MONDAY EVENING

5:26 PM
Hello. Yep.

I took a nap.

I got home with the chicken and this crazy bread thing I bought. And I ate it.

I ate all of it.

And then I fell asleep.

My friend, Justin sent me a bunch of music.

Some of it was older stuff. I had never heard that he did. Some of it was pretty good actually. Yeah.

Oh my goodness, he’s still the best musician out of all my friends. And then um, there was some newer stuff.

That was I guess good for what it was, but It was like electronic type music. It wasn’t

As fun I guess as well I’ll probably I think I can upload sound files. Yeah, I’m going to upload 1 of them.

Travus. The skillet. I think that’s like, Probably my favorite 1. And then uh, he’s got a few others. But,

There was this 1 song uh called blueboat and that was my favorite. That’s somewhere on my.

Well, it’s on my external hard drive but it’s also on my um,

Recording computer from like, fucking

Oh goodness. When I lived in The Farmhouse but that was my recording computer.

When I originally recorded that stuff actually, yeah, that’s why it’s on there. That’s why it’s on there and this other song called like blue is the water. Or something. That wasn’t the name of it though. But it was a really

Great song. Those were probably 2 of his best songs and this other 1. He called the delusions or something delusionals or some shit.

And the version that I recorded was really i liked, was like rocking. Uh, and then he sent me a version of it, that was slower and I couldn’t really make out the lyrics that well, but the lyrics were really good. That was like his strong point, I guess was lyrics. He was the best Lyricist like all around of us. Yeah.

It’s crazy. Like, what would have happened if we would have all just like, tried to do music instead of getting married and moving off and having like, normal jobs and families and shit and then it makes me wonder like, How many other people like us? Are. There out there probably a lot, so yeah.

There’s probably a group of people like us. You know, and like fucking every other town.

Haha. Yeah, I guess.

There’s probably, you know, at least

Scattered around. You know, in every state or something.

And then there’s a lot of, you know,

Well, I met some guys actually, uh, from up here. In Huntsville. It’s been 15 years ago. You know, they did a bunch of stuff too. And um,

Scarless dog. They, uh, Oh my goodness. From Dawson, Alabama.

They were recording stuff in the early 90s.

Like, I mean they had like 8 albums on cassette tapes. Yep. So, I guess. Yeah, there probably are. And that’s some of the best stuff. Oh my goodness.

https://m.soundcloud.com/salmon-ted/scareless-dog-multiple-shots-in-the-face

I mean it’s not like something. Anybody would like I remember my ex-wife would like she hated it. She hated scareless dog. But other people, you know,

A lot of other people liked it because it was funny. She I don’t think she could get past the guy’s voice but, um,

Yeah, I don’t know.

I woke up feeling kind of sad.

I miss my kids.

My son texted me earlier. He was like, should I watch Excalibur? Or um,

Army of Darkness, and I was like, fucking watching Excalibur. I don’t know, but I’ve seen Army of Darkness a thousand times. I haven’t watched a scalibur in twenty years, you know? The 20 years. No, like 30. Yeah.

Oh,

Twin flame chick. Finally got out of my brains. I don’t know. I don’t know what any of that means.

All, it’s all it has All it ever did was It’s like, Drive me crazy. That’s all it did. And make me sad. And that’s actually a song I made up about it.

Oh,

Gosh. And then like, Yeah, there’s a bunch of stuff I made up about that whole thing and then I got to a point, it’s like, you know,

This is ridiculous. Yeah.

But I haven’t really thought much about her. Until I had that dream last night. And that was a really crazy intense dream, too. I don’t know. It was

I have no idea what she’s doing.

And I refuse to look at her stuff. I could, you know, I’ve got a couple of alternate accounts. Well, I’ve got an alternate account and a fake account, so yeah, there’s a difference, haha. Um, and I just, I can actually, I blocked her on those. After I noticed she had blocked me. So I wouldn’t look at her stuff and then, um, you know, I could make a another Instagram and look at her Instagram, but I’m not going to do that either.

I guess eventually you know, 1 day I’ll just tell the whole story. But I don’t feel like it, that just permeated my reality, like the entire 2023 and most of 2024 and Drove me crazy. A little bit this year and I finally was just like, you know, that’s enough. This is stupid.

