11:41 PM
Jeez.
Yeah, sure. Um
I just got home. I dropped the kids off and I don’t know what the heck. Oh, I went to the storage unit. Yeah, and I practiced this 1 Song on Banjo, I had fun.
And then it was like, shit. I got to get home.
I really need to sleep. You know, how much I’ve slept?
This weekend.
I got off work Saturday morning or whatever, I rented a car, then I slept for about 2 hours. And I got up and went and got the kids, I got a, you know, a vehicle, I rented a car. It was surprisingly easy.
Yeah, and then um, I slept last No this morning. Yeah the kids let me sleep like nap. For about an hour Saturday after we got to the Hotel. From uh, gosh, we did, we went on a huge Crazy adventure Saturday and today and um, Anyways, I was exhausted. So I slept for about an hour and napped. Was a nap.
Haha. And um, I fell asleep around 3 a.m. watching The Godfather part 2
I slept for about maybe 2 or 3 hours. Barely 3 if even and um, I woke up and got breakfast this morning. At the hotel. It was fun. Yeah, they had really a really good breakfast and uh that’s all the sleep. I’ve had this weekend. So, I am probably here in a minute. I’m going to pass the fuck out. I’m so exhausted.
Oh my God. I was like, I’m going to go by the storage unit and I’m going to play banjo and sing my heart out. And I did, you know, rabbits and ducks. And Chickens and goats. Oh,
Horses and pigs. And donkeys. And mules
Donkeys and mules. Well, you live on a farm, there’s a lot to do. You got animals.
They need water. And love.
And food. Water and love and food. Oh. Oh my goodness, rabbits and ducks.
And chickens and goats. You’re right.
Right. Yeah, and so forth. Uh, that’s the song.
And so, I worked that out on Banjo And I was like, holy shit. It is time to get home.
Can you believe I ate McDonald’s? And then I was like, I was listening to this music and it puts it on a shuffle. And all of a sudden all this 9-inch nails stuff started popping up and I was like wow okay well I was just listening to it. I haven’t been able to listen to a lot of like,
Anything.
9 inch nails. Or uh, sound garden or Allison Chains.
Are you serious Alice and chains?
In Chains. Yeah, the band. Damn it.
Since the I got divorced and that’s been 7 years ago, almost,
But I figure, I’m I rented a car this weekend. I spent all my extra money. Everything I had saved. But at the same time, it’s been almost 3 months since I’ve seen my kids. And that is unacceptable. So, I figure My daughter’s birthday is.
Almost a month away and I’m gonna probably I’m gonna save save save, save, save save, right? But then, I’m gonna rent a car for that weekend because I’ll probably still don’t have enough to get to make a big down payment. On a car. And uh,
Shit. Yeah, I am so fuckin tired.
Hey, what’s up my
I’m great.
Yeah.
You missed my kids. Oh, they were here. Yep, everybody got to meet my kids, but you
But they’ll be back at a later time. Okay, just let me know. Yeah, I have a convenient time.
I’ll probably probably about a month. Okay.
Well, you have a good night. Yeah. Yeah, you too have fun and
My roommate. Yeah, he didn’t get to meet my kids. The other 2 did. But um, What the hell was I saying? Yeah, I just, I don’t know. Um,
Man, it’s just hits me sometimes. Everything just hits me so hard. Sometimes it’s like God.
My life used to be so different.
I mean, why do I even have left to do except be my kid’s dad? I mean, that’s enough. For me
Thank you. Please.
