6:56 AM
Hey there. It’s Sunday.
I have today. And tomorrow, I don’t have to do anything
Except my chores. Yeah, that’s it.
I have some potato chips over here.
Trying to,
What do I want to do? Because I can stay awake. And do stuff for a little while.
Okay. Go get food.
I said, I could. I had Waffle House earlier. It was delicious.
I go to the Waffle House off Winchester There’s another 1 that’s closer here to the house here up off 72 but
I don’t like the server. Like the server just 1. Yeah like but I don’t ever know when they’re going to be working. I just don’t like him. He’s
Lazy.
I guess and in a tentative.
And attentive.
And attentive. He’s? A, he sucks. Yeah. And uh, You know, there’s 1 white dress there though. That is awesome.
A waitress, I said,
Haha, just pick up everything wrong.
But the other 1, it’s a little further. Yeah, it has
The same server. Every time I’ve gone in there, they’re always pretty cool. But um, there’s this black chick and if you can catch her working, she makes the absolute best.
Chicken.
Bacon melt plate. Yeah, she makes the best sandwich and the hash browns are always perfect.
I do I go in there at least once a week for the last month and this week. I’ve gone in there twice.
I shaved my beard actually. So it’s kind of funny how I look like a totally different person. I’m going to go to work Tuesday, and everybody’s going to be like what? But what’s so funny about that?
Is. I shaved already. Back in May. They just forget they get used to seeing me with a beard and then when I shave it they’re like oh gosh, but I looked this way.
4 months ago.
Actually wasn’t even that long ago, I usually wait about 4 months. But just sometimes having a beard gets on my fucking nerves and I won’t trim it. It’s not like I’m not a beard person. It’s like it just grows and when it gets to where I can’t stand it anymore. I shave it off.
And then everybody gets to be like wow you look so different for about a week and then it grows back eventually after about a month or so I have a beard again. And it just gets longer and longer and longer the longest it ever was.
Was last year. That’s right. And Oh gosh. 6 months, I’ll let it grow out.
I did from June to December.
And it was it was was really long, maybe I’ll let it grow that long again.
Thought about shaving my head again. I’ve had a series of stupid haircuts that I need another 1 because the lady who cut it last time I told her like you know just to clean the back up and she did and it looked great at first but Now it’s all stupid again and it needs to be cut.
My hair.
I remember uh, I got on Facebook, dating after I shaved my head. And I got more hits. I got like more matches I guess. Yeah, hits. I don’t. I don’t know why. I thought that word in my brain.
Uh than I ever had on like anything with any amount of hair, it was funny but that was back. When uh, Co.
Koide. It just won’t pick that word up. It picks it up as that like just the co or the Whatever that other word is.
That was back in 2020. When the everybody was quarantining, And stuff. And that was such a weird, stupid time. That was the most stupid bunch of crap.
But,
Gosh. Let’s see. And everybody had to wear masks.
And it was funny to see, like, the people divided off, there was the You know, group of people who were just, they weren’t going to wear a mask. It You know, I mean, Or get Vaccinated hahaha
I remember seeing like people post memes about that and it would say my body, my choice, and I would just like, okay, You know, I thought that was so ridiculous. Everybody was like the reactionaries. Of it was like,
It was like reactionary to the reactionaries. And then there were the people who, um, Were just Like, if you didn’t wear a mask, you were a fucking piece of shit. And it was like constant exchange between those 2 extremes. I was just like, yeah, well, you know,
I never got it. Thank goodness. I got vaccinated and I got the booster.
My ex wife wouldn’t have it any other way. I had to show her like my vaccine card and all that before she would even let me like do anything with the kids and then my house remodeling boss, you know, he was on the other end of that Spectrum. He was like I don’t I’m not getting vaccinated. I don’t give a damn And he never wore a mask anywhere, except to the bank. When they absolutely required it.
And then I had another friend, I talked to and he, um, the people that wore the cloth masks Uh, they had panties on their faces, that’s what he said. Yeah, and uh, just I don’t know.
It’s just kind of wants to Moines.
I walked I walked amongst, I don’t know. My mouth isn’t working like Humanity during that time and just It was like, wow.
