.

I used to record them and I booked them a few shows actually. Back in the day, they’re my favorite. They were my favorite local band.

And that’s 1 band. I wish could have like achieved some sort of

You know, success. They at least deserve a Wikipedia page. Haha for real

Gosh, but uh I was hanging out with those guys, too. And I was like, well, I got to go to work. You know, and then all the other stuff happened.

Dreams are crazy. They don’t always mean anything though you know it’s just your brain firing off. What even is like?

Being awake and the sleep anyways, right?

Yeah, I don’t really feel like going off and around. Um, on a rant. I really do need to get a shower, though. You know what? I think I’m going to do that after I eat a sandwich. Yeehaw.

Thank you, please.