5:06 AM
Oh my goodness. I got home about 30 minutes ago, I think.
I think. Yeah.
Well, let’s see, I clocked out around 4.
Give or take 30 minutes. Um,
I’m almost too damn tired to make a post. Yeah. For real
It’s been a long week. It’s been a stupid week. Transition week is always stupid. Different ways though each time.
It’s really funny.
Everybody was so tired. And when, uh, when the line finally stopped, they had posted 15 minutes over time, but Uh, we got off like Well, 3:45 is normal. Cut off time. I think it was like a few minutes past that and everybody is just yelled and hollered and was so happy. They were whooping.
Yeah, and all that shit. Haha It was like, yeah. Yeah. Yay. The week is over. Transition week is over.
And uh,
Everybody gets to crash.
When they get home. I bet that’s what probably 90% of everybody there. And when I left, the other side of the plant. They still haven’t. They were still there. I was like, dang. I wonder how much overtime they got. It’s probably on the Facebook group. I’m going to look at it later.
Oh, and other news, I don’t know what it means. I don’t know what anything ever means. But Brittany has been reading my other blog. She’s been going back and reading articles from like
- Almost 4 years ago. I think she read 1 from the beginning of 2022.
Yeah, I was like, well, you know, why doesn’t she go back and read some of the crazy ones from the summer 2021 when I was in Midway? Alabama. Yeah, or Lafayette and I was making
Laying here. Like blabbering like this. Uh with my boss and my coworker Kevin we’re in the, you know, in there too. And I’m like blah, blah blah blah blah. I’m making a blog post y’all.
Or when I was up in the Loft. Yeah, when we were at the hunting cabin,
Midway, when we were building this other cabin, Like it was kind of, let’s see, they had this big ass like, uh,
Shop slash like garage it was man. This was 1 of the coolest places I’ve ever been to In My Life. Uh my friend Eric, it’s his aunt. And her husband, she’s a pharmacist. And so she’s got all this pharmacist money. It was like, you know, I should have, I should have fucking went to college, they work. The hell out of them though. Yeah. I mean Fucking pharmacists, that. I mean they work like 12 hours shifts, it’s crazy. Um I say I should have went to college. I did I just I should have went for like Something, you know, I’m just I’m just talking though, not really? Yeah, but it made me really made me think like, dang, I should have
Or could. Well.
I don’t know. Anyways. What am I trying to say? It would be really cool though to have a job where I made that much. Goddamn money. Haha Yeah. Uh, but they have a really super nice house. In Albertville that we did a lot of work on, we built them a pavilion and it’s been over 2 years ago. Now the single hardest thing I ever helped my boss my house remodeling boss build. Was that Pavilion the second hardest was the Pavilion we built last summer for another pharmacist that is friends with my friend Eric’s Aunt, right? Yeah, a lot. Of stuff there. But, um, they had this hunting cabin, they have some land. I don’t know how many acres. It’s a lot though. Down in Midway, Alabama, which is literally in the middle of nowhere and I think Bullitt County
Bulloch County. Yeah, something like that. And, uh, the illiteracy rate is like 34%. Yeah, I know. In modern times like it’s crazy. It’s actually that I talked about that in my song, uh, concrete block house
Because I saw so many concrete block houses down there, like, more than I’ve ever seen in 1 place. I was like, Wow, concrete block house. Like all over the place. But um,
That song’s also like true because I really would I would love to live in a concrete block house. In South Alabama, in this these crazy remote areas.
Um but uh, that’s where this place is. I mean, it’s just out just right in the middle of nothing. And they have uh, this really awesome like cabin that my boss. I think he did a lot of stuff already to it and it’s just, I mean, it’s just the coolest thing ever. And so they got this big uh shop. Like, um, it’s like a garage shop but it’s really really tall so you can fit like farm equipment in. They have tractors and all kind of shit. I guess for landscaping for, you know, clearing land and doing stuff to the Oh,
Like their land, I guess. Yeah. I don’t know what I’m, you know, that’s where they hunt on.
