MONDAY

7:05 AM
Oh, what am I doing? Well, I’m about

To take my car to the mechanic. Yes, um,

But, I’m early.

I’m just sitting in my car like, old times in a car. Ha, ha! Ha ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Oh, I had some crazy dreams last night.

And woke up, maybe feeling. It made me feel kind of sad. It was about the Twin Flame chick.

And I never had a dream like this, about her before, where we interacted so much, but we like,

Tried to like be together. It was weird. But it was like,

A lot and I don’t know, it was just crazy and she’s like, She had to go to the dentist and she hid a bunch of stuff that looked crazy to me. And And uh like on her phone and I’m like what is that? She’s like you don’t? Trust me. It’s crazy. And I’m like, how You know, how could I trust you? You know, you put nails in my tires. Haha I don’t know. It was like this big crazy thing, but we loved each other. Yeah.

I got I’m going to have to talk about her at some point, I guess, because she goes away and then she comes back in my brains and I know she still pecks on my blog.

Nobody looks at my other 1 anymore, but people look at this 1 a lot. Yeah, like I was talking like oh you know, yesterday and then after I made that last post, I got about 10 hits, you know, it’s like oh okay people reading my articles now. On a Sunday night, I don’t know.

There’s a lot to the Twin Flame thing though, like, I don’t know where to start.

Yeah, but my favorite songs I’ve ever came up with have been about this.

Yeah, and it’s hard. It’s really hard for me to perform, uh, this 1 song I made up on Banjo and it’s It’s still hard for me to perform it. Without breaking down and crying like a fucking idiot. Otherwise I would have made a video on Facebook and posted it.

Yep.

Or YouTube or something. I’m think I’m going to try and start using YouTube more. I don’t know what’s up with my fucking stuff. Not like, Like Tik Tok. The first 3 videos I uploaded got shit, tons of hits well you know like a thousand. Yeah. And then the rest of them have just gotten like 60 and my kids even they upload stuff and it gets hundreds of you know views and sometimes thousands and I don’t get shit.

Haha. I don’t know but at the same time like I really don’t care.

Um, But I do need to start kind of looking at the bathroom to remodel it. I don’t want to make my roommate angry, the main roommate. Yeah, the 1 I give money to I guess there’s yeah, there’s the, the 1 I give money to and then the 1 who takes me back and forth to work. Then there’s, uh, Another 1.

And then we got 2 more. The a couple weeks back and uh, so I have 5 roommates but I guess I call her the main 1 because she’s the 1 who owns the house Yeah. But I also need to start working on like singing. I need to work on my voice again and I just Made my mind up, no more smoking, no more cigarettes.

Yeah.

Drinking, you know, I need to cut that out for a while. It’s not going to kill me. Actually, I’ll save a lot of money, not smoking and drinking.

But I’ve been good only spent like 20 dollars on alcohol this weekend. So yeah.

Gosh, what’s some personal stuff, huh? On this post, but really like if she’s all in my brains

And it is it’s a long story. It’s It goes back. So far, I don’t know what else to say with the whole twin flame thing. Yeah.

I haven’t had a dream like that, like she’s I haven’t had a dream about her in a while in months actually.

And uh,

Shit. I don’t know. It just made me feel all kind of crazy ways. I can’t, I don’t know without going off on a huge rant and I can’t do that this morning because I’ve got to, I’m going to go get breakfast, I think and then go to the Mechanic. Yeah. What else can I say? It’s a nice morning.

It sure has rained a lot the last Couple of weeks.

Thank you, please.