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Well, I did.
I went back out and I got alcohol because
I took a nap. And I thought, you know, I’m going to be out for a while, probably. I was thinking before I fell asleep because I was so tired. And uh,
The fucking phone rang it was, you know a Spam caller.
And then, uh, I was about to fall asleep again, and it rang again. And I thought, Why do I exist?
Ha ha ha. I don’t know.
I really don’t. I was, uh, playing guitar earlier
I’m, I’m better on guitar than I was like, 2 months ago, like, as far as
You know.
But I’m not a fraction just a fraction I guess. Yeah, of what I was. Like I’ll play stuff and it’s like, yeah. And then my hands get tired, really fast.
And I think I’m pretty much done with the music on the concept album. I can’t. I’ve got a bunch of other ideas but I can’t do them for some reason. So I think I’ve got that’s probably just going to be like a song. 6 song like thing for now. I’ll probably do the other ones later.
Yeah.
The good news is that all I have to do?
Is put the vocals. To the songs I’ve already done. And it’s so funny because, um, Usually,
Like, I guess the difference between working all day long. And not working all day long. Like today is it takes more to get like retarded drunk when I’m already.
Stupid Tired. You know. A couple drinks and I’m out. And a couple of drinks now, it’s like shit. I wish I was bought a couple more but I didn’t.
I really don’t need to spend any more money. Yeah.
If I’m going to have enough for gas and Fast food. Lunch with the kids tomorrow. It’s not Any more money don’t need to spend it.
Somebody came from Facebook and read. The last article and I can’t even imagine who that was, this is that could have been anybody here?
I didn’t say all that I said, it could have been anybody. Yeah.
This app, you know I guess like anything it has a mind of its own
A lot of people.
You know, because AI is just starting to like get you know it’s like a. What’s the
Buzz around it. Yeah, but like Everything has a mind of its own. You don’t get
Any kind of intelligence from a non-intelligent,
Environment. Reality itself is a self.
Perpetuating self-aware enough. It’s just expressing itself through everything that exists.
It’s already as intelligent as anything could ever be. And self-aware. Yeah, the whole thing, the universe or whatever you want to call it totality. Or, you know, reality or whatever.
Turtles. All the way down.
I’m just glad that I’m going to have a decent paycheck.
Next week. And then it’s going to be pretty good the week of the 4th, and that’s what I’m holding out for.
Is uh, the 4th of July weekend. I’m getting the kids and we’re having a lot of fun. I owe it to them. I want to give my kids everything. That’s 1 reason why. I’ve been so hell bent on. Like
You know, these jobs and getting into maintenance and making like real fucking money again.
Because of the kids, I don’t care if it was just me, you know, I mean I’d probably still work.
At, uh, You know, a good job. Well, I guess I still would
Get into the maintenance programs, but, um, You know. For the kids.
Shit. If it was just me, if I would have never gotten married, I wouldn’t even live here in Alabama. I would have already moved to Montreal.
20 years ago. Yeah. Went for a music career.
I guess that’s another thing I’ve been thinking about, you know, reflecting on my whole life. It’s like
I wouldn’t take anything for the kids or the dogs even though they’re not here anymore. In waking reality.
I had the best dogs. I’ll never I’ll never have another, dog. I’ll have an I’ll never have another like
I’m not going to say I won’t Ever have another pet. But, I won’t ever have another dog.
I had the best dogs.
It’s funny I’ll talk to people and they’ll be like, oh yeah, boy, I had dogs, I had the best dogs too. No you didn’t, I did.
I can’t even put into words how awesome like Boat and Gneegnerz and Dave were
And Barney Barnabas the Mastiff and
Tallulah. Oh, we had to get rid of her. Oh, it killed me. I had not Mars about that for a long time. Nightmares about that. Yeah, for a long time.
Anna Banana.
I’m going to post pictures, you know that I’m going to post pictures of all my dogs.
