6:37 PM
Oh God. Oh my goodness, I just ate
Oreo chocolate. Peanut butter pie.
Fucking graham. Cracker Oreos.
Oh my God.
Oh, milk.
And I just, I ate.
Almost the whole pack and I can. Barely. Oh. Breathe. Oh my God.
I had to make myself. Make myself stop. Stop eating them.
Well. Today, it was a pretty typical day of work. Um, We got off a little earlier than I thought we would, that was not so bad. It’s been lots of overtime, the last couple of weeks.
My roommates. Uh,
1 of them came back from a trip, and the other 1. Who takes me back and forth to work had to get her car fixed. And rented a car and so I had to follow her after work. And her car. In her car. Yeah. Um, to the car rental place so she could um, Return it. Yeah. And then we came back and stopped at the Star Market.
Let me tell you about the Star Market. It’s It’s an old. Um, Grocery store in the middle of 5 Points, and I walk there. I have walked there several times.
It’s it’s really cool. I love the atmosphere and they have like, a pharmacy and they have A deli and they have the butcher shop thing. And they have a
Pizza place that you can get a pizza and then you take it home and cook it. And they have.
Hot foods they have Meatloaf. I love their meatloaf. It’s just a hunk of meat with ketchup on it, right? Haha.
They have cakes and
Pies cakes and pies. And, Puddings.
Puddings. Yeah. Um, it didn’t pick that up right at first.
All kind of cool like stuff. And then they have, um,
Beer.
Big. Big, beer, selection. And when I was dating this chick from up here, like 6 years ago, we would Go there. And 1 time we made out in the aisle, it was funny.
I just remembered that I don’t ever think about her hardly.
Really I don’t ever think about any of them. Any of my exes?
Sometimes like on Valentine’s Day. I’ll think about my ex-wife and that’s about it. Yeah, I’m I’ve been really good.
My old blog, which is private right now. Uh, I mean, like from 2020 up until 2022 or something like for, yeah, for a couple of years there, I just that’s all I talked about, was my, ex fiance, Yeah. And then most recently the Twin Flame chick. She isn’t an ex but she Totally ruined my life. That’s all I talked about for probably.
When I opened it back up like September or August of last year up until I made it.
Made this new 1. Yeah.
I don’t know. I don’t know why I just blabber about crap. Like I do.
But I really do like I’m
I’m uh,
I wish I had a girlfriend.
And of course, you know, because I never get out and I don’t meet people, I start looking around at chicks from work and it’s like well,
There’s a A quite a quite a few of them but it’s like, you know, I’m so weird.
My daughter and her friend are on Facebook now. And she like, Found, uh, My Facebook. And,
Now my daughter is like on my Facebook. It’s kind of funny and her friend is too, I couldn’t not add her friend. She sent me a friend request. Yeah. So I’m like okay, whatever crazy kids.
Haha. But uh,
Yeah, I haven’t. I haven’t made any like disturbing. Posts in a while and the ones I have made, I took them down. So I worry about that kind of stuff. I have actually Some posts.
Oh man. I just thought about some really awful posts or like comments cuz I have a lot of crazy friends.
Actually.
My daughter used to go through my phone all the time. Anyways I mean she does still when she gets a chance.
She’s just like I’m going to poke around your Facebook, dad. I’m going to look at all your crazy friends and she does.
So I mean it’s like nothing she hasn’t seen before and she’s even tried to read my blog and she just this is too much the way I talk and how wordy everything is. It’s just It’s a lot. It’s sometimes, I mean for real Some of these posts have 3,000, some odd words in them, and that’s what was so funny. When my supervisor like 5 years ago.
Well, it was the Same year, it was 2020, but it was in like November and she found it but, um, or at least when she anyway, she was just like And you make these big crazy long posts and All this shit. I’m like, well, it’s just speech to text I’m talking and you don’t really Oh she got so mad because I could readily explain away all the dumb shit she was saying
A lot of times, you know, you don’t realize just how many words are coming out of your fucking mouth.
While you’re talking and it’s different to type this stuff in. But when you’re talking about it, man, It’s easy to run up a thousand words in no time. I bet this 1 here will have close to 2,000.
For real. I don’t know.
Blah. But I
I was so full of those. I am still.
So, full of those Oreos, I can breathe a little better now.
I am so tired. I’m fixing to have to make some like changes to my daily crap like no more tons of caffeine. And it’s not really, like, it’s not like coffee. I drink bullshit these fucking packs cuz they’re cheap. Of uh, stuff.
I get from Walmart. It’s like, energy little pouches. Packets, they’re not.
Yeah. And you just dump them in the shit a water bottle. Yeah, haha, full of water. Or how? However much water you want to put in it and Shake It Up?
And that stuff. It’s awesome. Until I crash from it later in the day.
Especially after work like right after work, I am so
Just drained from it and I’ve got to stop taking that crap. I did really good last week. But it’s because I didn’t have the money for anything until I got paid But uh yeah I’ve got to lay off, the caffeine And, I didn’t get alcohol Tonight, isn’t that?
Great. Yeah. Yeah, I started actually like getting started to almost get back in the habit of drinking and I can’t do that. And I really need to stop smoking and I shouldn’t buy any more cigarettes after this pack. How many of us smoked today?
How many have I smoked it today? I said, um,
Just 3, so that’s not bad. Yeah, that’s not so bad. I don’t plan on smoking another 1 anytime soon. I did chain smoke a bunch this weekend, but it’s because I drank
I mean, that’s a lot of words. This is a lot of words. But it’s just blabbering. It’s just me talking.
What else can I say? My blog’s getting a lot of hits. But uh, Not a lot of the Articles people are just like, I guess they’re just looking at my page, but they’re not reading any fucking articles and it makes me a little sad.
I mean, it’s trickled down to about, you know, a couple of dozen or so a day and it’s all um, They just look at my home page. They probably see the previews and are like, no. I don’t know, I don’t know what people think, but this stuff can be really hard to read.
If something ever happened to me though, and I died, I bet this would Be, I bet a lot of people would read it just like, wow, this guy’s dead. Look at his thoughts.
It exists though. Hopefully though. Um, if I’m going to die, If I’m supposed to or whatever, like I’ll get a chance to make my other blog public. Again.
I made it private and it’s going to be that way for a little bit.
Yeah.
Oh, holy shit. Oh my goodness.
Oh yeah. Today is my ex-wife’s birthday. I need to wish her a happy birthday. She has been really, really awesome to me the last year or so
Really the last. Few years compared to how it was, you know? The first couple of years after the divorce. Oh my God. But like really haha. It’s uh, Yeah.
Thank you, please.
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