5:34 AM
Hey, God damn.
What am I doing? I’m driving to work.
Oh inventory.
Hahaha.
It’s Saturday morning.
I fell asleep while I was editing that last article. No shit. And woke up about 2. Something this morning and finished it and posted it. And kind of laughed about what I talked. About. Yeah. Haha, because it’s like, you know,
Sometimes I, I am. I’m just like derp, you know, like why? Why can’t I just uh talk to people? Why can’t I just, you know, Oh, I want a girlfriend. I wish I had a girlfriend, so bad.
But only like 1 more and then, you know, I don’t want to date, I don’t want to like, you know, do a bunch of crap and find somebody I want. Like the next 1 to be it. Forever. Right? Yeah.
I don’t want to, you know, have I don’t want to do a bunch of People. Haha, and I don’t have, I mean, I am. I’m just different and I get
You know, get down on myself. But I’ve gotten a lot better about that and a lot better about not so much fitting in Or anything. But like, uh, Just being a person, a real person. And uh, personable.
You know, and sociable I can still be myself. My weird crazy self. And most people love me. I actually have had several people come up and tell me and they’ve all been ladies.
Yeah, haha uh tell me how much they love my attitude and how I always make them happy when they see me. And I’m always so happy and funny and so much fun.
You know, that’s uh, that’s great. 1 lady. Just straight up told me. I was like sunshine. I was like the sunshine.
Which, you know what? That’s what I said about. The Twin Flame chick. Yeah.
I can’t remember if I told her that directly in a message when she was mean to me or if I just talked about it in my blog and she read that post where I said she was like a wonderful magical burst of sunshine and Rainbows in the dark Stupid. Factory. Yeah.
I just Was thinking about that I’ve been thinking about her. I haven’t been thinking about her that much at all except the last couple days. Yeah. I’ve just been like, man.
I really do wish. That could have been different. I really do. But it wasn’t.
At all.
There are several parking, lots Um, several, yeah, well, there’s a few I guess and I’m just like do I want to park in the parking lot? I usually do or maybe I want to park in this other 1 but I’m I’m not. I’m going to park in my regular.
Parking lot. Yeah.
Oh, this place is so huge.
Gigantic.
It’s bigger than, uh, this Well, it’s spread out a lot more than the second car factory.
Anyways, um, is this the road?
No.
I put in an application and actually went down there and took an assessment test for Mercedes.
Uh back. Gosh, it’s been 2 years ago now. And I thought, surely I would get that job. But I didn’t.
But then it was like, what would I have done if I had gotten that job? I would have had to move down to fucking Around Tuscaloosa or at least Birmingham? Yeah.
But, Hey, whatever. I was excited though, like, at the possibility of doing that.
But I finally feel like I’m where I’m supposed to be.
And uh,
You know.
I’m actually really tired right now. I have to get some more caffeine. I forgot. I went to buckys. Yeah, and got breakfast and totally forgot to get like a monster or something. But I don’t want to like, well, I’m already about to turn into the parking lot.
Here. But it’s like, I could just go on up a little bit, get something, but they have stuff in the cafeterias. Maybe they’ll have something.
In this cafeteria, there’s 2 cafeterias.
Oh, they’re having karaoke next week in the cafeteria and I’m going to fucking do it. I think I’m going to sing blue velvet Yeah, 1 of my friends uh, at work. He’s like you know, you should do something people know. I’m like yeah I don’t think I thought about doing feels like making love, you know, but
I would rather do blue velvet.
There are some aggressive fucking drivers. I tell you what.
Like, oh my god, dude, people like when you’re pulling out of here, sometimes, especially on night shift, you know, everybody gets off at 4 in the morning, people will pass you in the damn turning lane and like on the fucking side of the road and shit, it’s crazy. And I don’t like it.
Um, but yeah.
Got to do inventory and we all had a big meeting last week. All the people who were going to come and do inventory and Uh, my in Amigos.
En Amigos. Yeah. Haha. Hombrito. And Culito
Are going to be there.
Yeah. Not like it matters. But it’s just, I don’t know. It’s always really awkward and funny now, to me, they shouldn’t have been fucking you know? Making fun of me. Yeah, they shouldn’t. You know, they shouldn’t have been
Whatever, right? Uh,
Haha, I don’t know, but Man.
I’m just Thinking about that chick from the gym. Yeah, I mean I don’t know you know it
Gosh, I just I hope she doesn’t hate me.
That but that’s how it goes. Like I’ll be like, oh my gosh, A pretty girl and then they get mad cuz I don’t talk to them and I don’t I just I feel like she’s just going to be mean, to me, at least Oh gosh who knows. But I got 2 more weeks on day shift. So, I’ll be going into the gym. Regularly the next 2 weeks on you know after work I went to the gym uh yesterday morning before work and oh my God, let me tell you how much Of a diff.
Reference that made. Well, I didn’t do a lot. Yeah, a difference. Haha, I didn’t do a lot like I did, uh, I did about 150 reps.
With the 5 lb weights, just to get the blood flowing. I did about 100 reps of the 15 pounds. On the bench press.
And,
I did uh, 10 minutes on the treadmill.
Yep.
Hey, I still got a decent parking spot.
Oh, yay.
No, you’re not offline.
Okay. Um,
Yeah, I did and yeah decent parking spot. Yay.
What was I saying? Yeah. Uh that really made a big difference. So that’s what I’m going to do. Next week, I’m going to go work out for about what 15 minutes or so before work. And then uh work out after work, I did 400 reps. Yesterday, I did and I hid behind this column so that chick couldn’t look at me. I don’t know, I think I get on her nerves, just being in there Yeah. Oh my gosh, I really shouldn’t talk about this.
You know.
Well, what else can I say? Hopefully we’ll be done by uh, 11. And then I can. Go home and probably go to sleep.
And there’s a piece of shit asshole with this fucking Lights on right there in my rearview mirror.
And if I was a violent horrible person. I’m glad I’m not. Yeah, ha ha ha ha ha. Ha. Jesus Christ. What is wrong with people?
Thank you. Please.
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