SA TURDAY

11:41 AM

I,

Did did? Try to take. A nap. I don’t know if it’s picking up everything. Stupid.

Inventory was fun. Oh,

Yeah, for real, I think. When did I clock out? It was at, like,

10:30 or something.

10:26, Maybe.

Went and got gas.

And, A fountain, drink of blue Power Aid. Oh man. Yeah, and I wasn’t hungry.

I was not hungry.

Just absolutely not hungry. More tired than hungry. Sleepy, tired, right? Well, I’ve been up since 2 a.m.

I went to sleep last night as I was editing that last that post last night’s post. I was like, oh God and I just

That was it. I was out.

And I woke up.

Trying to think when I made that post, it was before 8 when I fell asleep. I’m pretty sure

5 or 6 hours of sleep. I don’t know, but I got home.

I want to say around 11:00. Yeah. Oh gosh, what did we do? We like counted parts and moved some stuff around. It really wasn’t. A lot, I think there were a lot of, um,

I guess management people having to get things in order stuff that I had no idea what was happening or had any control over it was just like here. Do this, don’t do that.

It was easy money though. Yeah.

I’m glad it’s over because it got to be very boring, Man, 1 of my friends. Uh, me And 1 of my friends, y’all. He’s the only guy I’ve added. Uh, on Facebook from where I work now, but uh, we were talking about gosh, how we wish we were like doing actual work. Like, you know, putting Parts in the cars.

Instead of just standing there because we did, we were

Yeah. Bored

And then on the way home, I just got I just got feeling like man. I really really, really, really really wish I had a girlfriend. Oh, it’s just so stupid, isn’t it?

Yeah, there’s this 1 chick and I’ve mentioned her. Um,

I think on the Father’s Day post. Long ago. Haha Yeah gosh it was that long ago. She’s just this super cute lady. And she used to make eyeballs at me, but I always like Freaked out about it. And I think she just thinks I’m not.

She, I’m pretty sure she thinks. I’m just a big stupid ass hole now. Yeah, That’s usually how it goes. But I honestly, I haven’t been ready to talk to anybody and like now I’m a lot more ready? So it’s like, well she won’t make eyeballs at me anymore, you know. It’s like

It sucks.

Yeah, I would actually talk to her, but

I don’t know, it’s crazy. Like when I first started working there and it’s taken me. I’ve been there for almost 6. Wait. Almost 7 months now. Yeah, gosh. It’s just time has just zipped by. And it took it’s taken me this long to really get comfortable around all the co-workers.

And uh,

Yeah. Or I’m not like I don’t have any anxiety. Um like I did. It took a took a while for all that to kind of stabilize. This happened. This was starting to happen at the second car factory.

Um until Brittany started going all crazy. And I’ve been thinking about her like today too I’m like, dang, you know? But she, she doesn’t.

Leave my blog alone. She’s pecks on my blog every day. Almost every single day.

And I’m just like, well, you know, why can’t you just message me? I mean why am I still why does this still matter if?

I don’t understand it and I don’t think I’m supposed to understand it. Yeah. I think it’s not anything worth trying to look that much deeper into, I think she’s just

I think it sucks. Yeah. But, uh, I did, I was like, man, that girl’s so cute and then there’s this other lady. Um, who is, uh, she works in the logistics department but I found out. She had a fiancee and she is really, really beautiful and then it’s it’s like, you know, this is just so dumb.

I just, I typically I don’t have anything in common.

Typically, right? Yeah with uh, people from work, I’m just you know I’m a weirdo artist

Person. And I’m starting to get hungry now. What am I going to do?

I thought about going to Food City.

Either Food City or Kroger? Yeah. And getting uh,

Ribs.

Haha. They do though they have like really good stuff.

But then a part of me doesn’t want to leave again. And I have canned soup but I don’t want to cook, I don’t want to mess up dishes. I don’t want to, uh, put forth effort.

Oh shoot, I could go down to that barbecue place.

Close to 5 Points. It’s at 5 Points. Yeah, they have tamales that are just really good.

