TUESDA Y Y Y Y Y ==Y

7:39 AM
Hello.

Oh, I just got home.

My roommate drove me by the Star Market, so I could get SpaghettiOs. Now I don’t have to spend any more money in that cafeteria the rest of the week. And I got,

  1. Hello. 2 cans of soup.

It’s been fun, but this is my last week of Night Shift.

And, you know, until the next time, I have to do night shift.

Next week is day shift. 4 weeks of it and I couldn’t be happier about that, because everything will be kind of normal again.

I’m kind of also. Um,

The.

The.

I said, duh.

Yeah, shit.

Ha ha ha.

Thanks. Um, no, for picking that up. Yeah.

Haha.

Anyways, my daughter’s birthday is at the end of the month, more or less and

I may have enough to put after my, you know, paycheck next week. Uh, I may have an off. Email.

I may have enough. Dang it. To put a down payment on a car. But I’m kind of at like, it’s kind of a dilemma because I could put.

I could get a car but I don’t know how much I’m going to have exactly to spend. I know for a fact I could rent a car. And get the kids like I did the other weekend, but That’s like a lot of money to do. That I could. Save, I mean really like that Adventure. What was that 2 weeks 2 weekends ago?

Or something.

That set me back a lot. Like everything I had saved up to get a car. Yeah, it’s gone. And I would totally have enough to get a car next paycheck if I had saved.

Up money, instead of spending it. But whatever, I mean.

Shit, I missed my kids so I’m kind of faced with that again. It’s like next weekend, not this weekend.

The next that’s Memorial Day weekend and I could rent a car for that. And get the kids. But then, you know, it’ll be another month before I could save up to get a car. If I do that.

Or I could just And if I don’t have enough on this next check to get a car, the next check, I will, which is a week after my daughter’s birthday. And I’m just thinking, like, You know, what should I do? Because I don’t really know and I’m not going to really know anything for sure until I get paid next week.

Like what? I’m going to be able to do so.

If I guess, I don’t need to worry about it, huh? Even though it’s like, dang it. What am I going to do?

What am I going to be able to do? Yeah, but I really need to get a car. Just anything, you know. A thousand or 1,500 down payment.

Would be if, you know, I do all and then I could get Ideally. Yeah, um and then I could get like something decent. Maybe that would get me back and forth to work.

I’m going to check into that, actually, the guy at the

Car dealership. Did I make a post about that or was that in my other blog?

I don’t remember. I don’t think it was in. I think it’s in this 1. Yeah. Um, I couldn’t totally couldn’t get a car. Like You know, but I could get not a brand new car. Yeah, I can get like a used car.

I’m going to look. Yeah, on their web page and

Try to.

Try and figure that out.

I don’t know what else to say. I’m just, I ate. Oh my God. I got soup. Did I mention I got milk and banana pudding.

Yeah, I did. I don’t remember if I even mentioned that but I ate the banana pudding and I got a half gallon of milk that’s about halfway.

Drunk.

Speaking of like, I’m done drinking for a while, it does it comes and goes, I don’t know, I don’t know what exactly got me drinking. On this last kick because I had stopped drinking for over a month.

And then I just started back. I don’t really

I think I just 1 day was like hot dogs from the gas station and you know, and uh clubtails Long Island

Iced Teas. Yeah, those are.

Probably my favorite flavor next to the screwdriver, but

Sometimes I just want that because it’s lemony flavored.

And I’m a baby, ha.

Yeah.

That stuff is so horrible. Like I can drink you know, fucking drink 4 or 5 of those, right? And have a horrible ass hangover or I could get some real, you know, liquor and make my own crap and not have such a terrible hangover. I’m just stupid, I guess it’s easy.

But it’s time to stop for a while. I way overdid it.

Yeah. This weekend, and Probably smoking too. I’m just, I don’t know. I was at the gym this morning on the treadmill and I was like shit.

What have I been doing to myself? I feel great right now. Yeah.

So,

Yeah, I guess I’m

Um,

Dum, dum, dum, dum, dum, dum, dum, dum, dum dum. Yeah, I don’t know what else to say.

Haha, Thank you.

Please.

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