5:42 PM
Hello. Yep, I just got home.
Well. Um, like 30 minutes ago or something, I think. I ate a bunch of soup.
I just ate soup.
I went to the gym. I made myself go to the gym. Glad I did I’m tired but I’m like, happy. That’s great because I wasn’t happy before I went to the gym.
Got to do it tomorrow, too.
I’m going to try and do laundry here in a minute. If the stuff is available.
And I really need to get a shower.
Oh my goodness.
I really want to go. Go back out and get cupcakes. Isn’t that retarded? Yeah, and I’m not going to, but I’m not like, so tired either. I feel good because I went to the gym. I remember I did this at the second car factory and that’s why I had so much energy.
Stuck doing a bunch of crap all day and after, you know, I get off work, I’d be like
All kiinde up and stuff, kinked up.
Yeah, I don’t know what kind of word that is, what the hell?(apparently is a made up word for a baby product company)
Um,
Haha, I’ve got to look that word up. Anyways and, um,
Um, Yeah, I was um,
All changed and I said, duh my brain. Yeah.
I would go to the gym after work and it would fix the Kinks. Yep. In my back and in my arm and neck. My hands.
That’s really good.
It’s a good thing to go to the gym. Hell, I only did like 30 minutes the weights took about 10. I did 300 reps with the Light weights. Yeah. And uh, I did about 100 on the bench press.
As low as it’ll go, because I’m having to Build myself back up again, where I was at a few weeks ago, A month ago, I guess, almost. Now, uh, when I was on nights,
Night shift. Yeah. Because I was working out. I got on a workout routine, then.
And 20 minutes on the treadmill. That’s all it takes and then I’ll eventually get up to where I was at the second car factory where I’m doing 500 reps. Of the small weights and then like a 100 reps of the 20 pound weights. You know, maybe 50 or so of the 30 or 40, I was doing up to 50 pounds sometimes. I was really on my way, you know, getting myself back built back up like I was when I was in my early 20s.
And I got 240 lbs on the fucking bench press once. At the, second Car factory gym. Yeah, that’s all like I was like yeah, I was building myself back up.
And I was doing an hour on the treadmill.
I know that’s pretty hardcore, isn’t it? It that took about 6 months. To build myself up to that. And I don’t think I’m that bad out of shape again except the shoulder dislocation last year and all the crap that goes with not.
Taking care of it. Like I should have But hopefully I’ll get straightened back out soon. You know, actually that was the thing. Yeah. Like When I was on night shift the last time I had, it didn’t take that long. I was starting to do like heavier weights again.
I just spaced out thinking about, All that like wow, I can’t believe. Sometimes it just hits me. It’s like what the fuck?
My life. Yeah. But um, I don’t know. I’m broke. I’m super fucking broke right now. It sucks.
I spent a little too much money with the kids this weekend, and
I shouldn’t have got food at the food bar Sunday, but, you know, I mean, it was only like $9.
Was it though? Yeah, I mean if you include the drink, I bought at the Circle K and the cigar haha I mean, I guess all that was part of it.
I’ll probably try to borrow like 40 bucks from my ex-wife.
Fuck, I don’t know like Friday or Saturday or something. I’ve got to work all weekend and it’s just mostly for gas and then some extra food. But then it’s like, you know, I need to just live like this anyways, but I need to eat more for breakfast than raw Moon.
Then ramen noodles.
Than ya Ramen.
However, you want to pick that up. Haha
Um yeah, I’m just going to leave that. Anyways.
Yeah eat cheap but eat pretty good for breakfast. I’ve been laying off the caffeine but today I just broke down and Got a 5 Hour Energy. I haven’t had 1 of those in forever, and I was like, Zip Zip Zip, Zip Zip.
SpaghettiOs and crackers for lunch.