I’ve got to, uh, when I get Next week, I’m going to do a bunch of stuff and then I’m off to 2 days the week after But uh, I’m going to get into my storage unit. I’m going to have to try to find a power adapter. For my fucking external hard drive because I have
So much stuff.
On it. From like, 2000 and 2000.
And I think it’s even uh I don’t know why I put that twice but it’s got I’ve got stuff from 1 1. I had uh, Like my computer in the 90s I have on that external hard drive. But I have pictures and stuff of like everything. Pretty much the whole.
18 years, my ex-wife and I were together and the dogs and the kids and all the early pictures, all my music
Synthesizer music. Yeah. And Like all the stuff I recorded with scareless, dog. And all the stuff. I recorded of my friend. Justin, my friend Brandon, The weird crazy shit that uh, all the project Odin stuff.
Eric’s weird shit chocolate covered ants and the super animator song. Super anteater. Yeah, which was like unexpectedly 1 of the coolest songs anybody ever made up.
But I have like the original, uh, tracks to that. I’m going to remaster. That’s what I need to do.
Yeah, I guess I need to get all that stuff like polished up and fixed and put somewhere online out in The Ether. You know. I have a lot of stuff to do before I can really even think about killing myself.
Haha.
I had a dream actually 1 night, it was 1 of those Vivid crazy dreams where I was I died and was reincarnated as 1 of my daughter’s kids.
Yep.
I don’t know, that happens. It’s funny like
I talked about that in in a post. A few weeks ago about my past lives, uh,
Revisitation, all of them.
And uh, and I didn’t talk about all of them, but I’ve glimpsed at least like, most of them and it’s really remarkable like that shit’s real. Reincarnation. It’s it’s kind of like a video game like You know. You die, and you get another life, but you get a different life. There’s really no limits.
Yeah.
It’s, it’s remarkable. And what’s so funny though is this is just 1 like Realm. Like the human world like Earth. That’s just, this is just 1. This is like You know.
Like, you know, comparing it to a video game. It’s like this is like 1 game. You know. This is like the Earth Human Adventure.
What’s so funny? That’s like about having a twin flame is like her and I have been
Together in in a lot of those uh, other lives. And it’s so insane and I don’t know, I think my face would explode for real if I ever saw her again, Yeah.
My eyeballs would just like burst and my brain would blow out.
Of my whole face. Yeah.
It’s funny because it’s in the song, but we were um, Yeah. Oh, it picked up the word and then it just disappeared.
Pompeian. There we go. Yeah. We we lived in Pompeii. And then the fucking volcano erupted and we died. It was horrible like choking and swallowing this fucking hot.
It didn’t last long, you know, Like we were dead. And uh, but before that happened, life was pretty good.
Didn’t have any kids or anything. It was just us. We had a bakery
Yep, we were a pretty small little outfit.
And then when we were frogs which was the totally, the best 1, I don’t know what time that happened. Where or when, you know that was but we were just a little frogs.
And it was like this big. Thing of water I guess like a pond.
Total Insanity, right? Yeah. Not really. Really?
Yeah, people get so wrapped up in like
I guess it’s hard to see outside of it when you’re in it, I mean, people don’t think about that very much. You know. Error.
But all that stuff that was, I don’t know. This isn’t seems so relevant, but it, it is
Everything comes from the source.
Shit. I’m half drunk now.
I still don’t have it in me to, uh, to play, like, never win or not. It’s but, oh my gosh. Never win or nights. Never yeah, never winter.
At nights, I would rather just say it correctly and then just delete. What it picked up wrong and keep what, you know.
Uh, instead of like going back and typing it in because it’s easier.
