SUNDAY MORNING

8:39 AM
Hello.

Yep. What am I doing? I’m in the parking. Lot of work.

Yeah, work today. Then kids. Yep.

My kids messaged me early this morning and were like dad, dad, dad, dad, dad, dad. Come get us now and I’m like, oh, I wish! I gotta work.

And it’s going to make the paycheck before the 4th of July. Really good.

Cuz I’m probably going to blow that whole thing hahaha.

Non, probably not. But I’m going to spend a lot of money. I’ve got a lot of fun stuff planned with the kids, those 3 days.

And then I work a week and then I’m off for another week.

That’s pretty great.

But I get through today. Oh my goodness, get through tomorrow and then I get my vacation and I’ve got so much crap. Uh, I can do.

I’ve got.

To pay my storage unit. And pay.

The rest of my rent.

I have to pay. My insurance and I have to get a tag. And then whatever I have left over, I just need to save it. I need to go to the grocery store.

And purchase.

Many things for lunch. And, Just food. I can eat at home.

Oh, I miss my kids so much, I can’t wait to see them later. I told them it’ll probably be 1:00 before I can get them and they were just like, oh my God.

Yeah they like to stay up all night and that’s what they have been doing and they were just like, come get us and my daughter loves sushi. And I told her I was, you know, I told my kids I was

Didn’t have a lot of money and they’re like, we don’t care, we have money. They have their birthday money and my son always has money. I don’t know. He saves his money.

And they’re like we’ll we’ll pay for it. We’ll pay for Mexican food. They want Mexican food. My daughter, she likes the Loco rice from El Tapatio. El Tapatio number 2. That’s where we usually go. It’s closest to their house. Anyways. And I like the Loco Rice but I love the

The ChoriPollo

I like Chorizo and chicken breasts.

Chorizo.

Yeah.

I don’t remember if they have that there or not, they do at the Mexican restaurant.

Uh, El Monte is the name of it, the 1 I ate at the other day that’s what I’m going to do. When I get paid next Wednesday this Wednesday. I’m going to that Mexican restaurant.

But I do, I need to Get groceries.

Stuff. I can just eat and save as much money as I can.

This morning though, I took a different route. Uh, usually I stop at the racetrack and get stuff, the RaceTrac gas station y’all. And uh, This time though, I stopped at the Shell, the Sprint Mart, which is where I used to go. When I worked at the warehouse job.

And it brought back a little bit of nostalgia because they had bologna biscuits out. And gosh, I sure do love them.

I love baloney biscuits and, I got their coffee, they have the best coffee, really, and they have those. Goddamn espresso shots, which should be illegal.

Yeah. Or at least like a 2 espresso shot limit which is all I usually get but any more than that, my head will explode.

I think I talked about the chicken plant a little bit last year. This chick, I used to work with Uh, she would put 12 of those in her coffee.

And you could tell. Yeah, she was, uh, she was 1 of the halfway house girls. She was my favorite 1 though. She was my pal,

She had tried to kill herself by shooting up antifreeze.

That’s the saddest, fucking shit I ever heard. Anybody talk about.

She’s a really tragic person. And last I heard she was living in California, though.

Gosh, last year was so crazy.

Speaking of crazy, like I did totally go away off.

The deep end on my last post.

Yeah, but that’s that’s how I usually that’s a typical Saturday night. For me, at least that’s been the case this year. I just You know, and I didn’t, I didn’t get that drunk. I got 2. Uh, I didn’t really get drunk at all, I got um, 2 of those clubtails screwdrivers and then I had I went back out and got a Chila beer.

Chili.

Chila. Beer, whatever. Yeah. It’s got like

Tomato juice in it and stuff, it’s pretty good.

But I was listening to my music too loud. Too late and uh,

Well, I had went off about how a little bit anyways, about how I had the conversation with Syd Barrett. And, um, you know, I had been listening to a lot of early T-Rex. Which is some of my favorite music ever. So I got to listening to that stuff. Again, the Unicorn album is just so great. And uh my people were fair and had sky in their hair. I like that. 1 a lot.

And ride. A white swan is pretty good.

I don’t know anybody who listens to the music. I like. And it’s like some of the best music ever. I don’t know why. And I don’t understand like what’s popular now and a lot of what people listen to, I don’t understand why they like that. It’s like so different from anything I’ll ever listen to

That’s 1 Thing That kind of scared me about the Twin Flame chick. Haha. Yeah, I don’t. I didn’t care though. Yeah, I would have let her drag me around to all the emo nights. And fucking Pub crawls and Morgan, Wallen concerts in creation. Haha I don’t know. I would have, I didn’t care.

But I mean, you know what’s

What’s she even doing?

Oh she’s okay. I hope.

I’ve been getting, you know, a few off hits on my blog.

This morning and yesterday. So, I mean, I don’t know, I don’t know if she I can tell sometimes I can outright tell if she’s read something and then sometimes I can’t tell. Who the hell reads anything. Yeah.

It was starting to get too warm in my car.

But I don’t know. I think I’m the only person in their car right now. Out in the parking lot. Nobody’s here. I’m probably going to go here in a minute and edit this shit in the break room. I can’t. Not get to work 2 hours early. I just I just I just do Yeah, I love to I don’t like to rush. When it comes. To work. And I like to just hang out and just kind of, you know, look around right now. It’s a little overcast and I wish to God the gym was open. So much. Oh my goodness. This place. Would be perfect if the gym was open on the weekends. That’s my only complaint.

Is it? Yeah, it is. And this 1 process, I have to do sucks a lot harder than anything I’ve ever done for money. But I don’t have to do it but you know, once a day like 1 quarter a day so it’s not it’s not that bad. But holy shit. I’d like to see anybody. Oh my god. Oh it’s just so awful.

The rest of them are actually kind of fun.

I don’t know. I really do like factory jobs.

I like doing the same thing over and over and over.

It, you know, I don’t it’s it’s It’s not complicated. I don’t stress out. About anything. You know, I don’t have to

Worry, like if I have a like at the dollar store, when I worked there, you know, I had to deal with people and it would stress me out. I would get anxiety. When I worked at the chicken plant, even like that sometimes would give me anxiety.

What’s some other jobs that I would get anxiety from? Oh gosh. When I was a generator technician. I stayed in a constant state. Of like,

Insanity. Well, a lot of the time, yeah.

I did that more than I’ve done anything else in my whole life.

I used to never have anxiety. And I used to never get depressed.

Yeah, all this damn caffeine’s kicking in. I’m going to need it.

I saved like Guess I got about half a cup of coffee left.

They had the blueberry cake flavor and usually I don’t get shit like that, but it smelled so good and they had plenty of the vanilla cream. The uh, The refrigerated stuff that comes out of the machine because a lot of times they’re out, But they had that at the gas station this morning and it really made me happy and the baloney biscuit.

Shit. I don’t know what else to say. Yeah, I just wanted to Make a post.

Thank you. Please.