And then everybody got stimulus money. The first 1 I got went like all went to child support, but the second 1, I got Uh, I kept And that was cool. And then everything, the prices of everything just went up
Considerably.
What a way to kick off the decade. Haha
Yeah, I was oh, that was back. When I was a QA.
At the chicken plant. And like work, slowed down to where we would uh rotate like which 1 of us would get a day off. We we’re only working 4 days a week. But some of us had to be there, you know?
1 of us could didn’t have to be there. That’s what it was. Yeah, 1 of us could go home 1 day a week and that went on for a couple of months.
And uh, sometimes I would just let people go. I was like, I don’t really need a day off, you know, I don’t need to the miss the money, but gas got down to a dollar 35 a gallon. And I thought I died and went to Heaven because I just went nuts.
That’s back. When I had this Ford Explorer that probably got 12 miles to a gallon And I would fill that thing up for like 20 bucks. And go to Georgia, and get lottery tickets and stuff. And I went on all kind of Adventures and everything was dead.
Yeah, nobody was out. That’s when Walmart stopped.
Being open 24 hours.
And never it never got back to that everything changed.
I remember reading some stuff about, The uh,
Seismic, I guess I don’t know what else.
Yeah, I guess that’s as good as the term as any of the impacts like, you know, all the people in traffic all the vehicles and the Uh,
Just, Vibrations of all the, you know, noise and the people stirring about, you know, billions of us. Of them of y’all. Haha
Um,
How like when everybody was, you know, didn’t do that for, I don’t know how many months that went on most of 2020. Uh, it was just insanely noticeable by Scientific instruments. It’s like hey there’s not all this shit going on and like the earth started to heal for a moment. Yeah, people
People. Everywhere are doing stuff all of the time.
And it affects the planet.
It affects the planet, a whole whole bunch. Yeah, gosh.
And 1 thing that’s funny about social media like Facebook and stuff. It just lets everybody they just Put themselves out there, you get to see who people really are by what they post. And it’s crazy.
It’s really crazy.
There’s so much variance, like In people’s delusional bullshit that, uh, It’s just really remarkable this whole the whole like planet Earth with human beings all over it. And then there’s you know there’s planets, there’s the animals. You know, there’s shit like clouds the kids and I were talking about that today. It’s like, isn’t it funny that clouds are just water floating around in the sky?
Yeah, it is. And oh, you know there’s things like Lakes and shit. And stuff lives in them like fish. And crawl ads.
Crawl ads.
Oh, is it not gonna crawl? Daddy’s.
Haha, you know, crayfish.
What a fucking thing to have like a living. You know thing. Fucking Crustaceans. You know, lobsters and crabs and crayfish just what their bodies like what constitutes their form. You know, they have 10 appendages and fucking like I mean, that’s just their legs and shit. They got even more crazy stuff around their mouth, on their faces and their antennas, eye-stalks and they have plated little armor little fins. And they swim around and you know, lobsters can live to be over a hundred years old and people fucking Boil them alive and eat them. Eat the little
Meat inside. That’s like little bugs and they are.
They’re just sea, bugs shrimp. You know, gosh shrimps are fucking
Gross as hell. If you think about what they really are but they’re tasty. You know, you can. Grill, some fucking shrimp.
Put it in some
Pasta linguini.
Yeah, with, you know, pesto and
Butter. And You know, all the Italian seasons has some really good stuff. Shrimp fajitas are pretty fucking good.
There’s so much of them.
Yeah.
Crabs. You have to take a fucking like a nutcracker, you know? And You can.
Crack open the fucking legs. So juicy Their fucking little arms. They used to walk with. And their pincers, you can slurp out their meat. And dip it in butter. That’s what people do? They wear a bib because it makes a fucking mess. And all these hulls of the animal.
Discarded. What a fucking thing, you know?
But it is uh, it’s nice out, it’s like it’s not hot. Usually about This time, you know, the end of August. Really By about the middle of August. I am fucking sick of the heat in Alabama.
And I know it’ll probably get hot again. But,
Man, this is like the beginning of my favorite time of year. Fall is my favorite season.
And when winter, You know, winter is like I love fall and winter.
Everything is like, Just,
The Decay of fall, then the dead of winter.
