FRIDAY

5:56 AM

I could make another post, I guess. What am I doing? Oh, It’s almost 6:00 a.m. And I’m standing out in the yard.

Just, Talking into my phone.

Well, it was nice to have a day off. I guess, thought about calling in tonight, too. But

No, I probably need to go to work.

I want to, though.

All I’ve done. Really.

The last.

Shit 4, 5 years

I don’t take days off. Yeah, during the week normally.

I don’t. Yeah, I just don’t

So it is kind of weird.

The last time I took like an extended break from working, was after I had that nervous breakdown. I didn’t work for about a week. And I was just like, man. This is nice. Yeah at first it felt weird but then you know I needed it. I went back to doing house, remodeling for about a month and then got a job at the car seat Factory. And I haven’t stopped. I have not stopped working like taking days off. I haven’t taken any Days off since then.

I really miss house remodeling.

Yeah, sometimes a lot.

I miss painting.

I miss Working with wood and

Building cabinets.

Tearing up a floor. Putting a new 1 in. Remodeling a bathroom or something. Building a tile shower. Helping to build a tile shower. Haha. Yeah.

Oh, The Pavilion. Yeah, that was a blast last summer.

Gosh,

My life. Yeah, it changed drastically. In a period of like, 2 months. Last year it did.

And now I live in the Great City of Huntsville, Alabama. Which I actually like a lot.

I love living here.

And that’s, that’s pretty good.

I really love my job too. It’s just, you know, it’s hard sometimes. It’s a factory.

I really like the cafeteria.

But yeah, hopefully uh I can use a vacation day to cover my absence.

And, Not miss, you know, a whole day’s worth of money. That would

That would suck.

It’s kind of chilly out outside.

Well, I don’t know what else to say. I just thought I’d make another post I’ve made last night’s post. Uh, I posted that about an hour ago, so, Um,

My post streak is covered. For today, regardless.

30 days. I think that’s the longest streak I’ve had since the 50-day streak. Hahaha.

I’m going to go. Upstairs and lay down and probably fall asleep. This is usually about the time. Well.

About an hour from now, it’s usually when I get home. My brains. Yeah, I’m just like blah.

But I did get a lot done uh, with music. Last night and that was good, but I passed out. Probably around midnight.

Oh, I was so exhausted.

I was looking through my Google photo memories because, you know, I get notifications for it. I’m like, yeah, let’s see what I was doing. In

2021 and that’s what made me miss house. Remodeling was looking through those memories.

I should probably post some of the pictures. Of stuff I did when I worked in house. Remodeling.

Probably overall the most interesting. Like fun job I’ve ever had. It could be really stressful and sometimes my boss could be really, really scary. But uh, you know so was my dad

Yeah. Haha

I was just lost. Yeah, I just spaced out thinking about all the stuff.

Living in that Farmhouse because also 4 years ago. The kids and I painted the walls in there with a bunch of crazy stuff. And you know, looking at the inside of that place, I lived there for 3 years.

A lot of a lot of folks would um call that a dump. Yeah, it was

It was pretty, um,

It was.

Nobody. But Me would have lived there. Yeah, my ex-wife wouldn’t let the kids stay there like they could come over and we could hang out in there but they couldn’t spend the night or anything, they couldn’t stay. Yeah, in that house. Uh, when I got the kids, when I lived in that, House. God, I’m cold. Yeah, um

The uh, we stayed at my mom’s. Yeah, there were some pictures of us at Mom’s too, and

That was a really special time. I wish I could have.

Felt better about myself back then.

Yeah, I hated myself like real bad, especially back then, Of course, I got that job at the first car factory later that year and everything. I still struggled, you know, with stuff but

I don’t know, maybe everything’s getting better, you know.

Again, yeah, I hope so.

Hopefully, I can get a car.

If not at the end of this month, at the beginning of next month, and

Everything will be okay.

It’s going to take me a little bit, to get used to my new room, but It’s fine. You know, it sure does beat the crap out of being homeless, right? Yeah.

I really miss my car.

I don’t know what else to say it’s like I thought I had a lot to say but I’m Kind of tired again, and

Yeah, whatever. Thank you, please.