WEDNESDAY

4:17 AM

Awake.

I’ve been. Been, I think I’ve been awake since like 11.

No, I’m just waiting. Waiting waiting waiting.

Waiting.

Until this afternoon, when I get paid.

I’m almost out of food.

I have a SpaghettiOs.

I have hot sauce. Super hot extra sauce.

And I have,

Ramen. I have coffee.

I think maybe I’m finally starting to get rid of this crud.

I’ve slept It Off.

I’ve slept enough.

Jesus Christ, I have slept.

All I’ve done.

It’s all I’ve done. The. Last 4 days.

I needed it.

I’ll probably go back to sleep again.

It’s so funny. How The, the whole twin flame thing never really goes away. It, it’ll go away a little bit. Like I’ll almost forget about it and then all of a sudden that. Time. It comes back really hard.

Crazy.

But um, you know

I’m going to get my kids in about 12 hours.

I’m excited about that. Yay. Thank you, please.