SUNDAY NIGHT

8:35 PM
I did, I slept all afternoon.

All afternoon. I think, I fell asleep. It was like 11 something And I slept until 6:30.

Yep.

I guess I was that tired.

I didn’t wake up or anything.

I just slept and I slept and slept and slept. I said, yeah, there was a lot of crap. I was wanting to do. Uh, today like my chores. I guess I could still do my chores though. I’m washing clothes. Um, I don’t like sweeping the upstairs after a certain Time, because it’s really loud.

Everybody’s awake though and uh,

1 of my roommates has a friend over and they’re making food in the kitchen.

I ate Del Taco. I went out and got more cleaning stuff for the floor, and then I’m like, I haven’t eaten anything today since this morning, I went to Hardee’s. I did I just stopped at the 1 in Gurley though. I went to uh, I was going to go to Scottsboro but I was like, man. That’s just too far. I don’t

I don’t want to go that far and

Oh gosh, there’s this chick who works there and I think she likes me. Yeah, but I didn’t talk to her.

Seems like I went to Walmart. What did I get? I got, uh,

1 of those aloe drinks. It was pretty good and I got

Honestly don’t remember what else I got.

Oh, that’s right. I got shampoo. Yeah. And toothpaste. Oh my goodness.

Racking my damn brain. Like what the hell Oh yeah. What did I get?

I always forget like stuff when I go to a store. It’s like I’m going to get this stuff and then I get there and I get things and then after I left and got home, it’s like, oh yeah. Because I meant to get floor cleaning stuff earlier.

When I went this morning, it was like

6:30. And then I emailed my friend, Justin back that that was like 2 blog posts worth of Words. Hahaha And,

I had this crazy dream uh that my cousin was 1 of my cousins. Was messing with me. And like he pulled a katana out. And he was going to like hurt me with it. So I like I found another 1 layang on the ground, and I picked it up and I stabbed him 4 times and killed him. And just left him laying there. My dad found him and called the police. And

I, Was. Uh, arrested I got arrested and I was going to have to stand trial and I was worried about losing my job. I was like, it was self-defense. I just left him there because I panicked, you know, I was like, oh my God I just killed my cousin. But he was going to kill me, you know?

It was really weird. It was a crazy dream, but then I woke up and I thought, man, that’s so great. It was just a dream. Yeah, it was a horrible dream.

But uh, then

I came up, uh, with another song, I did all this stuff like before 11:00. Um, like, you know, went to Hardee’s and then to Walmart and then I came back home and Played banjo for about an hour or so, and made up Or actually I worked out a song I had made up the other day. Yeah that was pretty fun. So I have another Banjo Song.

I should probably go. Work on that stuff. Here in a minute.

Then there’s a part of me, though. That wants to go back to sleep. Isn’t that funny?

Yeah. But I have clothes in the washing machine. I’m probably not going to have any problem going to sleep later. I’ll probably go try to go back to sleep. Here around 10 or 11:00

But I had a really action-packed weekend especially yesterday, so I needed to sleep.

Oh yeah, yesterday I was in uh, I’m looking through my Facebook notifications. Yeah, yesterday I was in Albertville Alabama. And this like, crappy gas station. That always has cheap gas.

That’s where I always get gas When I’m Going to get my kids or going to see the kids or something. And uh, they had a, I went in the restroom, they had a damn bed day. A bad day. Yeah, a bad day. A bad day. A bad day. Jesus fucking Christ

Uh, I’ll have to type that in. Yeah. It’s uh A Bidet.

I just thought that was the funniest thing I had seen all week. Yeah.

Nobody pecked on my blog today. Yeah, that’s pretty good. Nobody looks at my other blog at all anymore, but I don’t ever post. I’m going to double check that. I check it about once a week.

You know, what’s so crazy though?

