THURSDAY NI G H T

7:46 PM
Oh my goodness.

It’s hard.

No. I said I’m tired but it is

Oh my God.

Oh,

Oh, Am I really talking that stupid? I think I probably am. Yep.

Haha.

There we go. Thank you.

Oh, I worked all day.

Lying.

No, the line went down for something. I don’t remember. And

That was actually kind of nice because I was really tired and I was like, shit, this is It’s great. It was almost like having a second lunch break. Haha.

But anyways, um

I don’t know, it’s the transition week after night shift and everybody is just ill. And mad. And Sleep.

Messed up brains.

Yeah, like I’d say sleep deprived. It’s that too, though. Like oh my God, I had I haven’t slept worth like shit all week.

But guess what? 3-day weekend.

I really, I really love my job and the place I work, I’m going to be there forever. It’s just, you know, it’s funny. It’s like everybody was just oh my gosh, there’s this 1 guy. He’s just like the goofiest.

Happiest dude, but this week he’s been hateful and Really kind of hard to deal with. And it’s like, okay.

It’s crazy.

And I’m too tired to really care. I get irritated, you know,

But then I’m too tired to. Really dwell on my feelings. It’s just like, God, I can’t wait to get off work and go home.

But I bought a car, it was a 10000 dollars.

No, it was a A thousand. It’s just 1. Haha. And uh, it’s going to need. A little bit of work. I think the CV.

Something. Yeah. Continuous velocity. It’s the thing that transfers, you know, the power.

Um,

So when you turn like it’s the same,

So I’ve got to get that fixed because I was going around a curve and it was like, it just it did not want. To go around that curve and it scared me a little bit. But it’s got new brakes. The engine runs great.

Uh, probably the oil pan needs a gasket.

It needs shocks. Oh, my God. And, Some other crap. I mean, I think it probably needs an oil change.

Other than that, it’s fucking great.

For a 30 year old car.

And,

Next week, I’m going to try and take a vacation day and take the car over to the mechanic. Who my roommate uses and

Get them to fix like the stuff.

Basically, just go through it. In whatever it needs.

At least tell me what it needs. So, I can get, um,

It fixed. Uh, The worst things first and then, you know, I’m sure there’s I mean A mechanic could see something. That I won’t because I’m stupid.

Not really, I know basic stuff though. But

It runs great. The engine sounds great. That’s kind of the funny thing. The engine is fine. Yeah, it’s it’s a great car.

The back 2 doors. Don’t open.

And there’s like, you know, it’s a 30 year old car

The trunk opens. And it’ll get me uh from you know wherever I need to go and the headlights work.

They just put brand new headlights, like the whole assembly thing. Yeah, not just the bulbs.

I got to get in insurance on it. I wonder if it’ll get me to Kroger Saturday so I can get some ribs.

But I won’t be able to get a tag until next week.

I don’t know what else can I say.

I’m happy about that, but I’m really tired and tomorrow, I was going to work on some music. I was going to work on music. But,

I tried I got this roof. Kind of worked out but not really and then 1 song. I’m it’s not fast enough. Yeah I’m like, dang, I already laid all these tracks down. I was going back and listening to it. When I tried to put more drums in With it and it’s just not, it probably needs to be about

15. No, not that much. Maybe 10 more beats per minute.

It’s a lot of fun to record music when you have a bunch of crazy ideas in your head and I do, it’s like all this shit has been building up for the past 5 or 6 years.

I started really getting.

The good crazy shit popping in my head around.

2020. Yeah.

I have.

So much. Like different crazy things to record and then there’s like my own personal stuff that I would get out and perform live. Okay, and I think I talked about that in a post, I have about 30, some odd songs for that, but There is. Probably about 60, maybe more. Uh just weird little odds and ends co-worker songs and concept albums. And a lot of the concept albums. Well a lot, I say a few of them overlap. It’s like this uh,

World of these characters, and they make music.

I don’t know how else to put it. It’s really stupid but it’s some of my best stuff. It’s it just I can’t stop laughing when I’m recording it. I can’t do the vocals here. Because I don’t think my roommates would ever look at me the same way, if they heard the vocals and the lyrics. They’d be like, what?

But the music, you know, it’s It’s really funny, the juxtaposition but, you know, with the music and the The words and shit

I don’t know. I’ve said a lot more than I thought. I would like the energy my energy level right now? Yeah. Um I didn’t think I’d be able to talk this much.

But that’s what I’ve got going on. I got a car now.

Hopefully soon, I’ll get it fixed up.

You know, and then a week.

Maybe 2 at the most, I got to take some vacation days because apparently at this job I can’t call in and use my vacation days. I got to like I have to schedule a vacation day. I know it’s because people abused it the system. I have like, Almost 3 weeks of vacation.

But what I love about my job is also. I mean, it’s just the same thing over and over and over, but I get to space out and make up songs. And I’ve made up a lot of songs. Oh, and there’s the Spanish album. Yep. That’s a bunch of crazy stuff too

I mentioned, I think in another post the demo Nita chick. Yeah, that is like

I made up maybe 3 or 4, I mean, I’ve got 7 or 8, but I can condense them all into 3 or 4. And then the 1 song I made up about making up 8 songs about her. Haha Yeah, and she’s just this, you know, little lady who looks mad all the time but gosh she is just So tiny

It’s funny it’s all this crazy stuff I make up in my head I think I mentioned that in a post on the other blog. But she hasn’t been to work since Monday I think and it makes me sad.

Oh my goodness.

Oh, I’m so tired. My whole body is like, why are you still going?

Ha, ha. Ha. Ha. Ha. Ha! Ha. Ha. Ha. Ha ha. Ha ha. Thank you.

Please.