THURSDAY

5:49 PM
Well shit, I just got a lot of stuff out like 4,000 words, worth of crap for real and I went about a third of the way through it and I thought, no. So, uh,

Let’s let’s make a post because this will be what my 50-day. Yeah. Streak Um,

I can’t my brain thinking of the word um but yeah that’s what and I got my vacation day is approved. I’m really

No days. Yeah plural. Um,

In 3 weeks, I get a whole week off. I’m so happy and it’s a week I get paid. So, yay for that. And, you know, I still have after that, I’ll still have like 80 hours of vacation time.

Well no, maybe like 70. Um,

Yeah, I’m just like, I’m tired. And I laid here for literally 45 minutes, blabbering into this shit. And I think, you know, it’s like how loud am I You know, I wonder about that all the time.

But, I did, I went off about the Twin Flame chick. It was really dumb, and I went off about more crap and stuff and It just

Was too much. Not that I went too far with anything. It was just too much to edit.

And too much for me to read, I lost interest in my own bullshit. Hahaha

But I feel better. Yeah and uh I think I’m going to go to the store here in a minute. And get some food. I thought about getting some of the hot bar food at the Food City. But,

I don’t know that it would be any count. Yeah, right now.

It being so late. Unless they had some chickens out, I would go to chicken.

I would get a whole chicken and some kind of like side dish.

Do I really want to spend the money though? I’ve got

I forgot my SpaghettiOs today. I had to eat in the cafeteria and I didn’t. I didn’t want to do that, you know? But luckily, they had taco salad.

The pizza looked like shit today, it’s not, that’s the best cafeteria. Of any place I’ve ever worked. But it’s not like, Not everything’s good in it.

All the time. Yeah. It’s horrible on night shift.

But it’s way less crowded.

Um today’s also my daughter’s birthday. Happy birthday. I have a 14 year old.

I talked to her this morning. I was like Yay, happy birthday. She was hanging out with her boyfriend, whose birthday was 2 days ago and they Celebrate their birthday together, and it’s really cute because They really love each other and it makes me happy that my daughter. Found that so young. And I hope they stay together. I hope they don’t end up like me and my ex-wife did.

I don’t think that’s something I’ll ever really get over. I’ll just I mean, I don’t know. I don’t know how I could.

Right? It’s stupid. But it’s like,

I was thinking about that today. I was like, you know, Do I really even want to get married again? Do I want to go through that again? I mean, I don’t know.

Not right now. I don’t even as much as I wish. I had a girlfriend for so long. It’s like, you know, do I really

Love and all that. I mean, It would be nice to find some somebody but I don’t expect to anytime soon.

Blah, I’m not going to, I’m not going to go off on a big stupid rant about anything. I’m going to edit this and post it.

And,

I might go to the store and I might Fall asleep.

The whole point of starting all that over was I just didn’t want to edit the other 1. So yeah, yay. Thank you.

Please.