8:29 PM
Wow.
No, I said, well. I’m not wowing anything haha. Um,
No, I called into work. Yeah, I just
I need a break.
I woke up really early, um we’re having some new roommates moving in. Tomorrow, I guess.
Their friends of.
They are friends. Yes of uh, Another roommate and I checked them out on Facebook and they seem pretty cool. I was worried and then, uh, another roommate told me who they were. And so, I looked them up and I was like, oh, okay, they’re, they’re fine. Yeah, uh I don’t know, I just You know, the variance with human beings and All that.
Haha.
Yeah, but I did, I called in to work. I’m sorry. I had to
I didn’t get any sleep and I spent All afternoon, moving my stuff. And all this kind of just happened too. It’s like the last minute thing. Which is fine. I took because it’s a couple. Yeah, I let them have my room because it’s huge. It hurt. It really did. Oh my God.
But it’s fine because the other room. Is it’s fine. Yeah, it’s not a bad room. But the lady, Who lived in there before?
Sad, sad. Sad, sad. Sad. Sad. Sad sad. And I hope wherever she is, she is okay, but she just disappeared. Yeah, it was the weirdest shit.
She left all her stuff. Hello. Yeah, all her stuff. Like all the stuff a person would have she left it? Everything. It was like and then she just disappeared. She took her cat though.
So, I mean, Gosh.
Nobody knows. Yep. And uh,
So anyways, I got her room.
Um, kind of dealing with that a little bit. Yeah, I was just laying there earlier and
In the bed and I was like, dang.
I really need to order a pizza. Eat my feelings. Well, the roommate who takes me back and forth to work. She, um,
She like we were on the way there and traffic was so awful we just turned around and went back and uh
Stopped at bucees. Yeah. And oh my gosh, I had to
We got supper there and I got this giant, you know,
Um, you know, barbecue sandwich. Yeah. Meet all that meat. And uh, haha.
Anyways, I’m still hungry. Like, like an hour 2 hours later. I’m, I’m hungry again. Yeah, I was kind of like debating on whether or not. I wanted to get a second 1 after I finished it, but I was like, No, no, no. But then
I ordered a pizza. It’s weird. To take a day off of work. I haven’t had a day off of work since the day after my car got repossessed. Well, during the week, yeah.
But I need, I need to rest like My body is angry. But more sad. Yeah. Because it’s like we’re so tired. You know, the collective, all the cells, Haha. And anyways. So uh I guess I don’t know new roommates so they’ll be 6 people. And am I counting that up, right?
Yeah, 6 people. So uh, I guess that means less chores. I have to do.
But I’m tired. I tracked, pretty much. The whole song, This 1 whole song for the concept album on drums. And there’s a part in there, I don’t know. I’m gonna have to put the bass and another guitar in it. I think I might have overdone the ride cymbal.
It’s Like a Rock Anthem type song. It’s the theme song for the concept. Album.
The first of many I hope because I have some crazy ass music. Gets into my fucking brain, like stuff that
Uh, In and of itself is just brilliant, weird fucking shit. But I don’t want to be like associated with it, like my name because it is that fucking weird.
Yeah.
Not like,
Like sex dirty perverted weird. It’s just
I don’t know. Maybe. Um, Maybe I’m, uh,
I don’t think I’m looking at it wrong because it is an aspect of my persona.
But then it’s like it’s not.
What I would show, you know, the world as myself is that Is that,
I don’t know just to to come right out and say that and then to look at the words, you know, it it seems kind of weird. It’s like, well I wouldn’t not associate that. Well uh,
Not like,
You know, my name that I’ve used to perform, I would never perform this shit live. It’s because I guess it’s like joke levels weird, though. It’s Yeah, it’s not serious. That’s what makes it, you know, fun and a lot of my songs aren’t either but
Yeah, I guess that’s you know it’s okay it is what it is, right? But I ordered a fucking Pizza.
Um, I’ve got track it.
I’m going to track it. Let’s pull out the other phone.
Track it.
Let’s track it.
It’s in the oven.
Okay.
More than anything I guess right now. I wish I had a car. Okay, because I could see the kids.
This was my daughter’s last day of middle school. I feel like I’ve missed.
Over a year. Yeah. Or so of their lives.
It’s just, it’s retarded. And anyways. Um, So, I wish I had a car. Number 1. Okay. Yeah.
Because I miss my kids and when I do get a car that’s probably I mean I’m not going to have any free time for anything. For a while because Summer is just around the corner and I get a lot of days off. And I have vacation and
My favorite thing to do, in the whole universe is adventures with my kids. That’s my favorite thing to do.
Ever forever. Okay. But second to that,
I really Really, really Really wish. I had a girlfriend.