Everything you can like,
All the invisible things are much more detectable.
You don’t have the the bustle of life like you do in the spring, everything is waking up and then in the summer things, just In full swing all the bugs.
All the fucking mosquitoes and the birds.
All the kids are out for school. You know, summer is just a fucking
A lot I guess I don’t know but yeah I’m excited I went outside earlier and smoked a cigarette because I’m a piece of shit up and smoking lightly cuz I was so stressed out last week. Haha what
7:13 AM
Getting a little better. Yeah, it’s getting a little better.
I get really ambivalent though because, you know, I’m overdue for another romantic entanglement. Like way overdue. And I talked about that chick. I like from work. You know. I’ve talked about similar things in my last blog, like, you know, from the My point being, it’s like,
It’s not, it’s just it’s never been. It’s always been bad. It’s always like ended up being something awful from work and I don’t know, maybe this time could be different but then you know I’ll be all like just thinking about her because she It’s just the sweetest prettiest lady. Hehe, you know, of course.
You know, history doesn’t repeat itself, but it Rhymes, right? Yeah, like I mean, what are you even doing? Yeah, but I’ll think about her, you know? And just be like man and uh, then like just It’ll go from that to just just completely not giving a shit to the point of You know, where it’s like,
I don’t know. I detach. Just have this. I step outside of the whole human thing. A lot of times and it’s like, do I really want to deal with a bunch of drama that would Come with all that?
Especially a co-worker, you know, it’s like,
I entertain myself enough, I reckon by making up songs and I still have a lot like, you know, it takes so much time.
What am I even? I’m just like, going over all this in my head out loud, I guess.
I don’t feel like the time is right, still. It’s like, you know, I’ve got to I’ve got more stuff I need to do. Like I need to at least Get back.
I need to lose about 30 pounds. You know, there’s a lot of stuff about
A woman always gets so possessive of my time. They do. It’s like and I’m just powerless to react, I’m just a total fucking doormat about it.
No exceptions ever. Yeah, like once a chick gets a hold of me. It’s like, it’s over, you know.
They want to go, they want my Facebook passwords and Like for real, it gets ridiculous.
1 of my ex-girlfriends used to make me sleep naked. And uh, If I like, if I smoked a cigarette, I had to brush my teeth and wash my face immediately after every cigarette. Yeah, that was like, That was, that was Hannah. Yeah. Oh I don’t talk about her a lot. I don’t ever talk about her. She was uh
If I could go back and just remove 1, Relationship from my, you know, timeline It would be that 1. I don’t know what I was thinking. But I don’t want to get off about talking, you know, talking about this shit. On a big stupid rant
Just thinking. Yeah. There’s
Really good reasons why I’ve been single for 4 and a half years.
Worse than any drug. That’s what she told me. That’s what she said. I was. She was, uh, She was.
The only woman who treated me worse than my ex-wife did.
Yeah.
Anyways God, shut up.
I think I just, uh,
I’ve been on a Twin Peaks kick. So, um,
I watched firewalk with me and I had to get like I got a HBO Max trial subscription just to watch that. And I don’t think I’m going to uh keep it. I don’t really care about movies and Stuff anymore. Like, I used to I used to be real big into movies.
So long ago that I have a hard time remembering like movies like even the ones I watched just whatever happened. And Then I haven’t had a TV. Haven’t watched a TV on a regular basis since I was married, my ex-wife had to have a TV.
And I never cared about that stuff. I guess because I live it.
You know, I get enough entertainment. You know, I make art and music and stuff. It’s like
I don’t know.
I’m actually kind of.
I wonder like music was. Um,
I’m sure there’s still some good music out there somewhere. I don’t know.
Sometimes I think I’ve found all the good music there is to be found but you know, things new things get made every day.
Crap. I don’t know it’s Sunday morning and part of me wants to go to Hardee’s, but the last time I went to the 1 in Gurley,
Uh it sucked. Yeah, like it was so great for so long. The 1 in Scottsboro has yet to let me down, but I’m not driving all the fuck way to Scottsboro. Right now.
Well. I guess, uh, I’m just going to wrap this up. I don’t know what else to say.
Thank you, please.
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