Is um, Yes she’s the whole reason. The Twin Flame chick. Brittany. Yeah she’s the whole reason I made another blog. Like, oh, it just drove me so crazy. It was like I had to energetically like shed. Uh,

Whatever I thought was happening. I don’t know. It was so crazy. It worked though. It made me feel a lot better to make a new Blog

Um,

But, I mean, that’s how I know that, like, it’s her because nobody, like, ever pecked on my blog before it’s just it’s so fucking retarded. It really is. I was just like, I guess the only thing remarkable about it now is Uh,

I just get so sick of talking about it. It just pops in my head and like blah blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, and oh, yeah, that

But I did. I talked about like my ex fiance for years, just all the time. Until it finally, you know, I got over it.

It’s a lot like what happened with that? I’ve mentioned that before. Just how it’s like it was just basically nothing but it fucked me up really bad. Yeah, I don’t know.

But I feel better about myself now and that’s great. Yeah, I don’t feel so crazy anymore. I leveled up as an artist because of it.

I got a lot of really cool music and stuff, but then like

Shit. I’ve been coughing, I’m coughing. I have to stop smoking.

Um, but like

The music and art and stuff just like flows out of me a lot easier now, it’s really funny. Uh, when I have the energy and the time and I’m in you know, It’s just easier for me to come up with songs, like I get an idea, it’s like, hey, I’m just going to make up a song about that.

And it is, it’s getting about time for me to start performing again, and that’s exciting. And terrifying, at the same time.

Because I really am just like insanely sensitive and introverted. When I was going out to the open, might nights last year. I would just like everybody would, you know, applaud and you know stuff and talk to me while I was, you know, going up to the stage and leaving the stage But like after that, I would just Sit off in a booth by myself in the dark. Yeah.

And uh because it’s like I’m just oh it just hurts sometimes to be social.

Yeah.

Even if I was drunk, you know, I thought and that was another thing too. I thought, surely I’m going to meet somebody. You know, while I’m getting out and doing this crap. But I didn’t, there was this 1 chick who like tried to talk to me a whole bunch, but I had met her before. When I was dating, this lady from up here, I’ve mentioned a thousand times in this blog and she has a really bad at reputation for being an alcoholic. And, uh, Completely psycho. Yeah. And I remember on Valentine’s day uh I guess it was last year. Yeah. She was like I was outside smoking uh talking to my friend Brandon on the phone and she walked out and she had like she was wearing cat ears and she just had this sad, the saddest look on her face I’ve ever seen. And I looked up at her and she looked at me, and I almost said, hey, your hair looks nice, you know, but I just couldn’t because I knew that

I knew it would have been really bad and she just looked so sad and I thought, you know, she probably deserves to be alone

Yeah. On Valentine’s Day, I don’t know. I was alone because I wanted to be. Haha I just remember 1 of my friends. Um, He lives in New York now. He he moved the heck out of here, but He was dating this chick and her and uh, that Lady, I just mentioned, they like teamed up on him and he was like the, the nicest guy ever, they were just being awful and they were both drunk and they took all his stuff and like, Like threw a bunch of it out, but kept a bunch of it inside and locked him out of the apartment and wouldn’t let him in to get his stuff. And it, it was really bad. I don’t know.

I was just thinking about all that, God, that was 6 years ago. It’s like, yeah, they’re just There’s some really mean. Really mean ladies.

I’m going to look up, I’m going to look her up on Facebook.

Yeah, we’ve got 26, mutual friends.

It’s just like,

I guess I’m really not in like,

I’m just in that frame of mind to really go off on a rant about

About like that chick. I dated and her friends. Yeah, those were like the worst friends I’ve ever met of anybody. I ever dated. They were so awful. Emotionally abusive White girls

You know, anyways. Um,

Oh, now my brain hurts.

My brain hurts. It picked that up as uh oh it is. It’s still picking up my brains.

Hurt. Yeah. Uh,

I don’t know. I have more than 1.

Ha. Well, I think I’m going to That’s about all I want to talk about. Yeah, I think I want to

I think I’m going to practice some banjo in the garage.

Thank you, please.