THURSDAY MORNING

2:45 AM
Okay. Yeah.

I’m out in the car.

I’m too loud. It’s too late or too early to be loud in my room talking.

Well, this is day. 3 of vacation. Yay.

Finally got the, uh, Demonita song worked out. Yeah, I got to put some more lyrics to it, though.

I’ve been really lazy. Lazy. Lazy. Oh my God.

Well, can I talk about? Holy shit? What else?

I wish I had coffee but I don’t want to drive to the store and get any coffee. Not yet, anyhow.

Um,

I have some like, bullshit cappuccino. Fucking like thangs Keurig. Uh, cup things I bought. Some coffee. Last time I went to the grocery store. I was all like, yeah, I’m getting coffee. And fucking I got decaf and didn’t realize it. And I cursed everything because who the fuck even drinks decaf. Why even sell it? Why else would you drink coffee? It’s like non-alcoholic beer.

You know.

I guess there’s just some stuff. I’ll never understand.

Ha, ha ha ha. Ha. Ha ha ha.

Probably ought to take a sinus pill. I’m going to do that right now.

And some ibuprofen.

I really need to respond to my friend. Justin’s emails.

I’m probably going to do that.

At some point. Yeah, later today.

I think I’m going to get my guitar here in a minute. The acoustic and go out to uh, the garage and practice stuff. I’ve worked out the Demonita song in standard tuning

Um but also in my regular acoustic tuning, which is C standard.

I think that’s what I’m going to do. Like I got to fuck with the bathroom.

Uh, I thought I could get like, you know,

Do more music stuff? The last couple days, but I haven’t. Yeah, it’s going to be.

I’m going to do that today. I paid my storage unit though. Thank God and they didn’t charge me a late fee. Thank you and uh, I paid my insurance.

And I’ve got about $150 left. To get me through until I get paid again and that’s not so bad.

I can make it.

But I guess today, I also need to go to the grocery store. I’m going to fuck with the uh, I’m going to start fucking with the bathroom about

Not too early. Yeah.

But maybe, before lunch.

I saw some, uh, stuff on the Facebook group. I know, I joined the Facebook group where I work.

Right? I know. That was like that’s what sealed. My fate at the second car factory. Haha Oh my gosh. Where do I start? They had a Facebook group, too. And I joined it and I was like, hey everybody.

Well, I don’t have anything public on my profile now like I did.

Uh, back then. So anyways, they were talking about potentially working Saturday and I’m like, you know,

I’ve had a pretty good vacation. I would love to work Saturday because I need the extra money so bad.

Like really bad. So you know,

Yeah.

Especially for the next check. Because uh, the kids and I are going to do some crazy stuff. And I need all the money.

Which is 1 of the reasons why I was kind of hoping I could do some house. Remodeling work.

I don’t know. I like I really miss it, sometimes. I miss my boss and his wife and I miss uh my pal Eric. Sometimes I think it’s kind of funny. He’s found a new best friend. He’s found him. A new best friend? Yeah, I’m going to post a screenshot of that.

Oh my goodness.

It’s good that though that like we’re, uh,

I guess we talked again, since you know hell, it had been almost a year. Since I talked to him.

I don’t even want to go off on a rant about how much of a fucking jerk. He’s been to me. The last.

Few years I guess is a yeah gosh.

I don’t know man. I’ve never done anything like shitty to him at all. I don’t except maybe get on.

His nerves with my crazy, bullshit like my ex fiance and the whole twin flame thing really. Got annoying to my friends and relatives.

Like, I’m not allowed to say her name around Eric. Yeah. And and or my kids they’re just like Dad. We don’t want to hear this shit.

Oh, I don’t know. I feel really dumb about the whole thing sometimes.

I probably gets annoying. Uh, Talking about it in this blog, huh? Yeah.

I don’t know, I guess, because my life and I like it this way. Yeah, I really do that. My life. Isn’t so exciting right now? And that’s how, uh, that’s great. Yeah. That is so great.

But I don’t know. I don’t know what else to say. I think I’m going to wrap this up and

Mess with music, huh?

Thank you, please.