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Well, I guess the co-worker album I got that song tracked.
Actually, I need to up the tempo.
A little bit and I think, yeah. But then I just was like, well, I’m going to practice banjo in the garage and that’s where I’m at now.
Yeah, um, I’ve got like, it’s so funny how easy it is to convert a lot of my songs that’s in C standard. Uh, to banjo and I made up a song about. Uh, my supervisor when I worked as a QA. At the chicken plant. Uh oh my gosh. Yeah, she stalked the shit out of me is what she did. And she did, she had a huge crush on me and I liked her too, but I didn’t uh I it was 1 of those deals where I wasn’t really ready I wasn’t ready at all. I had just gotten out of a really horrible like short-term but horrible fucking relationship with this. Monster named Hannah. Oh my God, like I don’t, I’m not going to talk about that, though. But um, I ran away from her too and she She found my blog. And started reading it and that was back when I didn’t have it on my Facebook page, like you would have to be Really stalking my shit and she would message me outside of work and like it was, you know, It got really overcomplicated and ridiculous too.
It ended up being a bunch of dumb shit anyway, but it sucked because I really did like her. Yeah. Um it was like a really small like a smaller scaled version of what happened with the Twin Flame chick.
Yeah. But uh, anyways, the song I made up about her.
I was playing it. Yeah, I played it on Banjo. I was like, hey, this actually sounds halfway decent, it’s a lot more upbeat. It’s real dark. Um, when I the way I wrote it on guitar.
Actually, the It it’s not that bad. But on a keyboards I recorded it. Uh gosh. It’s been Over 4 years ago now.
That um, it’s just it’s a 1 of the darkest songs I ever made up.
Oh my God. Oh God. Where do I start? There was so much crap. She she was supposed to sell me a car 1 time and I went over to her house with my mom and Uh, She had like her boyfriend or whatever but she just had me come over there to make him jealous and my mom was like, what the hell? Like it was, it was a really weird crazy thing. Um, cuz she ended up not even selling me that car. She flaked out of it, you know? That was never what? Like I needed a car though that was Uh,
That was the thing and she was like I have a car, I can sell you and so I went to look at it you know? I mean I really wanted that damn car. She only wanted a thousand dollars for it. And uh, it ran and everything, it just needed like some work. And but it was so weird. And my mom was like, you know, this chick has a Cleopatra complex like real bad and she did yeah, she really did and she’s 1 of those chicks that Was used to getting like, Whoever she wanted like, if she wanted somebody like she got them, you know, except for me But then I liked her you know? Then by the time I came around I was like, you know, It just it was so stupid. Like it, it just, it was too late. I’d already ran from her for months and made her probably God knows how much she cried about me. This sounds really horrible though, doesn’t it? Yeah. Anyways, the song
The song though. Um, And then I was like, I’m going to look her up on Facebook because I haven’t thought about her like Uh, like looking her up or anything in a long time.
I’m going to edit a lot of this out. Uh, but uh yeah, it just, I don’t know. I saw her she’s married now and Her husband
He seems like a decent guy. Yeah, there’s no telling what? All? She’s put him through though.
But they’re a member of some church thing. And Uh, I don’t know. It just, I was looking at pictures of her and it’s like, wow, you know, she she really was a very beautiful lady. But everybody hated her guts. She was so fucking mean and like psychotic, but she you know she had a Substance abuse problem too. But yeah, that was a really fucked up crazy job or a crazy place. The job was like that was 1 of the easiest jobs I ever had. Sometimes I miss it. And I made, of course, I worked a lot more. But I made as much money almost as much money as I make now, Yeah. Uh, holy goodness.
2020 was a crazy ass year. It really was Yeah, it sure was and uh, like she was the supervisor like the salaried supervisor, but this other guy, he was a team lead and I ended up having to block him on Facebook because he wouldn’t leave me alone about like
He kept wanting well, when I was homeless last year, he kept want me to come over and take a shower at his house, and he was really creepy and gross about it. And I ended up blocking him and I’m like God, you know this that’s the kind of people I worked with. Yeah the chicken plant in the quality Department.
And I caught a guy trying to break into my car 1 time, uh, Oh my God, It was just so fucking dumb. I worked with a bunch of um, recovering addicts and they all lived in the halfway house. And that’s when like, Covid was going on and everybody, like, they, they always wanted people to take them to the store, so they could get fucked up on gas, station drugs. And they would just sit there and like, you know, cuz they weren’t supposed to do any of the stuff. You know, but they would they’d sneak around and get like they called them. They were like Zaza or something, and Red Dawn, Yeah, that was the uh, I don’t know, I tried to take that stuff. Because they kept talking about how awesome it was, it was just like real dope. That’s what they said, but I think it wasn’t. Yeah, it just made me feel really awful. It was like, worse than energy drinks or anything. Yeah, It really was.
But uh oh, that whole time was so fucking retarded. But, Yeah, yeah, the song. That’s right. So I’m just hanging around in the garage.
Oh man, that was the first time I really had like Like a coworker chick really like that really got Fucking retarded.
Yeah, it was it was really Really stupid and we had to work around each other all the time in close proximity. And uh, I hated it though like if I hadn’t been so messed up from that chick and it took me about a year To get over Hannah. Yeah, it did. Oh, it was awful. And then I met Stephanie and then, you know, 4 and a half years later. I’m still single I mean, shit. So I talk about this stuff way too much, I think,
But anyways, though, I’m going to edit a lot of that out. But, uh, the um, the song sounds cool. It sure does.
So, I might add that to my banjo, so it’s
My banjo set.
I don’t know, I don’t really feel inspired right now to make up a new song. But that dinosaur song just came to me at work 1 day and I thought, man, that’d be funny. And uh, I sat down last week. Uh,
Gosh. Last weekend. Yeah. And Picked around on it and it just came together in about 30 minutes.
And then I made the video of it and posted it. Like right as I. Yeah, that video I made that was like I had just made that song up. Like all the way through it was funny. And then I was like man, I got a hit. I have to record this and upload it.
I sure did sleep all afternoon though. And tomorrow, I going to get the kids. I’m going to get the kids. Yeah, for something. And,
Holy crap. Yeah, I don’t know, I’m just thinking like I’ve just had a bunch of caffeine. I chose the caffeine over alcohol. I sure did.
But I might have went a little overboard. I got the, uh, 300 mg.
Fucking monster Loca, MoCA.
Yeah. Fucking oh my God. So I’m out of actually I think that’s why I went off a little too far talking about My supervisor earlier. Like a second ago a minute ago or 5 minutes ago. Haha But it was, it was It was like, it was crazy too like it brought a lot of all that came flooding back when I was looking at her pictures. I was like, dang, you know, I’m glad I didn’t marry her. My second ex-wife is she sure would have
If it would have even got that far, yeah. It probably, you know, I figured It’d probably just been like a fling at the most
It’s really funny how I just, I don’t know.
I figured I’ll really probably meet somebody when I start getting out and playing again. Yeah. You know, maybe I didn’t last year. Haha, but I didn’t get out. You know, only about 1 place. Only to that 1 Place. Yeah.
I mean I should get my guitar. And practice some stuff on guitar.
But I don’t know. I’m on a banjo kick.
Yeah. Well, I’m going to get back to it. Thank you, please.
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