8:58 PM
I guess just make another post. Hell, I don’t know.
Haha.
I just got back from the Dollar General. You know, I don’t talk much about the 4 months, I worked at the Dollar General.
You know, it was fun. Uh, it helped me get through like a dead spot. In, um,
When I was doing house remodeling. You know, it gave me like money. I could buy food with
But uh, Oh man. Yeah until I got the job at the chicken plant. I worked there. Hold on.
Yeah, I worked there 4 months. I hired in the last week of October. And started the first week of November. Of 2023. And it was, it was just it really I guess wasn’t anything that remarkable.
Oh, I was a cashier.
And I didn’t even do a lot of stalking stalking.
Yeah, stalking I didn’t stalk the shelves like that. Somebody else did that. And I, but I like kept everything neat and I swept and I mopped and I ran the cash register. Uh, Like, Sometimes I’d work for not so a week. And, When I got the job at the chicken plant, uh,
I can only do it on the weekends, and so,
I don’t know, I just got burned out and I had a really bad day. Actually, yeah, it was I went out with my friend Natalie uh that night before I took a roller skating. Yeah. And she got me so drunk and Was supposed to feed me and she didn’t like she didn’t give me any food. She, I don’t know. It was weird. She was, uh,
She’s a very complicated person. Yeah, Natalie. I’ve known her since
Gosh, like 1996.
Her and her sisters and she has a brother, brother’s a piece of crap. Uh but they uh they moved down here from upstate New York. I think I can’t remember exactly where they’re from in New York. But um, I don’t know Natalie. Has been all around a lot of places and done a lot of crazy things, but
She’s had a really hard. Rough life especially like when she was a kid and um she’s had all kind of health problems, she’s had all. I don’t know how many 8 surgeries on her heart, she has a pig valve in her heart and she has like a just lots of uh and she has a just I mean a a Terrifying. Like are alcoholic? Yeah. Oh my God.
And uh, You know. She um, her husband.
Uh, shot himself in the head in front of her and their kitchen. Uh, I think in 2022.
Yeah, and I remember I was friends with them on Facebook and Instagram. I followed them on Instagram and then all of a sudden he just stopped post. I didn’t know what had happened to him. But uh oh my gosh, what a yeah, there’s a lot I could say about Natalie.
But uh,
I don’t know. It was 1 of those things that just it wasn’t like
There’s no way that I could have ever been, you know, we couldn’t even have like any Just,
Nothing romantic at all. Like I realized that, uh, the first time her and I hung out that was the second. Yeah. She uh, she dated
For several of my friends. Or whatever you want to call it. And uh, I just, you know, back in the day, like I didn’t really talk to her that much for probably 20 years. And then all of a sudden, um, Right after I had that nervous breakdown. She messaged me and was like, hey, Oh what it was is I was playing banjo. Yeah, on the balcony and I sent uh, a lot of people and audio of me playing banjo because I was proud of it and she was 1 of the people I sent it to. And she was like, oh my God, and we just kind of went from there and you know for a second I thought maybe she might be like, it’s something might actually come out of that, but it didn’t like romantic, you know? But About 2 hours into hanging out with her. Like I realized that that wasn’t going to happen and she was just she’s
She’s just been through so much and I can’t handle like, I can’t handle crazy stuff. Anymore. I just can’t do it and I wasn’t, you know, it made me happy to hang out. It was cool to like Have a chick, you know, friend to hang out with and all because she gave me a lot of perspective on stuff. But
Uh, yeah. That’s you know, that’s all like, I, I kissed her but it it was like weird and we just, yeah, I wasn’t. Anyways, like, but she like, talked about how much she always had a huge crush on me and all this stuff. It was uh, It was kind of weird but she got so drunk. It was
Even more weird. Yeah, I was like um, Well, you know, and then she kept my banjo, she held my banjo hostage for like 6 months.
Uh, I finally got it back but that’s what had happened. Yeah, and so I wanted to work, I was like, hung over and sad. Um, Because hanging out with her, made me really sad because she’s a very tragic.
