4:40 PM
Well, I just got out of the shower and I feel better.
I went to the dollar store earlier and got some sinus medication. I think that’s exactly what I needed. I’m going to keep that in My Lunchbox thing.
I feel so much better. Oh my God. I woke up with this crazy anxiety, though. It was like, what the fuck?
I was talking, I think. Was it the last post? No, no. Last night’s post. Yeah, about the Twin Flame, like, being able to be like, Feel their thoughts and emotions and shit. It’s not like as crazy as it used to be, but I think sometimes a lot of that comes from her, I don’t know what she does. Oh my God.
But I’ve read extensively like, It’s, that’s
A really common thing that happens. It’s so crazy. It really is.
Especially how she’ll peck on my blog, but she’ll never read any articles. Well, I mean every now and then I think she read 1. I don’t know. Sometimes I, I can tell when she does and then sometimes it’s like well, I’m probably, you know, just speculating. But um,
Whatever.
I still wish I could like. See her or something and some not in some crazy insane way.
It would be really interesting to see her again. Yeah, it would.
Actually, well, I don’t think anybody ever nobody cares about my other blog anymore. It’s mostly just up for posterity.
I’m going to check it.
Nope.
Nobody looked at it.
The 28th of May. I guess last week. And uh, That was it?
Yep. One hit
I don’t know. I don’t know why. I mean, I don’t know what possessed me.
Well, it made me feel better to make a new blog. Like, I made a new Facebook account last year, of course, I’ve got back to my original 1.
I just don’t care about Facebook like I used to.
At all.
I just scroll through the reels. I’ve been Looking at a lot of stuff from like the 80s. They Post shit, people do like You know, Nostalgia stuff. It’s like yeah, the 80s. I was there.
I was born in 80. 1980, September 11th, 1980.
For real.
And that really was a cool time to be a kid. You know, video games were just starting to come out
And, you know, you had
Really cool. Like,
Cartoons. And action figures.
Things didn’t seem quite as retarded as they do now but you know maybe that’s just. I think that’s normal though. You know, when you get older, you grow up in a certain, you know, Culture atmosphere or the Zeitgeist, I guess. I’ve heard it called. You know, of a, of an era and then you know it changes. And I don’t think it’s really so weird that
I have a hard time relating to Modern, like
That’s modern is a.
Yeah, the world’s really really different than it was. When I was a kid. It is, but it isn’t.
No, I think I don’t think there’s too many people who are out of the loop as, um,
As I am. Yeah, it’s really crazy because Like at work, uh,
I’ll just Hang around. I’ll listen to people talk.
And I can’t. I just can’t relate. It’s like wow.
I get a different like,
It’s just seems.
Things are just different for me for some fucked up. Reason, you know, I loved my life when it was normal when I had a family when I was married and had a house and all that shit.
Well, I didn’t love like The way I was treated by you know, my dad and my ex-wife but that was you know I tuned that out a lot.
The kids and the dogs. That was the best.
And then, you know, just that all changed. And now it’s like, you know, I don’t think I’ll ever I just can’t. Yeah, I won’t ever I’ll never have pets again.
Kind of Shifting Gears a little bit with stuff. I don’t, I don’t know.
I’ll just be glad when My car is up and running and I can Uh drive back and forth to work. I can go to the gym. I can uh you know, if I want to take a nap in my car after work I can. Of course, most of the time back in, you know, when I worked at the first and second car factories, I did that because I had an hour and a half drive home. Yeah.
I really really sometimes. I mean I do I really miss the second car factory.
And the Gym, they had the they had a really nice gym. And free coffee
The 1 where I work now, you know. It’s it’s cool. Yeah. It’s, you know, But it’s, it’s not as awesome as that gym was.
Today is my Uncle Joe’s birthday.
He’s 70. Yep. And uh,
He’s the youngest 1 of my mom’s.
Siblings.
Shit, I guess. There’s only 3 left. Yeah, my Aunt Paula
And my Aunt Barbara.
My Uncle Joe.
Uncle Joe’s the coolest fucking Uncle ever. I haven’t seen him in a long time, though. Well,
About 3 years. And I haven’t hung out with him or visited, you know, with them or anything. Him, and my aunt.
Probably 7 or 8 years. Yeah.