But then I had to go get some cookies so like, I don’t know. Yeah, I have been eating in the cafeteria And that’s, you know, fucking 8 to 10 dollars, a pop every day that adds up, that’s fifty dollars a week, pretty much
Hell more than that. If you include breakfast. I like the breakfasts where I work though, it’s, it’s as good. The only thing better than the breakfast. Where I work would be like, Ihop. Or the. Waffle House. Or Hardies, you know, like a well-made
Loaded. Omelet Biscuit from Hardies. Which is my favorite thing.
So I’ve got 3 more days. I was like oh gosh yesterday you know looking down the barrel of the work week, haha.
Oh 5 days but 2 of them are already down. And that’s great.
That means, 3 more days. And I get to work like 2 half days. And that’s awesome. And uh, 1 of them, I think Saturday will be on this coming check and that that’ll be nice and the Sunday will be on the next check which is right before the 4th of July weekend. And that’s I’m going to try and get my kids for that for something fun unless, uh, unless my daughter’s wanting to spend it with her boyfriend, like she did last year.
Sometimes though, you know, I really do miss house remodeling. That’s what I was doing this time. Last year I was thinking about it because I was all like I had saved up some money to go do shit and they all had plans. Yeah, it’s been it’s been different. My ex-wife finally. Like Last Summer started, letting me take them out on adventures and stuff again and
The first thing we did, we went to Giovani’s in Albertville.
And then went to Scottsboro to the uh, unclaimed baggage and the next adventure.
We went to a Mexican restaurant, the best 1 in Marshall County, which is saying a lot. Julia’s right before you go off the mountain. Yeah, in Guntersville.
And then we went to Big Spring Park up here in Huntsville and the kids, and I had so much fun And we drove around. And everybody was happy.
My kids miss me too.
I was driving to pick my kids up Saturday, my daughter kept texting me, like, hurry up, like, get here.
You gotta hurry like because she had, she was just, you know, She was wanting to go do stuff, go out and
Eat. They were both hungry.
They’re so funny. I miss them all the time.
I’ll never get used to not being a part of their daily lives. It killed me. That was like the first Year, after the divorce, you know, that was hard and then last year And the year before was even harder.
I was just, you know, You know, I don’t really. Want to talk about all the sad stuff. It’s just I’m glad that Maybe things are finally looking up. Because I’m the kid’s dad first, you know, I’m that before I am anything else.
Then I’m the crazy artist musician.
Factory worker. Person who makes up songs of about dumb shit. All the All day long at work. And makes blog posts and
I’m so introverted, it’s so funny.
I guess here in a second I’m going to edit this and post it or something. I’m going to do laundry. I think I’m going to Go downstairs and look.
Look in the washer, the washing machine.
Yeah, I need to do laundry, pretty bad actually. I think I’m on my last. Work shirt that I wore. I didn’t even, I didn’t even get a shower last night. I was like, or this morning. Yeah, I don’t know if I mentioned that in the early in an earlier post.
But my brains aren’t all fucked up because I went to the gym, the blood circulation and everything, it’s pretty great. I am tired. But I’m like a good kind of tired. I’m not like
Gonna.
Die tired. Ha ha. Ha ha. Ha. Ha. Ha. Ha ha.
Folks can I say yeah what else can I say?
Yeah, just pick up things wrong but uh, I don’t know. I posted that shit. Yesterday for the Twin Flame chick. But like, she’s never going to message me or send me a friend request or anything. I can’t even put into words how crazy all that got.
I don’t know.
I think she got the wrong idea about a lot of things you know about me.
But,
I’m I mean, I’ve been at this point actually, but I am kind of at the point where it’s like, you know,
Like if you’re not going to do you know if it’s just going to be this crap over and over and over it’s this is kind of par for the course with most entanglements I’ve had anyways. Alright just leave me the hell alone. Stay out of my brains. You know, if you can’t at least Contact me in some not insane. Psychotic way.
Right? I mean, I just
I feel like I’m shifting gears a little bit, actually, in regards to a lot of things as far as relationships go with people.
Yeah, like any kind any kind of relationship?
Co-workers, or roommates, and Family
People I’ve just passed by at the store, haha I don’t know. It was just an example.
Yeah, I guess I’m tired of talking now.
Thank you, please.
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