WEDNESDAY MORNING

4:57 AM
Oh my God. Driving to work, right? Well, I don’t know. I’m Uh, hungry.

Yeah, but

I don’t know what to do. Hey, today is the karaoke day, right? Yeah, I mean what am I going to do, though? Like, I wonder if they’re going to have anything, I want to sing

Want to sing here. Well, I, I thought about doing, uh, chicken with its head cut off by the magnetic fields. That’s what I thought about doing because it’s easy to sing. And, You know, uh but then there was like, Roger Miller. I was going to do blue velvet, but I was singing along with that last night all the way back from the lottery ticket adventure and I was like, no, I’ll just make an idiot out of myself as if you know, doing karaoke doesn’t make an idiot out of you anyways. Haha

I got to do something. Yeah.

But my voice isn’t.

In good of shape. As it ought to be to do fucking crap like that?

Which I need to fix, I guess. Mostly just quit smoking.

And uh, which I’ve done pretty good about but it hasn’t been long enough. Usually it takes about 2 weeks For my vocals to get unfucked from smoking. Yeah.

But um,

Well, I’m going to try to do the gym. And like, I got around a little later than I wanted to.

Oh, that’s right. I have 2. Rockstar Energy drinks.

I got I did way way too much caffeine.

Way too much caffeine yesterday. Like, I’ve got to stop caffeine. So much of it. It’s hard to not have caffeine. I’ve worked before with no caffeine and I didn’t give it long enough, you know, to even out, but I’m going to have to try to do that at some point.

Um, Because, If I don’t have caffeine. It’s like I’m dying, you know? Yeah.

But I got these 2 rock stars. I’m going to drink 1 of them, probably. Before I go do the karaoke.

Yeah, but I have to do it like I you know, I was like oh

Make an idiot, you know, out of myself. But I do that every day on the line and I sing to the top of my fucking lungs all this crazy shit. Every day I was, uh, I was singing, um, which I don’t call them, you know, I stopped calling them on Hombrito and Culito but I was singing, uh, The song I made up called we are not enemies in the bathroom. In Spanish. Uh, it was almost in Amigos.

In Albania or and it’s really funny. Yeah.

I’ll have to type the Spanish No Somos Enemigos en El Baño. Haha but in, but I don’t know. That’s whatwas stirring around in My brain to day.

Today. Uh,

I’m going to have to try to go to the gym. After work today and it’s going to make me feel weird and crazy. Can you make me feel crazy? It always does when that chick’s in there.

Yeah.

Gosh, I just get nervous thinking about it and I still, I don’t know if I’ll ever I don’t know. Hello, I don’t know if I can work up the nerve to talk to her, or ask her out or anything anytime soon, you know. But she stares at me all the fucking time

Women expect too much out of me. For what they’ve done to me and I say, you know, they as like a collective or anything. But Like women have really fucked me up so much and I have, I have loved.

The most awful women. Anybody could find anywhere. I think the only person who’s loved worse women than me, is my friend Eric. But that, you know, That’s another story. Yeah.

It’s funny though to see him like cuz we got a lot of friends on Facebook that, you know, we grew up with and he he gets crushes on all these chicks and he was telling me about it 1 day, though, and he was like, cuz he’s single now and the stuff he tells them. On their posts. I see him t trying to flirt with them and shit. I’m just like dang, dude. Yeah, it’s like God it makes me Embarrassed. Haha

But uh, I don’t know.

I’m almost Am I almost to work?

Uh yeah, I guess I am.

But, you know, like they just they always just get really Crazy at me.

And so, I just don’t see myself. I’ve never saw myself. Like, I’m all like, alright. I’m just like, okay, well uh

Yeah.

Something about me, though.

I don’t know what it is.

Maybe because I look tired all the time and It makes some

I don’t know. I’m going to edit a lot of that out.

But yeah, like you know so I want a girlfriend, wish I had a girlfriend and all this stuff. I was thinking about that on the way to get lottery tickets yesterday, cuz I do a lot of thinking, a lot of times I go, uh, I just go for the adventure. I like to drive and helps me clear my head. It’s a really like nice drive to you go, through Fort Payne and through uh, just SoDo

Dotto you go through, dotto.

Dotto. State Park.

Desoto, I’m going to have to type that in. Yeah, Highway 35.

And in Alabama. Yeah, Fort Payne uh, you go through like The intersection of which goes through Little River. Canyon. Is it 273?

Yeah, and uh, eventually you know you come out on Highway 9. Uh, just below. I well, I guess it’s Gaylesville. I was going to say just below Centre. But uh, which is where my mom’s family. For my mom’s family is from

Oh, I’m hungry. I ate at McDonald’s.

At like,

6. Something was it or was it even that fucking late?

But, you know, I’m still I’m getting to work like 10 minutes earlier 15 minutes earlier than I did yesterday. Which I guess is an improvement.

I slept I turned my 3:00 alarms off and slept until I woke up at 4:15 on my own. Yeah.

But it was 10.

Yeah, I was about 10 when I passed out. I don’t remember exactly.

I don’t get enough sleep.

But like, I can’t. I I rarely ever can sleep more than 4 or 5 hours straight.

Yeah.

Like my ex-wife, she used to could sleep for 12 hours, 15 hours. I’ve seen her sleep. It was ridiculous. How lazy that woman was? Oh my God, she’s not anymore though. Like that’s the thing. She does like yoga and stuff now and she’s like I don’t know. Uh, it’s just crazy. How, uh, she’s different. Which is great, really?

But um,

I’m not going to talk about, I’m going to edit that out. Yeah. Uh,

Anyways, I’m pulling into work now.

Yeah. It’s a little too early though for like their biscuits and stuff. They usually don’t put them things out till about.

5:30. And then the Breakfast bar thing opens up, they have burritos, they have all kinds of stuff. This is actually this place has some Uh it has 2 like big cafes here is, you know, 1 of them’s, okay? And then the other 1 is really nice. You have to go all the way through the plant, though, to get to the other 1, which I usually do when I, if I really want breakfast.

But um, holy crap. Yeah, just comparing this to like the Honda plant the Honda plant. That’s the 1 thing is they had a really shitty cafeteria. It was like School food.

Yeah. And this place some of it is like that a little bit, you know, they have like hamburgers and shit that aren’t that great. But they have stuff though, like It’s like a restaurant. Yeah, and they have sushi and poke bowls.

And all kind of stuff. Like this has a really, they have a really great.

Cafeteria here, I don’t know. But that’s where the karaoke is going to be, and I’ll probably go to the the crappy cafeteria because it’s closer. And that’s where most of my co-workers go.

Uh, because we work in the assembly side and that’s yeah, the assembly. Anyways, I feel like I’m talking way too much about this now. Yay. I’m at work. I just smelled food. I don’t know.

I guess they’re cooking it.

Hey, I got a decent parking space.

Okay. Well, thank you, please.