My friend, uh, Anna. Yeah, she has a twin flame and He’s a complete fucking dip shit and like it drove her crazy too. That was 1 of the things we Got to talking about it. And uh,

A lot. I think, like, after I had that nervous breakdown her and I was just like, I don’t know it was funny, how it kind of happened, she was like, hey, there’s this guy just driving me crazy. And it’s like, well, there’s a chick Driving me crazy. And so we started talking and it was like oh my God, you know? And,

But like her dude, or whatever. He got with some Colombian chick who like, Squeezed him for a bunch of money like tens of thousands of dollars and, you know, here’s this. She’s like 1 of the most awesome. Sweetest intelligent like 1 of the most beautiful women and I’m friends with And like, this other chick is just a skank and he goes, and sees her, uh, the the Colombian chick in like

I think she said the Netherlands. Yeah or something. And because they’re all, you know, they all live in well he’s Australian but Um, most of my friends don’t live in the United States. Yeah. Like nowadays, you know all my old friends that I grew up with but I’d say almost 70% of my friends. Live in other countries. And anyway, she’s 1 of them. And, uh,

But yeah, he went and saw her, and it’s like, she’s just right there in Italy, you know. And he picked this nasty skank over this fucking goddess and she’s like, I’m done with him. Like yeah, I would be too, that’s horrible. What the hell is.

What’s wrong with him? You know, gosh I don’t even know where to start, but it’s like

That’s kind of how I feel about the Twin Flame chick. You know. It’s like, she would rather do mean crazy shit and torture me than actually be together, so like

Stay the hell out of my brains and let me get back to my life. I don’t know what purpose, any of that served. Yeah, it just it sucked.

I guess it did open my brains up a little bit, the

I feel like it fucked me up more than it. Did anything positive? I don’t know. It’s like I said, I think in the last post or the maybe the 1 before or maybe 1 yesterday, I’ve made like 6 blog posts since I’ve been off work. Oh, and it goes by so fast. It’s like this is the last day.

You know, zip 3 Day weekend. God damn it.

But I shaved my beard and it’s going to be funny going to work tomorrow and hopefully I got the vacation day. I can go get a tag. Wednesday.

I don’t know, I think that car is going to be pretty good when I get it. The CV axles fixed.

I need shocks.

And an oil change.

But I think it’s going to be a pretty good car. The stereo works, the speakers sound great, they look like shit in the back. Like Like caved in the little casings or whatever, but they sound fine. Yeah, most the only thing really I think wrong with that car is Aesthetics and it’s a 30 year old car.

You know it just needs some fixing fixing up, you know, I think the engine is great, it sounds great. Yeah.

So,

I think maybe everything will be, okay, even if I don’t get to see my daughter this weekend for her birthday. I’m going to goddamn make it up to. Her. Yep.

Oh, I just miss my kids.

Wish I could have went and saw them today.

Taking them to like,

I don’t know what’s a good Memorial Day place? I hop. Yeah. Or fucking

Jeffersons.

Actually, Jeffersons is 1 of my daughter’s Favorite restaurants, it’s a really great place to eat. Actually they have great hamburgers.

And the macaroni and cheese bowls. Yeah. I mean, goodness. Yeah, they’re like a chain. I think they started in Jacksonville, Alabama, the first 1, and I remember eating at it, when I lived there and I was like, hey, this is pretty good. And then next thing I noticed it was like, 1 in Gadsden And then there was 1 in Albertville.

There’s a couple up here in Huntsville. Actually, there is 1 in that place that I go to for groceries. And uh, You know what a cool little area I found. I don’t know I just didn’t know that existed. But it has a Jeffersons, there’s 1 in Rome Georgia, which is our favorite Jeffersons. And,

Shit, there’s probably a lot more. Yeah, that’s the ones I’ve noticed though it’s like dang Jeffersons is just sprung up. There’s 1 in Fort Payne. Yeah, I don’t know.

Pretty good place to eat. That’s where we would go. If I would have

Gotten my kids today. That’s what I wish could have happened.

I’ve made some really long-winded posts this weekend.

Yep. But I went to Walmart earlier and got

Lunch stuff for the week. And next week, most of next week I got 1 of those aloe drinks. They’re so fucking good.

I used to drink them all the time when I lived in Albertville, like I would just walk down to the, uh, Food Land and get 1 and a cigar and that’s usually what I did on Fridays after work.

Last year I guess it wasn’t. You know, it wasn’t that long ago.

And sometimes I really miss living in Albertville but I miss Albertville like, 2022 Albertville, you know, maybe 2023 it started.

They started. Changing a lot of stuff last year, they actually the parking lot, I used to go hang out in and use the Wi-Fi.

Uh, They fucked it all up and built a skating like yeah, an ice skating. Rink or some shit. I noticed last year. I was like what the fuck my parking lot.

Yeah.

I guess though, I’m probably where I’m supposed to be or I wouldn’t be here, right? Yeah, I was just thinking though, I really liked living downtown, the All the stuff right there in the apartment.