I don’t know, I don’t think I’m going to live to see 50. Yeah, I just don’t. I guess that’s kind of 1 thing I’m like, You know, I really do. I need to get my external hard drive, I just need to get all this stuff like fixed up and streamlined and Posted somewhere on YouTube. Yeah, I don’t really like SoundCloud because of the advertisements. But even, YouTube’s gotten fucking ridiculous. I don’t remember when it started because I’ve been paying for it for the last Few years, but if you ever don’t pay for it, You have to watch it like a normal person. They just throw the ads. At you, like, It’s
It’s really mean and what kind of fucking bullshit is advertisements. Anyways, does anybody even
This is like, who the fuck even buys stuff from advertisements? I don’t if I see an advertisement it’s like fuck that. Even like at the gas pumps, you know, I think it’s just a way that people get money. From crap, you know?
I think it’s so fucked up. They have advertisements at gas pumps. It’s like I’m already paying for the fucking gas.
And if you couldn’t trace my payment back to my card, I’d smash the fucking those screens with a hammer or something and they’re so loud and advertisements are louder than the program or the uh whatever video you’re watching on YouTube. You know, it’s like
Somewhere, you know, somebody convinced companies that advertisements. I mean, I guess they are, but They just make me hate the product, they’re advertising and that’s all advertisements do. It’s like a a fuck, you dish soap, or
Some stupid fucking shit. That’s not what everybody needs dish soap.
Where’s my other phone? What’s some advertisements? I’ve been like 1 thing. That’s gotten really stupid.
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Facebook. You know, advertisers Facebook reels and shit. And I get a lot of ads.
I started reporting them though because I got some adult themed ads that. Were really gross.
Oh my gosh, I don’t know. What are my friends. This guy named Christopher Dan Hendricks. Yeah uh he’s a local like Birmingham musician. We actually played a couple shows with his band. Back in the day. Uh,
Anyways.
Getting sidetracked.
Oh, I have to find the reels.
Funny about
Oh gosh. Yeah. Monty python skits. I totally forgot about what I was. Uh
Reversing. So I guess who cares?
Advertisements. Yeah.
Progressive auto insurance. I mean, I’ll never get it.
Flip around. What’s the next 1?
Oh, wow. Here’s a
Like a bicycle powered. Airplane thing. Glider. Yeah, airplane thing and I had this. Aircraft. In cyclopedia, when I was a kid. I got it. When I was 5. I was in kindergarten and my grandmother bought it for me. For my birthday. And they had like every type of airplane ever made and the thing and it included gliders. And like, pedal. You know, powered fucking gliders. And I always dreamed of having 1. Here’s 1 in a in a Facebook reel.
Here’s an advertisement.
For a book, I’ll never read.
I’m not even going to talk about that adverse event.
I,
You know, I’m really not so crazy.
Anyways, I just stumbled upon this Reel
Uh, this guy’s name is Timothy Wy. And Wy.
Wy.
You just yeah, just pick that up. However, motherfuker And uh and see how it like it does. The curse words.
I have to edit that in and I’ll say, you know, shity
And it just has 1 to you. And it 1 t in it. Yeah, you shity fucking asshole. Oh, but it’s spelled fucking write correctly.
Yeah, and then yeah, this app. That’s what I mean. It’s got a mind of its fucking own.
And I argue with it.
Anyways, there’s this dude. And he, uh,
Yeah. He meets angels in other dimensions which you know I get it. Uh but he does ketamine. I’ve never done ketamine. I have a friend actually who used to take ketamine like treatments.
Yeah, 1 of the Angels like wanted to experience. She like possessed him. It was a lady angel. And uh, he started dressing up in women’s clothes and doing drag shows and stuff. But it was the angel. They have such a close relationship. Now, he said that they don’t, he doesn’t have to do stuff like that anymore.
But then it kind of reminds me of this time. I had a 30 minute conversation with Syd Barrett, And I’m like, aren’t you fucking dead dude? And he’s like, no. I’m somewhere else. And it was really funny because he came um, I know this is insane but I was uh, It’s not really though. Uh, he thought it was funny that uh the somebody had it was a video about Roger Waters. I was looking at YouTube. This was like 2017. And uh, I was, um, I was like You know, even though Roger Waters is best known for being the bass player for Pink Floyd, he was primarily in a household.
He was primarily an actor. An asshole. Are you serious? Yeah.
