7:02 PM
Oh my goodness. Yep, I am.
I just got home. Oh gosh.
What a day.
Yeah. Um, I never like I didn’t think today would be so action-packed. But it was. What did I do? Well, Uh, Last night I got
Pissed ass fucking shit face drunk.
God, I think I started drinking around midnight and then I was like, I was just I wasn’t planning on drinking. Okay. Because I went to the store and I got coffee and uh,
I was going to do that. Yeah, I was going to do coffee and I started playing music.
And I thought man, I’m all whacked out on coffee but I’m nervous. So I started drinking alcohol. Like just beer though. Yeah, not crazy stuff.
Passed out right after I made that last blog post.
Um, Slept for about 3 hours and I got woke up with a phone call. It was my roommate’s friend. I was supposed to fix her fence, but I didn’t really know like, She didn’t. I guess give me a confirmation text. Actually. She said, she She uh, had, but she didn’t send it or something. I didn’t get it, but it’s okay. I, um, I had to dig 3 really deep holes and put cement in them.
For posts. Yeah, um, I said oh my brains
Yeah. I had like I’ve had maybe 3 hours of sleep. Super hung over the first half of the day. I’m still like retarded.
But um,
Yeah, I did that for about 3 or 4 hours or something. I can’t remember. I went and ate at Hardies. I got a biscuit at the 1.
At 5 Points, though. About 8 a.m. And then I got, uh, Got there? Yeah. And dug the holes. I got blisters on my hands.
It’s funny and I set the posts.
I guess about 3 hours. Yeah. And uh, Then I went to the Star Market, the Superstar Market. Got chicken and rice.
It’s so good. And I went home and I was like well you know my daughter wanted me to come get them at 4:00 but I thought dang that’s late Yeah, and uh, I would still be driving back if I had done that. But I also could have taken a nap.
I thought, no, I want to get it over with and I miss the shit out of my kids. So I texted my daughter and she was up. I was like, hey, can I come get y’all? And she said, yes. So I got there about I got there at literally 2:22 and when I was dropping them off, it was 4:44. Yeah, I thought that was really funny.
We went to. El Tapatio. Number 2. And I got a shrimp taco salad, which isn’t something I usually get and it wasn’t as good as the ones at VFS. I should have gotten what I got, uh, via Fiesta Villa Fiesta, I guess. Yeah, they have the best shrimp taco salads. Um,
Anyways, I usually get the ribeye tacos. Those are my favorite things ever. And I didn’t get anything to drink and I got off pretty easy me and the kids, you know, I spent 40. Well, it was 41 dollars and 21 cents and I tipped 8 dollars. So I was almost 50 and I thought yeah, I’ve got plenty of money, right? Um, and then my daughter was like, well, I need to go to Walmart and get some markers. Paint markers. For her shoes. Because her friend 1 of her friends, did a bunch of Fun. Cool stuff to hers. So we go to Walmart and I spend 60 Almost 70 dollars on markers and a poke. Wait, it’s not a Pokemon. It was, uh, I think I did this last
Week, when I got my son and I made a post after that, it was like not a Pokemon, it’s Dragon Ball Z. Yeah. Uh, Goku The other 1 that he didn’t get last weekend, so, Um, He’s been wanting to get like Simpsons toys too, my son’s really into collectibles. And I’ve just that’s not something I could ever get into. I get it though. Like how people like them because it is some of that stuff’s really cool. But I just I’ve never been able to get into any kind of collecting.
But that’s me.
Yeah.
Um, my brain’s oh.
But I had a really productive day. It kicked my ass digging, those holes.
Oh the first 1 was easy. Yeah, the first 1 was super easy. It was so easy that I took a picture of it and I was like there’s my hole for today. And the other 1, I thought, well, you know, But the dirt was different and it was really hard. And then the third 1, I had to dig around a bunch of concrete that was just in the ground. I don’t know 1 of them was like, part of it was from the post but then there was like some on the other side of the hole I was digging and it was like
I don’t know where. It what? Purpose? It served and there was a brick down there too like a foot in the ground. Yeah, it’s kind of funny.
I dug 2 feet deep holes and I had to let the posts sit with the concrete in them
So, um,
Yeah, I’m supposed to do more stuff next weekend and they were like they were really happy that, you know.
I came and did that and they were like, we’ll pay you. I was like yeah that’s that’s cool. Just whatever y’all think is fair. And uh,
Almost do this for fun. Really.
