SUNDAY

5:18 AM
I finally did.

Stop playing guitar and singing. I Got

I got tired.

I have been doing it for like 3 days, straight like a bunch. I’m going to do it again when I wake up after I do my chores,

I figure I’m going to use this time. I’m on night shift. To like practice and get my stuff like,

Decent again. And then I’m going to get out and start playing.

My songs are so crazy. I was like playing some of the shit I was playing pet ocean.

Oh,

I went over my set, like, 5 or 6 times. Something like that and I just kind of mixed it all up because I was feeling crazy. Um, but like

I do, I have some really crazy songs like that song. I had been up for 2 days.

Uh, yeah, and I was just like

Pet ocean. I have a pet ocean and it’s like my baby and it has all these faces because it’s the ocean. All the stuff in it has its Own face, you know, it’s

The ocean is vast.

Like,

Imagine all the things with faces in the ocean. It’s a lot. Yeah. Everything has a face in the ocean.

And um,

It just kind of wrote itself but that’s 1 of my weirdest songs.

And I’m drowning it at the end of the song, but it drowns me with love. You know.

Probably my favorite part of this whole planet.

Is the ocean and like all the crazy stuff in it.

Like, I like octopus.

Octopuses.

Yeah.

They’re really smart and they can change their.

Hedge shapes. And All the crap. To hide. And

Really, crafty little things.

You know.

I mean, I guess the land has some good stuff too, but I don’t know. I love the ocean.

Some of the other songs I made up. Um, there’s a lot.

Finally wrote everything down on a piece of paper, so I didn’t have to keep checking my phone.

I don’t know if I’m ever going to play it live but this song I made up about my friend Jane

That’s, it’s pretty weird. Yeah, that’s

1 of my more weird songs.

And uh,

Yeah, they’re all kind of weird.

Though. Well, I just wanted to make a post.

Um,

Really.

I don’t really know. I’ve been practicing a lot and that makes me happy because I was singing earlier some Acid Bath, haha. I know. And uh, I was like, well, yeah, I’m going to try to do 1 of Dax Rigg’s songs and, uh,

Pull them off the, I mean it was awful but it was better than

I was this time last week. Yeah, so it’s progressed in my playing. My playing is my guitar playing it’s gotten a little better. It’s, it’s getting, you know, if I just keep practicing I’ll be okay.

That’s all I need to do.

Oh, I guess I’m going to finish. I’m going to edit. This. And

Fall asleep. Yay. Thank you. Please.