But I don’t know. I left work just feeling kind of down. You know like oh I just I get lonely. Yeah. You know I would probably drive that lady crazy and talking about the chick from the gym, you know, too like

I’m so retarded. I feel so retarded talking about this stuff. I guess though. You know, I really am. Like I’m ready to like I feel like she thinks I’m an asshole now too. I guess so it’s like well maybe you know maybe there’ll be 1 that comes along. That doesn’t think I’m an asshole yet. And I’ll just talk to her the next chick who seems like interested. In me, I’ll just be like, hey, Yeah, instead of freaking out and running away.

Easier said than done? Yeah.

But 1 thing that’s gotten better is I’m not as hard on myself about it as I was even 2 or 3 months ago.

And I look great too. I’ve been going to the gym. And uh, like my face hair is like it’s that in between. Like it’s not I’m not clean shaven but I don’t have a beard yet. Like you know, all the kind of I look Pretty Decent. Yeah, I think and uh so I have a little bit of confidence about myself with looks right now, so that’s good, huh?

But when it comes to like, you know, chicks from work, I really don’t know.

Which way to go about that even you know, if I even should

But you never know. That’s kind of the thing. Um, because I was so hung up on the Twin Flame chick on Brittany for so long, you know, her and I really did not have a lot of stuff in common. Energetically though, like we did. Yeah. We’re both, you know, adventurers and we like to do things and we have a lot of energy but as far as like music tastes and

A lot of stuff like that. No. And actually a lot of her tastes in music really freaked me out. I’m like really, oh my God, I’d have to listen to this stuff?

That’s 1 of the reasons why I went so nuts about my ex fiance is because her and I had so much shit in common

I wish I could find somebody, I had more stuff in common with you know like somebody who listens to russophone music. Without me introducing it to them

Or French music, you know Frank, a phone music. I was just gonna Yeah, all the phones, hispanophone. Lucifer music, right? Lucifer. No, I said Lucifer music. It’s Portuguese music, okay? Yeah. However, you wanted to pick that up app. (Lusaphone)

Well, you know, there is some pretty good stuff in Portuguese. Like the tree boll ista’s.

Yeah, tree bista’s. I will have to type that in I’m sure. Tribalistas

Of course, a lot of it is you know, Brazilian Portuguese.

What’s the other languages? Uh, Czech Is a good, it has some good. Uh well mostly the band cavette I’m going to have to I’m going to have to typevall that in, you know, uh, Kvety. I would love to find somebody who likes languages and music in different languages as much as me, if somebody who’s actually heard of. I’ve mentioned this. I think in other posts somebody who’s actually heard of like Dax Riggs, Or fucking Jonathan Richman. You know, or somebody who’s like,

You know, similar interests and tastes because I know they’re out there. You know, I’ll get on like YouTube music or something and you know, like some of the stuff that I like the weird crazy stuff. You know, it’ll have 15,000 plays. You know, or their YouTube channel will have You know.

Tens or hundreds of thousands of subscribers. So it’s not just you know, I’m not that damn weird.

I guess is in like there’s a lot more other people out there and Huntsville is a pretty Cosmopolitan place. Um,

Well for Alabama. And I mean, gosh, if there’s going to be anybody, you know,

Fairly close, who listens to the same kind of music as me and that’s just 1 thing, you know, uh, surely there’s somebody around here, you know? There’s some lady who

Likes cool music. And then um, you know but that’s just music and I have also resigned myself Partly to the fact that. You know, nobody really like that’s not really a deal breaker. It used to be Yeah, but that was a long time ago.

Well, if you like crappy music, I can’t I can’t handle that.

But it’s, it’s not as big of a deal as it used to be.

I would really love to find somebody who’s like from a different country.

Yeah.

I used to want to like,

Um, Find somebody who I had to learn their language. And Uh, you know, I could Like, learn all this cool stuff, and It would be fun and fall in love and marry them.

You know, somebody from like it was Becca Stan or something. It was a buck, it was Becca Stan. What?

Or um, Kazakistan, or something. Yeah, it picked that up.

With some other crazy places.

Uh, as their bond. Yeah, as their by Jean.

Yeah, whatever app. Like that’s not a country.

Latvia would be so awesome

I used to want to, um, Like, because I did, I’m such a nerd though. I used to be obsessed with the country of Georgia. Actually, 1 of my best friends, the Twin Flame Chaser chick, I’ve mentioned, you know, she’s Georgian I think I made a lot of those posts password protected. Yeah.

Oh crap, I also just remembered I need to message my friend, Justin buck.

