MONDAY

8:39 AM
I guess.

I said, oh my goodness. What do I want to do, honey?

That’s not what I said. Haha I said, what am I doing? What do I want to do today?

I have 6 dollars.

Oh, that’s right. I was going to look up.

Because I have a Sam’s Club membership. And I was going to get a cheap hot dog or a pretzel.

I got a lot of unread messages. People message me a lot sometimes and this weekend. They did. And I haven’t replied to any of them.

Apparently though my cousin, Kevin reconnected with his dad,

Which is great. I wonder if that will happen with me ever again. Probably not.

Because my dad doesn’t even like me as a person.

Isn’t that horrible?

But I get paid this week and my credit score went up.

It’s going up, like.

40 points.

The last few months.

But yeah, do I want to go to the storage unit?

Work on some music.

Did yesterday all day long. That’s all I did yesterday. And I restrung the guitar.

Right before I left. Well, that’s actually why I left, I broke a goddamn string. I did, I was like shit. It was the G string.

I mean, they were only 9s and it’s kind of like it reminded me of why. Well, I don’t use light gauge strings. I only do that when I um, play in standard tuning. It’s like playing air pretty much, but I break strings.

I usually use 13s In C standard.

Probably, I just go back to getting like, tens or something or even 11s for standard tuning.

I guess there’s a part of me that also wants to just go back to sleep. I did. I woke up this morning at like 12:30 And I finally went back to sleep around 3.

I woke up around 6:30, but

Oh damn, they don’t open until

Hot dog. There’s 2 of them.

Well, they don’t open until 10:00.

Yeah, I don’t know.

I don’t know what I want to do today. I think I want Maybe to just go back to sleep.

I pushed my voice pretty hard yesterday but

It’s good. I tuned up.

To standard and all I played. Some of my songs in standard like transposed, my voice and everything and Sounded silly, but it was fun.

I’m hungry.

But I might just go back to sleep, I don’t know.

Thank you, please.