Yeah. I enjoy hat kind of work. I miss house remodeling, I did stuff like that with house remodeling.
So,
Yeah, I do. I miss Like working outside and doing crap. But they have this bamboo forests that I had to navigate through to get to all that and it was I got poked in the face and poked in the head.
But I was wearing my glasses, so I didn’t get poked in the eye.
Ha ha ha ha ha.
But yeah, I went, um,
Yeah. What after I dropped my kids off? Um, Well, when I got there, they gave me a bunch of pictures that I forgot existed. Um, from I guess maybe that shit came it was At my ex-mother-in-law’s house, she just sold her house and moved. And they moved all that stuff and my ex-wife’s. Like, here’s a bunch of your crap that nobody realized was still there.
Thank goodness because if she would have probably known it was there after the divorce. She would have burned everything. I don’t know. My ex-wife went really fucking crazy. Like the last not just the last 2 years, we were married but like the 2 years or so after I don’t I that’s what 1 thing. I went off too far, the other, I guess yesterday, you know, last night talking about stuff like It’s great that my ex-wife’s, really nice to me now and actually sees me as a person. It’s crazy. It is
I tried to kill myself because of the way she treated me. Yeah, and that was just like, you know, like who gives a shit, right? Like, yeah.
It was pretty fucked up. It was that bad? It was it really was she used to get into my medication and eat my medication and
Oh, God just I made those posts. Password protected I did for, like, I just went off about all that crap and then I was like, oh wait. Yeah. Because she’s better now, andbthat’s you know dealing with all that shit’s why I’m that’s really why I’m so screwed up. Yeah.
Yeah, 18 years and it was the whole 18 years. It wasn’t just I mean, the last 2 years were especially horrible. But I mean, they were yeah. But like the whole 18 years we were together. Uh,
I think I’m going off too far about this, aren’t I? Yeah, it just I don’t understand. I’ll never understand how we lasted 18 years.
I wanted to love 1 woman forever and she is who I thought I got it and
You know, it was
I could have, had anybody? Yep. And like, everybody, like all my friends, wives and girlfriends and shit thought she was. So fucking lucky,
Yeah.
It’s just, it’s like everybody thought she was except her and I was I was just this stupid fucking she treated me. Like I was so dumb, all the fucking time.
All the fucking time. I was just this like not-person, To her.
Somebody just dropped something.
Or something fell. I don’t know. It was Scary sound. Outside my room somewhere in the house. Haha
But yeah yeah I’m not going to go off too far talking about that. The pictures are yeah it’s like wow.
I guess I need to text her thanks for getting them. Uh, But it’s weird. It’s like there’s a picture of me with my mom when I’m like 3. I think she was pregnant with my sister. And then there’s A thing, my aunt made me that had a bunch of pictures.
And then there’s an Envelope. Like a big envelope thing, full of more pictures and I don’t really
I don’t feel like looking through all of them right now, it’s shit from like
Fucking 25 years ago with all my cousins and stuff.
It is just really funny.
All this time has passed, you know? It’s crazy.
But, Yeah, I guess. At my point was, I’m just glad that I, you know,
It’s nice to have gotten those pictures back even though I forgot they existed.
I guess tomorrow is back to work and I get to go to the gym.
I’m exhausted.
I’m so, Fuckin tired.
Oh my goodness. And sometimes I check my other blog. Just to see if anybody’s looked at it and like they never do. But then every now and then, Oh, like Britney pecked on it last week. I didn’t notice Until you know today, I just checked it today for the first time probably all week.
I’ll still never understand any of that.
And then I feel weird after I say anything about her now. It’s like God.
Ugg. Yeah.
Seems like I had more fun things to say, oh yeah, I went to my storage unit. And just sat in there and hung out with my stuff for about 30 minutes. I was like, Hey stuff.
I need to go through all of it just to see what I still have like, I don’t know.
It’s like, that was pretty much everything that was in my bedroom. Uh, in The Farmhouse and in this other room. Yeah.
I don’t feel like going off talking about all this stuff now, though.
Yeah, just gosh.
I’m so sleepy tired. I think I’m gonna, yeah, I’ve got to edit this. So, uh, yeah, I’ll talk More about crap.
Tomorrow.
Maybe. Tomorrow morning. I don’t know. Thank you.
Please.
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