Yep. And uh I’ve got obsessed with Cambodia. I used to have dreams about Cambodia like crazy, crazy dreams.

I dreamt that I directed a movie there once. Oh, I gotta dig all that crap up. And Stuff. There’s some I’m I had some really cool stories I wrote down about my Cambodian dreams. That’s right. I did. I had like a bunch of dreams about Cambodia. For a while there like There might be a couple of years, like 20. 16. You know, to 2018, I would have some really Vivid

Just,

Remarkable. Yeah, I dreamed about Cambodia.

And I love their language too and their culture, they have a real unique.

Everything, I guess, y’all.

Yeah, keeps picking up ya when I say yeah it says y’all. I don’t know why.

Probably because I’m talking stupid.

Yeah, I guess I’m feeling a little down.

11:59 AM
Oh yeah, just a little bit.

But uh, yeah, we were all like standing around. It was probably 30 minutes before they finally let us go and Uh, that 1 chick who used to make eyeballs at me all the time. I don’t know why I couldn’t just be like, hey there at her. You know it just I guess it freaked me out. I wasn’t ready. Yeah, that’s like I just wasn’t.

But uh, she was just like right there and I kept looking at her and I was like, gosh, she hates me now. She just hates my guts so that made me sad. Yeah.

I guess I’m still kind of bummed out from that, but holy shit. What do I want to do? Like, I tried to nap. I almost dozed off for about 30 minutes. And uh,

Well, let’s see.

I could try some new place, new food place.

Where is my other phone?

Oh,

You know, I really don’t. I have a new like on threads.

Who though?

Oh, my things on threads. I don’t even remember making. I’m safety team member of the week. That was, uh, Holy shit. Almost a year ago.

10 months ago to the day.

When you love somebody, but they are awful. That’s that was the 8th of February this year. I’m sure I was talking about the Twin Flame chick.

Yeah.

You put. Where is the likebthat I had 1 new?

These can’t be real people on threads.

There’s like these chicks and I guess this is like a news feed thing and

They’re just.

No way these people are real. Anyways, that’s not even worth talking about any further. I just wondered.

For what that like was and what it meant. Okay. Let’s uh

Do I really though want to try a new place without the kids? I don’t think so but let’s look something up anyways.

Food. I like to look up food. Let’s filter it by.

4 star rating.

I won’t eat anything. That has below a 4 star rating, unless it’s like fast food and I’m Out, you know, like I have to eat something like that. Like a restaurant. If I’m going to go To a restaurant and actually sit down and eat something like a meal.

I don’t know how I’m trying to say this.

You know, somewhere, I actually have to pay and tip a server. If it’s less than 4 stars, I’m not eating there. Hell, a lot of times if it’s less than 4 and a half, Let’s do that. Let’s don’t fuck with anything less than 4 and a half.

Let’s see what’s around, haha.

Condado tacos.

Uh, I guess that means County. County tacos, haha. Or even is that, it looks good.

I’m still.

I was only 2.7 miles away, what is it?

Okay, it’s

It’s on. It’s like, way over.

Oh no, it’s not in Southside. Let’s see. Where is that?

Is that downtown? That’s its downtown? Yeah, I’m not going there.

Okay.

Okay, maps.

Where’s the list, where is the list?

Okay.

I don’t even know how I got back to that. Sinko tomorrow.

The poppy and Parliament. That’s

Crafted food.

What does it have?

Oh, that’s some like

Something you’d see on like,

Oh, it’s English food. Where is it at?

What’s often some weird place, too.

No, it’s not.

That was where I live.

Okay, it’s not that far. It’s not downtown either.

Close to the hospital though.

Wonder if they have shepherd’s pie.

They have fish and chips and mushy peas.

Okay.

Revivalist.

Holy shit, 50,200

Whoa, that’s like

That’s a rooftop bar.

The duck fat fries. Oh, I’ve looked at this before? Yeah, okay.

Fuck that. Oh, it’s in the it’s in the Hilton.

Okay, I don’t know about that. Oh, melt Huntsville.

Chandler’s food Ford? Yeah, I’m just reading the shit all out and I’m making a blog post. I know.

Also I sound like dead inside.

Oh, I feel I feel dead.

There’s another 1 with duck fat fries. Domaine South

It’s got oysters.

Oh man. It’s not.