He was a really awesome guy or is. Yeah, he still is a really awesome guy. He was the cool uncle that would take us out on adventures and do all the stuff. And we would always like, hang out over there when, uh, You know, at Christmas time. And thanks giving at the holidays, we’d all hang out over at My Joe’s house because my cousin’s would be like all over there. I’ve got a billion cousins and they would all be hanging out over there, playing Nintendo or Sega or Super Nintendo. You know, this was the 80s and 90s talk about being a kid. You know, in the in the 80s. And the 90s. And I was a teenager in the 90s.
That was a huge part of like it being awesome was my cousins and my Uncle, Joe facilitated all that. Yeah, he was so fucking awesome. He still is. I mean, I keep saying he was but he he is. Yeah.
His son. My cousin Shawn. Is probably he’s my favorite cousin. On my mom’s side of the family and my cousin Andrew, is my favorite cousin on my dad’s side and both of them were groomsmen at my wedding. Those are like The 2 most awesome cousins in the Universe
Shawn has helped me out a lot. Yeah, he has. He also uh created the my Facebook profile picture.
But yeah, today’s is his dad’s 70th birthday. Happy birthday Uncle, Joe.
Yep. Here.
You’re the best uncle ever.
He’ll never read this, but yeah. Haha
I’m just so glad I feel better. I felt really like. I did have just crazy anxiety. And then I got a shower and all that went away, and now I feel normal.
But it’s like I said, I think a lot of of stuff. Comes from uh the Twin Flame chick and I know that’s like schizophrenic level crazy. It really is. Um,
It’s another reason I have to stop drinking. Because that is something she does a lot of I think.
I just really shouldn’t ever drink again. Yeah, like alcohol you you know there’s no reason For me to drink alcohol. Normally, you know, especially during the damn work week.
I mean, when I get back out playing Open Mic nights and stuff. You know, yeah. Probably wouldn’t hurt to, you know, it’s
To drink a little bit then. But, um,
Not regularly.
I’m excited for doing that. There’s this place that’s fuck. It’s 2 miles away if that now This place called The Copper Top. I don’t even think it’s 2 miles away from here. How far away? Is that from here? That’s where I played at most of the time last year. I was a regular. They had open mic nights every Wednesday night.
Hosted by this chick named Chandlar. And she’s got this band called Candles. And they were really nice people. They were she was uh she was a little scary though. As in like, you know, I didn’t ever want to make her mad. Haha
Copper Top.
Uh, why is all this weird shit popping up?
Copper Top.
There we go. Okay. It’s only like a mile and a half away. I knew it was more than a mile, but less than 2. Haha.
If they.
I don’t know.
I’m not ready to play. Open Mic nights yet.
I,
Still, hello. I don’t know. I’m just looking at Facebook. I got sucked into the fucking Facebook reels again. Yeah, this uh Brock Lesnar has a daughter.
And she looks just like Him.
Yeah, and she does like sports anyways, uh
I was just wondering if they maybe revived the open mic night.
Bingo. Night
Cool. Trivia night.
Karaoke night.
Big money Monday. Yeah, I don’t know, I don’t know if I’m gonna
Fuck with that. But it would be cool if they still did open mic nights because it’s just up the damn road, that’s my point. They don’t. Yeah, I’m going to, I’m going to look up open mics. So,
The Voodoo Lounge has Open Mic nights.
The app changed that to about 3 different things before.
Yeah, before it Settled on the correct thing. I said, Um,
Wonder if that dog bar. Yeah, there’s a dog bar up here. The Rocket City, Dog Bar.
Oh, here’s campfire sessions. Open mic, not at the camp.
I’d scare all those people away.
The hell’s the camp.
How they do it once a month.
Uh,
That’s, 15 minutes away.
That’s some weird thing. I don’t know. The camp. Okay, there it is. What is it? It’s a restaurant.
Well, I might have to check that out. I’ve got to get practiced up though. Oh yeah.
Oh, here’s some people jamming. It’s gotta
Stage.
Well shit, they’ve been going for about 2 years.
Uh oh I’m gonna join this Open. Mic nights in Huntsville group.
I did join it. Hey, there’s Tim eggenberger.
Licorice.