It’s really pitiful. Yeah, it really is.
I’d heard a lot of crazy stuff about her from back in the day, but uh, it was just like, wow. You know, it she’s got 2 kids. She doesn’t have custody if she never sees them, like she can never see them, and just all kind of stuff, you know. She’s just been Been through a lot and then just
Didn’t really.
I’m trying to think how to word this.
Um, yeah, she’s really wasn’t.
I don’t think she could have ever made any kind of decisions that would have improved her life any at all. You know.
She was 1 of the people that she needs somebody to take care of her.
My ex fiance was like that. She reminded me a lot of my ex fiance
Actually a little too much.
But, um, because she lived in Portland for A long time. That’s where she met her. Um, husband at.
But um, Yeah, I’m getting off track. I guess about the, uh,
And my boss at the Dollar General. I was like I’m having a rough time, you know, I was
Crap. Now I’m just thinking about Natalie. Yeah it was like Oh, it just broke my heart. Every like both times I hung out with her, I was just
Like if you ever meet people like you just they their life has just been way too hard like harder than you would figure anybody deserved. Yeah, that’s that was Natalie. It’s like gosh, you know?
Why this chick like what?
Like, you know, she doesn’t deserve
To suffer as much as she has. Yeah. Like it was really Makes me really sad to think about Natalie. And there wasn’t anything I could have done. Like, I couldn’t handle Hannah. Uh gosh. Yeah that’s I don’t think I haven’t really talked about her that much. Oh, I couldn’t handle her. You know, I couldn’t handle. There’s no way. I could handle Natalie. You know, I couldn’t handle Stephanie either. Or my ex-wife or my ex fiance, you know, see what I mean? Like, I’m just
I’m not that great, you know, I can’t save anybody. But anyways, the Dollar General. Yeah. Uh,
I’m drinking this chocolate milk. I’m such a pig.
Um, I just told her I was, you know, I was like, gosh, I’m having a rough time, you know? And I told her like, you know, just work in as much as I was all through the week at the chicken plant and Doing this on the weekends basically I was sacrificing my weekends for like $30 because they were taking child support out of that check and the chicken plant job. But uh, She was just mean to me. She’s like, you know, once you stop being a baby,
And I’m like, oh my God. I am, I’m just a big stupid baby. And, uh, It’s like I’m just going to go. She’s like you just go then go. And, uh, I did and that was it.
Looked back if she would have been nice to me though, like I want to stay she’d be like hey it’s okay, you know, just You’re doing a great job but she wasn’t. She was mean And I thought, you know, I’ve had enough I’ve had enough of this I’ve had enough of me, you know?
I don’t know, I just I was also like,
I hadn’t had any sleep. Hardly, it was like crappy drunk sleep, and I got sick and threw up a whole bunch because I didn’t eat anything because Natalie was like, You know, I’ll feed you. I got I got food and we just never did like she never did find any food or get any food and
She was like here, drink this. And I mean, I was drunk, you know. Anyways it was just I passed out without eating anything and I got really sick and she tried to feed me breakfast, but it was too late, you know? So I barely ate breakfast. And she was really sad about that because she was, uh, Actually, she’s a really good cook. Yeah.
She used to work at this restaurant, uh, She actually had tattooed on her Knuckles. It says food life like food on 1 hand in life on the other. Yeah. And she ends up eating, like the first time her not hung out at 8, some of her stuff. And it was really, really good.
It was like mashed potatoes and chicken fingers and cornbread and shit. I was like, jeez.
Yeah.
But yeah, the Dollar General, I don’t know.
Kind of wish I had them. Went something happened, like these Hostess Cakes. I’ve been getting, it’ll be like half of them will be like fresh. You know, or they’re supposed to be and then you’ll get some stale old ones in there. And uh, what I think happened is some of these probably got lost. And this has been, like, the last Box of uh Hostess stuff. I bought. I don’t know if it’s I mean it was different thing. These are the the cas bars. Yeah, oh that, I never tried before, and they’re not really that great. And but the uh, those buttercream cupcakes.
