THURSDAY EVENING

4:54 PM
Hey, I guess I did something productive today besides 2 of my chores.

Ah, I recorded the mean old lady. From Logistics song I did. And I sent it to 1 of my co-workers who he claims to love it. Like it gets in his head, he says all the time. So I um, I told him it was going to be like a metal song, like a crazy metal song with double bass. But he’s a big into jam bands. So I made it like kind of jam band sounding. Yeah. And uh,

Sent it to him.

I sent it to a few other of my friends. I’ll post it on here.

Yeah. Um I just I was proud of that. And all my roommates were gone for like I don’t know how long but I was able to do the vocals up in my room because nobody was here. Thank God. It didn’t take that long. It took me about. 15 minutes to do the vocals. Yeah. But you could probably tell by listening to it, Hahaha.

But yeah, I feel pretty accomplished about that. That was really

That was a load off. That’s like, wow, I finished it too. Oh, I finished something.

And then I started on this other song called, uh, feeling the meat. All day. Haha. It’s with this uh 6 foot tall lady from Nebraska, did I mention that in my last post? Yeah she did. She was I did. Yeah, I feel the meat with her.

It was chicken breasts and she was really fast at it. I was I wasn’t as good at feeling.

It’s, it was funny like I don’t know.

Um,

They moved. Me over to another department 1 day. They were shorthanded and everybody showed up in our department. It it’s uh, I had only been there about a month. Yeah, and there was this chick. She was from Nebraska and she was really rough looking And um,

And she was as tall as me and she tried to touch my hand.

She told me. That I was the sweetest guy, she had ever met at a chicken plant.

Yeah, almost like, thanks. I was like, thanks. Yeah. I was like

I hear that all the time and then another chick from there. Um She’s the 1, I had an episode like a twin flame episode ran away from her. It was so stupid too because I liked her so much. Yeah, and she actually came to me 1 day. She says, You seem really sweet and I said, so do you and what, uh, I said, what’s your name? And she says, Paige like the book And I said, uh,

My name is Clay like the dirt. And I could have just oh my gosh, I just wanted to kiss her right there. I did. Yeah.

That’s the closest I’ve gotten to like. Um, I should have asked. I say I should have asked her out. I don’t know. I mean I probably I didn’t though I freaked out like, she probably thought. What the hell is wrong with this guy? Yeah, I’m sorry but um,

Yeah, people like quite a few chicks. Where I’m working. Now, Have told me that I’m like the sunshine. I know it’s funny.

That’s, you know, it’s I guess that’s a compliment. Haha

Because I’m always so, like, happy and Insane. I don’t know. I’m not always in a great mood. But people can be like, people are mean to me, too. And those are the ones that get songs made up about them like that lady from Logistics. Oh my goodness.

My friend Rick called me too. And I freaked out and I couldn’t answer it because the last time he called me and I talked to him, I guess it’s been about 4 years ago, he was drunk. And I couldn’t understand a word. He was saying and he, I couldn’t get off the phone with him either. And so for, like, 30 minutes, I was just listening to him, laugh and sputter and I was like, dang, you know, like he is Like, 1 of my best old friends, he really is, like we’ve done a lot of crazy stuff together, especially back in the day when we were all. Like, he wasn’t in a band, but he came and hung out with us in the bands. He was like the coolest guy ever is what he is. Yeah, Rick’s awesome. But I just don’t. I don’t know. I freaked out. I need to call him 1 day when I’m not all like,

I’ve had a lot of caffeine. Yeah.

I’m, uh, I’m in. I’ve got a lot of anxiety like Right now because of uh it’s not like it just I can’t talk to people on the phone right now. Usually, I’m all about it, but

I don’t know. Maybe I’ll call him back later. I should. Yeah.

I feel really great. I finish that song.

And I might go downstairs and do 1 more chore and I might not do that until Saturday, I don’t really have any plans. I was going to go see my son’s soccer game, but I don’t really have a lot of money.

I don’t know. It depends.

Yeah of course I feel bad. You know about not answering the phone but I was like right in the middle of doing this stuff with that song sending it to shit and I don’t know, I need to send it to him, I guess. But I’m going to wait a minute cuz I really don’t.

Really can’t talk on the phone right now, like, engage with other people, even though I’m blabbering by myself into this, you know, speech to text out.

Out. Yeah.

App.

I guess I can do the feeling of meat.

All day song, mixed. I’m going to try that.

I could go out in the garage and do the Hombrito song, but,

I don’t want to leave my room. I ate lunch about 3.

I guess I need to kind of start winding down. Yeah.

I drank a lot of coffee, I got, um, I went to the Superstar market and got chicken and rice and this big thing of coffee. It’s like, uh,

I don’t know. It’s a lot of coffee. It’s espresso. Um, It’s like a Like a half gallon. Of just coffee.

It’s the Stoke, the s t. O k.

Uh, um brand and it’s like a espresso and I don’t know how much caffeine is in it. I could look that up. I don’t think it’s on the bottle, but Oh my God.

It was so much fun though because I did I made the jam band version of that song. And uh,

After.

The vocala stop. It just goes on for about 2, more minutes.

And uh,

It’s fun. I had a lot of fun just dicking around with that crap.

But yeah it’s back to work tomorrow and then it’s the dang weekend and I’m going to be a day and a half short on my paycheck, but it’s going to be okay because I paid all my bills.

Already. Yeah. Okay. What was I doing? What was I doing?

Fine.

I thought I downloaded that.

God. My voice is all fucked up.

I need to quit uh, smoking like real bad.

God damn it. So, I’m not going to have to download this again. I wonder.

Probably.

I just want to listen to it on this phone.

Anyways. Okay yeah, I did.

Um,

Yep, I don’t know. I don’t know what else to say. I’ve just I’ve got all this crazy nervous energy. Feel bad about not answering the phone. I need to call Rick back or something or at least send him that song. Yeah.

Maybe in a couple of hours.

Haha. I don’t. Yeah, I don’t think it’s that big of a deal. He’s tried to call me. Like

About every 6 months. Yeah, for the last 4 years.

I don’t know. Oh my gosh. Um, thank you.

Please.