FRIDAY

3:53 AM
Oh my goodness.

I know, what am I doing? I’m driving to work.

Yes.

It has rained and rained.

I thought I heard rain this morning, I, I’ve been up since 12:30 but I went to sleep. It was like

Oh gosh. Yesterday

It was before 6:00. Yeah I stopped at Chipotle’s. Like an asshole and got a uh, Bowl. Chicken. You know, bowl with all the stuff I just don’t see the point in getting a burrito. I mean it falls apart. Anyways.

Man, that stuff’s good.

It was uh, it’s the, it’s the Chipotle’s off of um,

That Madison Town. That’s It. But uh, exit. Yeah. Um But that’s actually a nasty 1 of the nastiest, fucking Chipotles. That’s the nastiest Chipotle. I’ve ever been at. It’s just everything was just a mess. But I think they stay really busy.

But yeah, after I ate that, I could barely finish it. It was all I could do to get home. And not pass out

It’s Friday though, right?

Yeah, and I didn’t go to the gym. After work Because I drank and I still had that hangover feeling and I needed to rest.

Yeah, I needed to rest so um Yeah, that

But there’s this chick who works in the gym. And I can tell she likes me and it freaks me out a lot because she’s like insanely beautiful but I just I don’t know, it drives me crazy. Every time I go in there Yeah.

Like, oh my gosh.

It just does.

And I guess, you know, I’m still not 100% ready to To talk to people to talk to ladies. But I’m getting there, you know, I am.

What am I planning to do this weekend? Well. I’ve got to work half a day tomorrow. Doing inventory, i excited about that. I am. I’m excited. I don’t know what.

That.

That up some weird way. Picked it up. Yeah.

Maybe because my window is half down, well, it’s cracked. So there’s air flow.

Yes.

I’m going to stop at the racetrack and get some kind of coffee drinks.

But uh, yeah, this weekend, I think I’m going to work. Saturday, you know, half a day and then I’m going to go home and Probably now. Now, yeah. And now Take a fucking nap. Thank you. Um,

And work on music. I’m going to work on music this weekend and then Sunday, I’m going to get the kids for dinner.

However, that manifests You know, the time frame, not too early, but not too late.

Don’t know where we’re going to go, don’t know what we’re going to do.

It really depends on how my daughter feels because my ex-wife Uh, does a lot of extracurricular stuff, like the kids have all the extracurricular things going on and my daughter is heavily involved in band activity.

And she’s doing this event, where she’s actually going to be cooking. Hot dogs and stuff in the Cassian. The concession. Yeah, the concession stand, she’s working that this weekend for some big band competition.

And that’s really cool.

And she’s been going to all these other competition things and getting home at like 1:00 a.m. and shit. On the weekends so she is tired.

My ex-wife actually has been talking about how she wishes she could move to Huntsville.

Yeah, I wish they would. That would make things a lot more awesome for me. Because then the kids would be up here. And uh,

You know, everything would be great. I wouldn’t have to drive 2 hours to get them.

I could get them all the time. All the fucking time.

Oh, I miss them so much. I miss my kids. So much all the time every day. Here lately especially I’ve just been just missing the shit out of my kids. It makes me cry.

They’re just the most wonderful best people ever made. They sure are

But uh yeah, I don’t know. Like I’m going to go to the gym.

Uh, after work and all next week, I don’t have anything else like I just, I can’t like, I’m just now starting to build myself back up. Yeah, like where I can do, uh, More than just a shit ton of reps with light weights.

I’m actually like starting to put muscle on again and that’s great. But that chick drives me crazy, and she’s only there during the day. So, when I’m back on nights, You know, but she is. She is just

I’m not going to talk about that. Yeah anymore. Haha. Oh my God, hahaha. Hahaha. But yeah, um You know, and I feel awesome though, like, after I leave the gym, because I’ve been working out for like, over an hour,

I remember when I had gotten myself up to 2 hours, When I worked at Honda and that’s, you know, that’s my goal at least to get back to where I was there. And I was a lot further along than I realized too.

Well crap. Yeah, I’m just talking and I’m going to get to work. Super early.

What else?

I didn’t say that. Okay, I did say that. You know. I don’t know what else to say. Um, It’s Friday, you know?

I am ready to get. Get through it. Work out. Get home. Pass the fuck out. Yep. Wake up. And pretty much do what I’m doing right now. Tomorrow. Oh,

And ventory. Oh inventory. Yeah.

That’s going to be. A lot of fun.

I’m hungry. Yeah, I need to eat. Hope they have something at the right track. At the race track gas station. I thought about driving all the way down to Bucky’s and get a Fucking brisket taco.

But I don’t know if I want to do that.

Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Thank you. Please.