I’m going to try to get through tomorrow.

Without any caffeine.

5:45 PM
I think maybe I can do.

It, I can do it. Maybe. Yeah.

Of course, I can do it.

I need to start taking better care of myself.

I guess, 1 thing, if I did anything this weekend is I ate really well.

I ate a couple of chickens Saturday, and Ribs yesterday and a whole bunch of bread. And I got chicken today. And another bread thing. Was like a garlic, onion and cheese.

Bread thing.

Loaf. It’s a loaf. Haha Yeah, I don’t know. I forget words.

I guess 1 thing I’m going to do when I get like the car going where I can drive far. I’m going to go to my storage unit and get my external hard drive. And the other computer.

That I recorded a bunch of shit on.

But I have a stuff from like 2006.

You know, 2008. Was when I really started getting. Like going with my uh, electronic music. I was a really special.

Crazy year.

I think my favorite Year all around before the kids was born like When I was married and everything was probably 2008.

Yeah.

And then probably my next favorite year.

Was 2022. Yeah, I mean there was stuff I liked about all the other years but

I was thinking how rough 2016 and 2017 were And 2018, 2019.

Things started to look up a little bit in 2020. But then they went to shit and then

My roommate’s dog is barking. That’s a cool dog. I took her for a walk once.

Um,

Yeah. 2021 everything started getting a lot better after I got the first car factory job.

So much, so that.

2022 was like the best year. That was the best post divorce year. Yeah.

Shit I guess, you know, 2013 was pretty good. And 2014. Yeah.

2011, when my daughter was born, but everything was so crazy with work. But it wasn’t a bad year.

I guess I was just thinking about like in 2008 when I really started uh, getting going with the studio and everything.

Me and my friend Eric was doing project Odin. And, Um,

I did a lot of videos.

Like music videos. I actually still have some of them. They’re kind of cheesy though, I think I’ve actually got 1 up on, uh, YouTube as a matter of fact, but all that stuff’s on my external hard drive.

I guess that’s my point. I want to go pick through all that crap.

Shit, this is uh, this is another long ass post I guess.

I really should do much worse.

Should do my chores. I don’t know why

You know.

Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

Blah, blah, blah. I don’t know.

Well, fucking brains.

Yeah, my brains.

Oh, it’s still kind of early. It’s not even like 6 yet, but

Time. Sure does zip away.

I was looking at a bunch of, uh,

Facebook Reels. Yeah, the fucking uh like Nostalgia shit from the 80s. Like Nintendo stuff, Nintendo games, and then reading the comments sections and

God. If there’s ever been 1 thing, to make a person lose faith in humanity, it’s

The comment section. Of any. Any kind of public like posted media? I don’t know. It’s

Gosh. There was a uh Simpsons cartoon. It was like an episode intro with Homer when he uh, It’s like evolving. I remember watching it when it first came on, like he

Came out, you know, through the ocean as like a little critter. Haha. And then evolved into a A a a man, you know and then like but he passed Moe. And Moe like devolved, you know, Hahaha

I don’t.

I thought that was funny and then the comment section was just, it’s insane. Oh my God.

People posting, you know, it’s just a cartoon intro, it was funny. And then people posted these

You know.

Oh, it’s just so dumb, like just long ass fucking Polarized walls of texts. You know, and then people arguing with other with more stuff and getting like tons of likes and other comments and it’s like

Yeah.

Swiped up to the next Reel

1 of my favorite things though, about Nintendo games was the music like the Mega Man series. Especially Mega, Man 2. I actually owned that game.

I remember when I first Beat It, Uh, the outro like music the, you know, the When he’s walking back and he takes, you know, it’s It changes seasons, and it has all the different, you know. Colors and stuff. It made me cry. When I was like 10.

Yeah.

Those were some of the best. Games I guess. Like that was probably my favorite. Uh, series was the Mega Man. Series.

I always thought Mega Man 1 was hard as fuck. Yeah and the stupid ass fucking cover art.

I liked Mega Man 4. Yeah, that was That was another 1 of my favorites. I like the dive man stage. And you got the dive torpedoes.

God all that shit was so long ago.

Yeah, I’m just rambling on and I don’t know.

Yep, I guess I’ll uh I’ll just wrap this up and Post it and that’ll be 3 posts for today. Hey, I’m on like a 47 Day Streak

Wait.

47. Yep. Yay. 3 more days. And if I can get like past, Thursday and make it to 51 Days. Then I’ll have broken my 50 day. Streak record. Yep.

Hahaha

I don’t know why that’s so exciting to me, But it is and I’ve made like fucking 70. Something posts on this blog I was looking at my shit the other day.

Thank you, please.