5:39 AM
Oh gosh, I got to work. I’m in the parking lot of work. Yeah. Got around a little late this morning. I was so tired. When I made that last post, I passed out like right after that.
Woke up around, 1:30. Fell right back to sleep and got up at 4:00 Well I woke up again at 4:00. Yeah. And then um, I got up about 4:30, I think and I just drug around. Finally, left the house about 5. Went to the RaceTrac gas station. Yes. And oh, I have to include the gas station. Got me a croissant. And a donut 2 donuts, and my coffee drinks. And I don’t really have a lot of money left, it’s, I really don’t. Yeah, it’s funny. You know, I always Like think I get off easy, you know, with the kids for a second like with the Mexican food but then it’s like blam, there’s some more stuff. It’s okay, it’s just funny, you know. But I do, I spend all my extra money with the kids and that hasn’t ever changed. You know, I’ll go a week or 2 without seeing them and it’s like then it’s just It’s it Makes me happy. It does. It makes me happy to spend money on my kids because it gets them. Things that makes them happy and my daughter is the best artist ever. And so she wants paint markers and other assorted color markers to draw all over her tennis shoes. That’s fine.
I used to could say that she was a better artist than I was at her age, but she’s a better artist than I am now. And I can’t express how
Like in words, how proud I am of that. Oh my goodness. And then, you know, my son, I think I’ve I feel like I’ve said this though, like recently in a post. Yeah, he’s way more like cool. And awesome than I was at his age, which is, you know, he’ll be way more cool and awesome than I am ever. Eventually, as an adult. Haha
The same thing. Yeah, that about my daughter. I just said I don’t know.
It’s funny how like words get all jumbled up in my brain and they come out the same way?
I’m a hard person to understand.
Well, I seem like it. I’m really not that. Not that difficult. So You know.
Gosh, I really do. Wish I had a girlfriend.
Oh, I have a cigar though. Yeah I do I just remembered that. I’m going to have to put it in my bag.
Should I ate those 2 Donuts? I said shit damn. I just ate those 2 Donuts.
And uh,
I want more, I want more Donuts.
But yep I’m just in the parking lot. It’s funny how much this Thing fills up after, like 5:30 Because usually I get here. At anywhere between 4:45 and 5 a.m. on day shift. Well, it’s the same on nights, too.
Yeah.
I have to do my chores today. When I get home.
That’s not going to take too long, but holy shit.
I need another day off. I can’t take 1, though. I can’t do it.
I just can’t.
But I got my SpaghettiOs and I got, oh, that honey bun. Oh no, don’t eat that. Don’t eat that honey bun. Yeah, save that for lunch.
They’re having karaoke in the cafeteria Wednesday and, uh, last week I was all about it. I’m feeling kind of like I’m having second thoughts. Yeah, I don’t know. I don’t know what the song I’m going to do.
Well heck I don’t know. I had some crazy dreams. Um, I dreamt that the Twin Flame chick. I was like she had snuck into the job I’m at now and was leaving like stuff around. The place to mess with me and uh, she like, found my daughter and was asking her what her secrets were for like why she was so popular on Tik Tok. And my daughter was like I’m not popular on Tik Tok. Like, you know, Um and then she told me about it and that’s what happens in the dreams I have about Brittany. It’s like, she’s always doing some weird sneaky shit and we never directly interact.
It’s crazy. Yeah, I don’t know.
But she pecks on my blog every day.
I don’t know why she does that. It’s like I guess to just probably the least little bit, she can still mess with my head or something.
I don’t know, I don’t want to talk about that ever. It just comes out. But yeah, dreams and I always have the weird dreams like in the early mornings, like when I wake up and go back to sleep at like 1 or 2 a.m. then the dream I have after I go back to sleep, is always really weird like the 1 I have during the regular night, you know, it’s not that weird. It’s usually,
Forgettable, you know, but then I’ll have some crazy dream.
Well, shit, I guess it’s time for me to go in because
I need to edit this.
Yeah.
Thank you, please.
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