WEDNESDAY AFTERNOON

3:34 PM
Hello. It’s um,

It’s Wednesday afternoon and I’ve got to go to work.

Oh, I’m getting sick. It sucks.

I have to go to work. Anyways, though.

Oh my God.

I can’t miss any work.

And the kids and I have a bunch of stuff planned.

Oh gosh. I was like, I’m going to make a post and now that I’m making a post.

Uh, I’m just, I’m glad I have a lot of caffeine and I have some sinus medication.

Yeah.

I’ve been fighting this crud off for about a week.

I think it’s finally starting to get me.

I don’t know. They have an on-site clinic at work, like they have a doctor’s office practically

And uh, if it gets too bad, I can go there and be like, hey I’m sick and I need Whatever they have a nurse practitioner. So they can give you like Antibiotics and shit.

Maybe even some steroids, haha.

No, I don’t.

I can’t take steroids.

Oh yeah. I’m texting with my ex-wife.

She’s, um, I’m trying to figure out about the kids, Friday, how early I can get them.

She’s like, you know, Because my aunt, 1 of my aunts, texted her. About. The family thing I know. Yeah. It’s like, I’m not going to that. I’m going to be I don’t think I could not be mean to my dad. Yeah, I just I just don’t think. I don’t think I can be around my dad and not be A gigantic asshole. To him.

It’s just best that I avoid it.

Yeah, the last time I blew up at my dad. Was really, really bad. And that was uh, 7 over 7 years ago. And,

I don’t know like I just take stuff and I take it and I take it and I take it and then when I explode it’s really like it’s too much.

To much, and there’s not a whole lot of people who can affect me, like

My dad is 1 of the handful of people who could ever really affect me. I mean, you know how it is with parents?

Yeah.

Oh, that’s what I’m going to do, though. My ex-wife just Texted. I mean, it was like, you need to

Text the kids and ask them how early they feel like Is appropriate. To get them, because

We’re supposed to get off work like 2 hours early because it’s a holiday. We have to go in two hours early and then we get off.

Um, at 1:45 and I was just like,

I could just go get them then, usually they’re awake, you know. But I don’t know, maybe it would be best if I just came home. And slept until about 7 or 8:00. The reason I want to get them so early is because the car doesn’t have um it works the air conditioner you know works but it doesn’t work very well. When it’s super hot like in the middle of the day and I wanted to avoid a 2-hour long car drive

Car, ride or whatever.

Uh, you know, in the miserable ass heat because that’s what happened Father’s Day. Like, We were driving back from Rome and it was just so hot and my daughter was like,

Miserable and my son, especially was miserable.

So, I was trying to avoid that.

I’m trying to figure out if I want to go ahead and pay for the hotel room. Because it’s my daughter’s late birthday present and she loves hotels. And I could go ahead and pay for that. Like tonight or just wait till I check in and I don’t know.

Is it wrong that I thought about eating Del Taco?

From um, well, technically breakfast, I guess. Because I haven’t eaten at the Del Taco, yet the 1 that opened up close to Bridge Street.

And anybody, who knows. It’s not so much in this 1 but in my other blog, I talked about how much I like Del Taco a lot.

Until they opened the 1 up on Bridge Street, the closest 1 was in Rome. Georgia.

God, I drank almost this whole thing of,

Aloe drink.

Oh my gosh, it’s so good.

They were, uh, they were like 2 dollars and something at Walmart.

When I went,

Y’all.

God damn.

Also had some really crazy dreams.

I dreamt about the Twin Flame chick and, you know, that happens sometimes.

And she was in a music video. She kept. Like posting stuff and I was looking at her social media.

And, it was crazy because like,

Like she kept waving at me in the dream like in the music video but she was like waving at me. It was weird.

And those are like the kind of dreams that I have though about her. It’s like but we never like we hardly ever make like direct contact. It’s always. Like, it’s weird but it’s like, hey there. There you are, you know?

God, it’s just the weirdest craziest thing ever.

I hope she’s doing okay. I hope she’s doing great.

You know, if I ever saw her, I would probably just cry like an idiot.

Yeah, I would I can’t imagine I can’t imagine ever seeing her again or anything.

But um, yeah, that happened. I woke up and I, and it took me a little bit to like, Process, that dreams are crazy. Yeah,

It’s Just, you know,

I said, well, Shit. Yeah, I’ve got to I’ve got to get ready for work. I took too much time off. I had too much time off.

And it almost rurnt me. You know, haha.

But a lot of reason why like the crud is because I did so much yelling and

Stuff with my voice last week.

Yeah, but I haven’t been drinking alcohol. And I haven’t been smoking.

Well, I haven’t smoked regularly. Let’s see. I got a cigar the other day. But it had been a few days before that.

I smoked some last week, though.

But the important thing is that I’ve been staying away from alcohol, I’ve got to quit that for a while.

Oh my God, I got to get through tonight.

I get through tomorrow night and then it’s 3 days of

Excitement. With the kids and I miss them so much.

I guess I’m going to wrap this up and text them and see what time they want me to get them Friday.

Thank you, please. Is it?

Thank you, please.