Yeah. He uh Liquor Express. Yeah, um, he was doing he had a, he did a set. Uh, he was a regular last year with the open mic nights. I want to say he plays guitar with that candle’s band. Or something. I don’t know. Maybe that’s somebody else.
Oh, here’s somebody. Looking for a guitarist.
I don’t know.
I don’t really fit in with regular music stuff.
Lowe Mill, has some stuff. My roommates are like, The 1 who takes me back and forth to work, does a lot of stuff at Lowe Mill. It’s an Arts thing up here.
Uh, Because Open Mic nights are fun. Yeah.
And I’m not really ready to play a, you know, a real show yet.
I was starting to get, that’s what sucked about last year. I was starting to get practiced up about all that. And then uh, Everything just went crazy with my mom and I got sidetracked. It was really.
Sad.
It’s going.
No, I don’t know. I’m just looking through this group. It’s not as
This Friday has got 1.
Oh, I guess that group wasn’t as insightful as I thought it would be.
Here’s a comedy night.
I went around to a lot of these places, uh, when I was dating that chick 6 years ago, I don’t know how much she gets out anymore. I would really hate to run
5:01 PM
Into her not that it would matter. I would probably scare her. Yeah, I don’t know. She would scare me a lot worse. Haha I’m so like
Retarded about stuff like that.
The bar at 805.
Oh, that’s an old post.
Well, I’m not ready to play an open mic, not yet. Anyways.
About half of these posts, I’m seeing are for comedy.
I should get out though and like go see things and do stuff again.
Of course I won’t be able to do that when I’m on night shift, but when I’m back on days again I will
Oh my goodness.
But yeah, I’m going to look at the calendar tomorrow. When I go into work, I’m just going to put in for like PTO days about every other week or something like 1, 1 day a week.
Just to kind of give myself a break, because
Even though I really wished, I could have went to work today. Um,
Fuck is nice to have a day off.
It’s not like I have an easy job. I don’t have an easy job. It’s actually really can be really hard. It’s funny how tired I am. But also think I’ve got
You know, the crud Started to or something.
I took that sinus medication.
Sure. Did I eat?
A lot of cupcakes.
But I didn’t eat the whole box.
My belly is so full.
It wasn’t just the cupcakes. It was this milk too. I drink.
Oh, a half gallon of milk.
You know, it’s kind of crazy to look at the ceiling. I got my ceiling fan on. The oscillations of the blades like beating the Shadows over the lights. It’s just like,
Fucks with my brain.
Yeah, it does.
I still, I don’t know. Still, like, it just hits me. It’s like, God, being a human is so weird. This whole world is so fucking weird.
I don’t know, I’m really excited about like getting my car fixed up. Because that’s, um,
That’s what I’m gonna like. I’m just going to get
Um,
More stuff. Fixed the back doors, don’t open.
I’m gonna fix that. There’s a big dent in the side on the passenger side. Yeah, the front door. I’m going to fix that and get it repainted.
Get the gas. Flapper thing fixed. I think I talked about all this in a post already, right? Yeah, I don’t really know like the dash and everything and We’ve got cracks in it.
You know, from just, it’s 30 years old. Yeah, somebody put armor all on it.
I think that what it’s called my cousin did that. He had a 2002 uh, Pontiac Grand Am and he was
Uh, real meticulous and
Like OCD about cleaning and and like shiny things and stuff and he fucking ruined the interior of that with Armor All Oh my God. And it does. It takes all the oils out of that shit. It just draws up, it crumbles and looks like This looks crazy.
And it seems like everybody knows that, but they do it anyways.
I think it’s okay as long as you keep applying it, but when you stop, that’s when it starts fucking up.
I don’t know.
But sometimes I really really do miss my car. The 1 that got repossessed. Yeah, that was.
That was a really special car and I hope whoever has it. Now is
It’s doing great wherever it’s at,
Because that was, That car has been all over the place.
I’ve lived in it. The kids, you know, super Adventures.
I miss it.
Guess I need to text my roommate who takes me back and forth to work and just tell her that I’m planning on going to work tomorrow. I feel better now. Yeah.
She really has helped me out in a huge crazy way. And I’m Exceptionally grateful for that.
Oh shit, it’s 12 after 5. I don’t know how long I’ve been talking, but Guess I’m going to wrap this up and go do something else. Yay.
Thank you. Please.
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