I just I’m ready to love again I think and I don’t know where to start.
There are.
I was, I was almost going to say like, you know, there’s
Don’t even say that. Yeah, like Okay. I’m just I just wish I had a girlfriend. Yeah. And I don’t get out, you know, so of course at work, I’m just like, hey what about her, you know. And it’s like
I don’t know. It’s scary.
I don’t I’m not going to talk about that. Yeah anymore. I was just thinking though, like gosh, What I wish.
Uh, I’ll edit that out. I’m waiting on. Oh, now it’s at quality check. I don’t know how far away this pizza is.
But hopefully I can use, uh, because I called in I can use. A vacation day I think they let you do that. To cover it. So I don’t get A point.
There are a few routes, I could go at this job actually like long term.
And,
You know, there’s management. Which is something. I’m
Surprisingly good at. I was a team lead at a chicken plant. Back in the day in the shipping Department. And,
I managed everything very well. People. And you know, Restroom breaks. I was just super accommodating. Yeah with everyone I loved my crew you know I was like y’all are my babies and I was their leader and it was actually you know it was pretty cool.
I would, uh, like, you know, you’d have, the shift would start then, like, 2 hours or something. Then, first break and then lunch, you know, 2 hours later. And then Like 2 more hours. Or something.
But anyways, uh, in between the breaks and stuff, my routine consisted of like,
Mostly just washing down the floor, you know, making sure the area was up to. Um,
Standards. You know, they have pretty high standards out of any place that makes food. You know, I had to know like a lot of the basic shit like USDA regulations and all this stuff.
And, you know, if something fucked up, I fixed it. Like the strapper, the strapping machine would go down a lot more than everybody. Actually, it was funny when it went down. Um,
You know, I had to make sure everything ran. If something broke if I couldn’t fix it myself, I called maintenance. And restroom breaks and the restroom breaks, usually took, you know, But I think I had 7 people on the line. So, you know uh almost an hour for to give everybody a restroom break. So half the time, you know, I was uh,
Yeah, I mean that was like it. So it went by really fast. That’s my point. Because uh, you know, after I got on top of all my shit. I had to do like hourly checks too. And fill out the paperwork for a
I was thinking about that. I was like, you know, I could be a team lead again.
And then there’s maintenance. And then, of course, I could be a maintenance team lead. I don’t know. I hate to waste my problem solving skill set. It’s just, it’s just not getting used.
Of course then there’s, you know, in production where I don’t have to think. That’s how those jobs are, you know, it does it, it anchors my brain. So my mind can Wander off into these crazy fucking places and create these Uh, Yeah, don’t let’s track the order.
Okay, it’s still in quality check anyhow. Um,
Yeah, that’s where I come up with like, all my crazy music.
So, I don’t know. Like it was the trade-off.
Yeah, I’m just thinking I’ve uh usually you know, I’m working right now so I’m tired but I’ve got
Enough energy.
Hey Kat.
How you doing?
You okay?
I ordered a pizza. You want some pizza?
Okay. Hey
Okay, yeah, I just called in to work. I was like
I don’t know. Traffic was real shitty so I didn’t really, I don’t know. I’m exhausted too. I didn’t get a lot of sleep and I spent all afternoon moving stuff. So I just, I just called in
Oh, nothing is automated. Yeah, so I didn’t have to talk to a person.
Oh, you got Wendy’s.
It feels weird to. Not be working when I’m supposed to be working.
The whatever you probably need. Yeah, I think I do.
The people’s supposed to move in tomorrow.
They seem okay from their Facebook pages.
Yeah, well they look nice.
I got all the stuff out of there. Except for what the roommate left that I came in after, like, he left like some stuff. On, on the desk.
I don’t know. I mean I can get it if you want me to I just I don’t know. For some reason I just felt weird about touching it. I don’t know. But yeah and he left uh like a 1 of those drug screen peecups with I don’t I guess it’s pee in it. I didn’t touch it but it’s sitting up. Yeah, it’s yeah, it’s up there. So Um,
Yeah, I just left it. I thought I mean I have, you know, it was kind of funny too but I’m just like, I’m not going to touch that. I just and I forgot about it until I got everything. I was like, I don’t know, but Yeah, I meant to tell you about that.
But I’m not. You know? Yeah, Diana said he was kind of a shit hole.
8:53 PM
Long time to wait. Yeah.
9:30 PM
Oh crap. Yeah. Um
Blog post got sidetracked. Anyways, I had to do some stuff and the pizza came.
And then I started. Playing bass to 1 of the, the theme song and
I had to wash some sheets and then do dishes some dishes.
But I thought, why not smoke a cigarette?
Thank you, please.
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