Oh, they have reservations. And this is in like

Fuck that.

Oh, here’s Indian food. That’s the 1. That’s right. Up the road.

Whoa, JJ’s barbecue is 5 stars. I don’t see that very often.

But it’s only got 13 reviews. Shit looks good.

Well, there’s BonChon.

Yeah, we ate there. The kids. And I ate there for my birthday. That was good.

Um, I’m not going to eat there again though.

Big heads, Pizza.

I’ve been eating there, a few years, the Biscuit Express, they close at 2.

The tots are crispy and the eggs are real. Wow. Haha

There’s the Korean barbecue.

That’s something to do with the kids. That’s that’s really like you could go around shit. It looks like

What was that? The Melting Pot that me. And my ex-wife used to go to. That was

It’s not there anymore, but that was fun. Oh, and then there’s boarhogs barbecue yeah that’s uh Probably the all-around best. Barbecue place here. I just don’t care nothing about going

But here’s the Jamaican restaurant.

Island Jerk.

Oxtails and gravy.

Jerk chicken and other familiar, Jamaican Staples serving in a casual unpretentious.

Space. Yeah, you would think, you know, that to even have to mention that is pretentious Hahaha. Haha.

Oh my God. Okay, what else Farm Burger? I don’t know about that.

There’s a lot of like cool looking Mexican restaurants. But I have eaten so much. Mexican food lately.

I’m not eating somewhere. It’s 50 to 100 dollars a plate without the kids. Hahaha

Oh, here’s some vegan restaurant.

Vouger vegan.

Yeah, close enough.

I don’t know.

Okay, it used to be in a Church’s Chicken.

This guy he blogs and he filmed while he was placing his order. I need to do stuff like that, huh? I blog? I’m filming this. It’s a black chef. With a black owned business.

No vegan.

A black woman owned business. It’s in the description

I don’t know about vegan food, though.

Um,

No way, I’m not going to the City Cafe all the way up there. I don’t feel like driving very far.

Pauna international cafe.

The hell is that?

Crepes.

Mediterranean and Eastern European. Oh it’s in Lowe Mill Arts.

There used to be a really good. Um, Eurasian restaurant called the neon Lily. I’m actually, well I haven’t talked to her in forever but I was friends with the owner And every time we’d come in there, the kids and I came in there. She would be so happy.

But uh, she closed down a couple of years ago. She got really sick.

And deactivated like all her social media so I have no idea what’s going on with that. But it was It was like the best place ever. It was.

Bandido burrito.

Just kidding. Yeah. I’m not going to go there.

Let’s go back up and look at the uh, English place. What was that?

The poppy and Parliament.

Wait. That’s, that’s not. Yeah, that was the okay.

Bangers and mash and mushy peas.

The menu.

Frogs legs.

The tart, Monsur.

Noki.

Noki. Okay, whatever an hour Oak smoked salmon. English toad in the hole.

God almost rather just go get German food. I’m not doing any of that crap.

Oh no, I can’t. I can’t go anywhere like that. Without the kids.

Oh man. Well, you know now that I’ve just talked about all this, I’m I don’t think I’m going to go do anything, I might go to Food City and get ribs, and come back and eat them.

What a big long stupid post, huh?

I guess I just want to try something different, but I don’t really want to spend the money and I don’t want to do anything like that without the kids.

It’s It’s a lot more fun to try something new and different with the kids. It’s it’s really funny cuz my daughter’s always up for, whatever crazy. And then my son just gets like chicken fingers or something. Normal, no matter where we go, it’s really

Um I just I get a kick out of it when we ate at the Korean fried, chicken place. Uh, my son just got a plain chicken sandwich, it was just the meat and the bread. Haha. Yeah.

But yeah, that’s what’s kicking around in my brains. On a Saturday.

Tried to take a nap, I thought surely when I got home, I would be out for like hours and hours, but now I’m wide awake again.

Oh man.

I also feel like if I eat a whole bunch of delicious food, I can go to sleep. More easily. I think that’s what I’m going to do. I’m just fixing to uh, Throw my crap back on and go up to the Food City and see what they have.

You know, on their hot bar worst case scenario. I’ll, I’ll just get like,

Something from, you know, their hot bar. Uh,

They have meatloaf. That’s pretty delicious sometimes, right? Yay.

Thank you, please.