Uh, you even though I’m going to try this again, Even though, Roger Waters was best known. For being the bass player of Pink Floyd, he was primarily an asshole. Yeah. And Syd Barrett thought that was funny as shit. However, the fuck he, you know, found that And I think it was actually in like a Syd Barrett video and somebody had said something about Roger Waters and that’s what I said. I replied to it and that kicked off this 30 minute conversation? And I had never listened really to any of his stuff. I only really discovered the first Pink, Floyd album in 2016 when it popped up on YouTube because I was listening to early T. Rex but like Which is really the only Pink Floyd album I think is worth listening to because they turned into this corporate Rock bullshit after that happened. I never could get into Pink Floyd
I know, that’s just my opinion.
But we have the same like, like the same.
I guess novel energy that flows through me. Uh because I have like a lot of artwork about gnomes
And then there was this mouse I found that I um
I did like a a whole photo series back in the day with this mouse and this was before I even listened to any of this shit or even like anything, I knew who Syd Barrett was But I had never listened to Pink Floyd’s first album. I called him Gerald for some reason that just popped in my head
Anyways.
Yeah, we actually had a lot of stuff in common, but it’s the same like, You know? And then um some of my stuff I had posted in this group in this chick said I reminded her. A lot of Syd, Barrett. And I’m like, yeah, well, you know, he’s my, bro.
Yep.
Yeah, advertisement.
Yeah, I don’t know why I don’t.
Um,
I keep getting these ads for erection pills but you know, Too much information, I guess. Uh, I’ve never had a problem with that. Haha
They find when you
They finally, uh, stopped showing me advertisements for like
It was like a AR6 stuff.
AI. Yeah. Like sex stuff. It was weird. It’s like I’m your girl and all this stuff. And uh,
I don’t even know where to start. How talking about how weird that shit is to me here. Yeah.
More money Puffs on.
Oh gosh. Melinda French Gates.
She is, uh, she’s got an audible book.
She shares how uncertainty can break the chains of perfectionism.
I don’t know.
She’s pretty scary. And then all the comments. Oh my gosh, like literally.
What’s the main comments? I’ll have to post the screenshots.
Wow and author and narrator of worth 30.8 billion says, 1 comment.
That’s a lot of money. And then some guy would rather take a bath in gasoline with his toaster.
I don’t know.
And here’s Uh, hello. Yeah, a Black Sabbath video.
It always cracked me up about like Sabbath.
Jesus Christ, what always cracked me up about Black Sabbath. Was that, uh,
Tony Iommi was always in the center. Of the stage and Aussie was always off to like, Aussie, he was always Aussie Osborne. Aussie, you piece of shit. Anyways. Oh yeah, he was always off to the uh,
I guess the left of him and, uh, He was always just jumping around and clapping his hands like an idiot. And oh, I guess, you know.
Tony Army was the star of Tony. I owe me was the star of Black Sabbath. Yeah, I don’t I think I’m just going to leave that. Hahaha
I’m not gonna edit it.
Just clapping his hands.
Every single Black Sabbath video I’ve ever seen of them playing live.
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It was he who first used the word Cosmos to mean a well-ordered that harmonious Universe a world amenable to Understanding.
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Carl. Sean perfectly almost. It starts fucking up there.
At the yeah.
I don’t know if I want to let it pick up 3 and a half minutes of Carl, Sean?
Carl Sean. Yeah. Carl Sean.
Sean.
I picked it up right in it.
Nope, it just doesn’t pick up Carl.
Say game. Carl Sean. You suck my fucking dick. Jesus.
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Oh, anyways, yeah.
Well, at the end of the film, now he has the meaning of life.
There’s nothing very special but try to be nice to people have already eating fat, read a good book every now then get some walking in and try and live together in peace and harmony with people of All Creatures.
Bands of theater.
Well, at the end of
Anyways, enough of that, huh? Yeah.
It’s Saturday night. It’s 8 after 8:00.
Thank you, please.
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