Yeah, which were my favorite but I just got like half of them were still the last time I got them. And it just made me not want to eat them. Like I don’t even want to eat these. I feel like I wasted 3 dollars.
- Yeah, on these fucking bullshit things and then I bought this giant thing of chocolate milk. That’s a really crappy Dollar General though. The 1 closest to here, Close to 5 Points. It’s fucking, they’re always out of everything.
But yeah, it was crazy. Last time I hung out with now, she just called me up out of the blue. I was jamming with Eric. And I still had all my work clothes on, you know, from the chicken plant and she called me up and she was like, hey, she was so drunk. And uh, it was like she just wanted somebody to take a roller skating.
And uh, yeah.
Oh man, she’s like she’s like 5 foot tall And like like a hundred pounds and I’ve never seen anybody drink that much except my ex-wife you know like oh my God. Yeah.
I was just, it was scary, she got her gun out. Started waving her gun around.
9:15 PM
It was like, uh, you know,
We’re going to Gadsden. We’re going to Gasden to roller skating If we’re going to Gadsden I got to take my pistol.
I was like, no, you don’t need to take that, you know, I think we’ll be fine. We’re just going to the damn skating rink. You know, like, Shit.
Oh shit. Hell she hasn’t posted anything.
A couple of weeks.
There she is. She didn’t really post that much anymore on Facebook. She used to
Go. I’ve got to get a picture of.
See.
I always thought she was really cute. Like, back in the day when You went high school and stuff? Her older sister was a grade below me. But neither 1 of them, like they went to school and like they, uh, They were, you know, they were never at school.
They always. I think she ended up getting sent to boot camp, and she had escaped. From boot camp and lived out in like the woods. For a few months and she finally I think just got tired of like tired of doing that and went back home.
It’s, you know, her parents. I think she just had a really bad. It was just it was really awful.
Yeah, like I said, you know somebody who
Had a much harder life than
They deserved.
This is really sad.
Anyways. Yeah. Oh my gosh. Like, I got lost looking. They’re all like her pictures and stuff.
Yeah, it made me sad.
It made me sad when I hung out with her. Like really sad.
I’m going through.
This is all my other account. Actually, this is going to sound bad, but I have her blocked on my main account. Yeah, she yanked me around a little bit and pissed. Me off. Yeah, I don’t know. Why am I talking about this, right?
Um,
There’s this, 1 chick, I’m friends with her name’s.
Only 5.
Friends of friends, I posted on my channel.
For my birthday. Um, anyways.
Wow, I got all my old friends. I’m looking at my other Facebook account. I have an alternate account. It’s only got, like,
It’s only got a couple hundred friends on it.
I just went down. Next brother-in-law. What’s he doing?
That’s funny.
Here’s this 1 chick who called me up. Gosh at like 3:00 a.m. 1 morning I was, uh,
I never talked to her before I added her at some point on on this account. When I first made it like,
Gosh, in 2019 to hide from my ex fiance. Because she was harassing the shit out of me on my main account. And so, uh, I did and this anyways uh, after I had that nervous breakdown You know, it was about a month or so after that and I was working. Uh, night shift at TS Tech I was sitting out in the parking lot, just chain smoking and listening to music and stuff. And she calls me on, uh, Facebook Messenger, audio calls. Me and I answer the phone. I’m like, hello. And she Screams into the phone. She says, What About Us?
All crazy and I’m like, uh, what she goes, never fucking mind. Is she hung? She hung up. Yeah she moved. I think she moved in Nashville. Yeah.
Uh, not too long after that but um, I kind of still happen. That kind of stuff happens to me.
Yeah.
She, she seemed pretty crazy. Her name is. Mary Jane Smith.
I don’t know.
I think.
She had some substance abuse problems, but, you know,
Yeah, that was weird but stuff like that happens. I don’t know. I don’t know what to say to that. I was like
Just for the Oracle, but it was Britney.
Yeah. So, I just read the article. Let me read the Oracle. Am I even going to post this?
Oh gosh. Okay, that was
Uh,
I don’t know, I may or may not post this.
Thank you. Please.
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