10:58 AM
Hello. I woke up I guess really? It was like an hour and a half ago and
I really need to do my chores and clean up my room.
I think all my roommates are home and some of them are downstairs.
I’m so introverted, it’s crazy really, you know, I think 1 of my roommates has a friend over too, and it’s like,
Oh, I just want to open up.
I just want oatmeal. I said, what the fuck? I’m not opening anything.
Haha.
That was the wrongest. It’s ever picked anything up.
I just want to open my soul to the world. Oh. That’s what I’m doing right now.
I’m trying not to laugh. So hard at it.
All weekend. I think starting well it started Friday after work, I just stayed drunk. Pretty much all weekend long.
It felt pretty awesome yesterday. I rented a movie. I rented the Godfather. Can you believe that? I never saw it before. I thought hey I’m going to watch that, I almost rented the second 1, but that’s a damn, those are 3 hour long movies.
And, uh, I don’t know. I think I fell asleep last night around 10:00.
Woke up at like 5 something. And then fell back asleep until around 9:30. Give or take. Yeah. It’s 11:00 now.
I’ve been flipping through Facebook reels and A lot of like Nostalgia stuff has been popping up.
Like um, stuff from the 80s. Toys and shit, and it’s just like, oh yeah, all the memories.
That was a really cool time to be a kid. And to be a teenager in the 90s, and Then and a young adult in the 20s. What, in the 2000s? What the fuck?
I remember, uh, There was all that stuff. About the watu k? Y2K. Yeah, thanks. Um, You know, and all that bullshit.
It’s so be it a bunch of our friends.
You don’t even want to know what it originally put there. Uh, so me and a bunch of my friends. I had this like, I don’t know, I wanted the whole world to burn in hell, when I was a teenager. Especially like when I was like 18, 19 years old. And uh,
So I was just like, come on apocalypse, you know. Um, and so, Some friends and I we all took acid. Like a bunch of it, I did. And we went like, I went walking up the fucking road up the street.
And uh, what was so funny. Is there was these cops that were like, I guess they were anticipating trouble too and I had Like, my machetes like and I was wearing this big lab coat and I just looked crazy as shit. And they took 1 look at me and my friends. And they was like, look. Just go back where you came from. And I thought about it for a second and I looked at them and they looked at me, and I was like, you know what, okay, and so I did and we just went back. Got in my truck and we drove to the Waffle House Haha. Yeah, it was Really anti-climatic. But then it was like, you know, The apocalypse isn’t going to happen and it didn’t, it was stupid. Just like everything else.
But my hatred for like everything that’s slowly like I met my ex-wife. And that changed it all.
Yeah, It did. I was just filled with hate as a teenager.
I’m not really sure why. I mean.
Yeah, I don’t know. It’s crazy to look back. It’s like, why was I was
What was that? So Destructive, and I just, I was I just didn’t care about anything. I didn’t care about I just thought the whole world was just a big stupid turd.
It’s funny to look back. That was so long ago.
To look back on all that is 1 thing, though, that like, Here lately this year really it’s starting to hit me. It’s like gosh.
A lot of time has passed. And yeah, since I really just stopped and paid attention to anything.
I still go back through my Facebook memories and all that and stuff because I was Always really active and posted a bunch of crap all the time. Starting in 2009
You know, back in the day, I had a recording studio in like 2008. We bought the house in 2007 and It took me a little while to get going
2008 Up until we sold that house and moved in 2016.
And to look back on a lot of that stuff. It’s like, gosh. That was.
You know, 15. 16 years ago.
17 years ago.
And then you know like what 15 16 or whatever years before that, you know I was 12. So I mean gosh,
I was thinking about, Like, a lot of my older posts my friend, Eric comments on everything. And, uh, he was, he was my best friend for about 20 years. Like my super best friend. And uh, my friend Brandon was too but I don’t know. He got
I’m not really sure what happened. Yeah, with him.
He moved off. Yeah. Pretty much and uh another 1 of my best friends. He lives in Memphis. My friend Justin. And his brother lives, I think in New Orleans, but like, when my mom died, They messaged me about it. I was really surprised at like Who messaged me about it? Because a lot of people remembered my mom and loved my mom, you know? But I was surprised at like who didn’t message me about it. Like, my friend Brandon, He didn’t.
Yeah, it’s like well shit, dude.
I didn’t think about that till way after the fact, you know, it’s like Sorry about your mom, you know?
Nope, Eric didn’t even he didn’t either. Yeah.
He but he commented on the post I made about it. I don’t know. Eric.
I don’t know, we just
It’s not me. Yeah, Eric has like alienated. A lot of people. I’m not going to go off talking a bunch of crap about him but I hope he’s doing okay.
I know I gave him a drum set last year and I got a whole bunch of stuff over at his house that I’ll never I’ll probably never see again. I mean some pretty big stuff
I guess it’s been a while since. I dropped $60 or so in a Mexican restaurant on his entree and margaritas. Yeah, all that stuff, you know? He really came through for me after the divorce though. After I met my ex fiance too. Especially that.
Yeah. Eric
I don’t know sometimes that just happens sloth, you know, you grow apart. I said life. Yeah, it’s funny. It picked up that word. Haha I’m going to leave that alone. Anyways, um, I was just thinking about all this past stuff.
It’s like shit.
- I don’t have a car. I miss my kids.
I think next weekend. Well yeah I’m planning to get my kids. I’m thinking I’m going to just going to try and work on music this week after work and stuff. If I feel like it.
It was nice to lay around and be a drunk piece of shit all weekend but I didn’t do anything. My gnome got thrown in jail and that that was a big thing. I was going to do I was going to like Try to get up to about level 15 or something and stay up all night playing Neverwinter. But nope, that wasn’t in the cards. So I ended up just
Watching a movie and sleeping.
Pecking around on Facebook. Making blog posts I made. Well, I only made 1 yesterday.
Made like 3 or so. Saturday. It takes a long time to make a blog post especially if I’m like if they’re long Like the Talking part of it, sometimes I’ll ramble for 30 minutes or longer and then, um, it’ll take, you know, at least that much to edit it.
It’s a really nice day. And I probably should.
Uh, try to go back to sleep at some point. I think I’m going to eat some oatmeal.
Here in a minute. And I’m going to attempt my chores, I don’t know why I like I just get this, you know, because they are chores.
Um, they are. Yeah, it’s like, oh dread. But it’s like, dude, it takes you. 20 minutes to do your fucking chores, should have done them yesterday.
Yeah.
Um and then I got to clean up my room and that’s going to take 10 minutes. I got to throw away the ribs and the chicken.
Gosh, Saturday was a really good day until my gnome. Got thrown in jail. I had a lot of fun just being A just laying around doing nothing and
No, that was nice.
I said, yeah.
I’m afraid to look at my bank account. It’s 11:11, I don’t know, right? As I say that. It’s just because I spent,
Way more than I thought, I would at Kroger.
Wish I had a girlfriend.
I wonder when that’s going to happen.
I hope soon. Yeah, it would be fun.
Thank you, please.
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