Uh, but we built a like a Kind of a cabin, a living quarters kind of thing inside of that, but it was really nice. It was like, had this uh it looked like a little fort kind of I could post pictures of that. I did though, uh, I guess it’s been 3 months ago or so. I made a post about all that shit. It was, um,
I guess about 4 trips. Yeah, that we made down there for that 1. And then we made a couple of more to Lafayette for another, um, It was like a hunting cabin, But it was more like a, um,
It was hunting cabin themed. It was in the town of Lafayette. But they had like, you know, people rented it out and then went like to Places where they could hunt and stuff. It was Pretty cool. Those were some of the coolest like work Adventures I’ve ever been on but uh yeah I wish Brittany would read some of the articles I made when I was doing that crap. But she did, she read like uh and she read some articles that she already read. I noticed she read. This was You know, 2 and a half over 2 and a half years ago, like, in like February of 2023 or something. It’s a long story. I don’t know where to start, you know, but she’s still I don’t know. Messing with my stuff. And I am. It’s like, hey, I’m finally like getting better. I’m, ready to start. Like, I’m going to start talking to chicks. It was this, there’s this 1, uh,
Lady. She works a couple of lines down from me and uh, she always like made eyeballs at me and stuff and I always freaked out and ran away but I was in the cafeteria earlier. For lunch and she was in there and we just kind of like walked right? Past each other and I was like, man I didn’t freak out. So I usually freak out when I see her it’s like, you know,
Yep, I’m getting better and I don’t know if Brittany if she’s like sensing that or something. I know Stephanie always did. That shit is like about the time I was like you know, stopped thinking about her and was like, you know what, I’m it’s time to start talking to You know like I’m ready to start talking to people again, I’m going to find a lady, you know, she would like come back.
And start messaging me. It’s like what the fuck do you want? You know.
Long ago, was it. It’s been a Probably it’s been a couple of months since I’ve heard from Stephanie, though. Yeah.
Oh,
I think the last time I saw her profile she had changed her last name to the last name of the guy that she was supposedly engaged to. I can’t remember, but it still said engaged. I don’t know if they got married. I don’t Stephanie never made any damn sense to me, anyways.
You know. But uh,
Maybe she did get married at last and she’s happy. That’s what she really needs. I don’t know. I’m not going to talk about her though. I was just like The all I knew to do is I just made a post on my other blog. It’s like, hey, you know, I’m still yours if you want me. I don’t know what else to tell her. I wish she would stop fucking around though because
I don’t deserve that. Yeah like I can totally just find somebody who isn’t going to fuck with my head and drive me crazy. And Fucking do a bunch of mean crazy shit to me that. I don’t deserve that. I never deserved that she Just made up a bunch of crap in her head and went You know, overboard way. Way way too. Far with
I mean, she ruined my fucking life, you know, and the fact that I still would entertain anything with her says so much.
I know. And it, it wasn’t anything. It didn’t get to be anything like physical or any of that. It wasn’t actualized on the physical plane. It was It was so crazy, like having like twin flames is just the craziest.
Stupidest fucking thing I just about ever had to deal with. Yeah, it’s like what the hell even is this and But it, it’s It’s so dumb but it’s helped me in a lot of ways. Like, I don’t know, and I’ve gotten so much music. And art out of it.
Like, even because she’s been pecking on my other blog like this week. All week, every almost every day. I think she skipped Wednesday or something. But uh I even made up a song about that called. I’m too stupid for you and I made it up and I’m probably going to work on it this weekend. Yeah.
That and the scummy guys from the trim 2 line.
That’s the, that’s another song that I came up with. Damn, here’s a fork. Yeah, I got a Got to get, got a, I’m going to clean up my room this weekend, too. Oh the boss lady roommate, she’s out of town. I don’t I don’t really know where she’s at actually but
1 of her friends is staying here. I think she pet sits, haha I’m not going to talk about her.
Um, but anyways.
I was just thinking, I’m just like, you know,
It was really funny that I walked past that chick. I mean I usually can’t even like anytime I see her I just run away and hide And I just passed right by her, like I was like, wow, that didn’t freak me out. She is really cute too. You know and then ah gosh there are there’s about a dozen like ladies where I work. It’s just like
I don’t have to be single, you know?
I don’t have to just like kick around all weekend at the house and, you know, I could go out and do shit. I’ve actually got money this weekend too. It’s funny. I’m saving it though because I’ve got the uh, I’ve got to get that part for my car next week.
There’s just like, you know, yeah, I’ve gotten a lot better, it’s It’s uh, it’s really funny.
I’ve said that I’ve said, it’s funny.
More than once. I eat SpaghettiOs for breakfast. Yesterday.
And I didn’t finish them. I haven’t been eating like every day this week. I’ve been so tired except today, but I still didn’t eat anything after work. But uh, I just I came home and just fell asleep without eating.
5:20 AM
I eat, uh, Supper usually yeah. You call it supper, you know, It’s um, I do.
And that’s usually when I eat the most and then I pass the hell out and I eat like light
The rest of the. You know, day into like get off work but I did the opposite yesterday before work. I ate Well, I made a post. Yeah, that was my post.
Of pretty much the whole subject.
Hahaha of my post. My last post is I ate way too fucking much Mexican food. It was so much. I got the chori pollo. Yeah. And uh, I ate as much of it as I could and got it to go. And when I got to work, Like after my food settled, I drank all that sweet tea. I had I seriously, I had 4 glasses of sweet tea and the whole basket of chips, And that’s how hungry I fucking was and, uh, 2, uh, tortillas with the chicken and then the chorizo And all the other crap in it. I had 1 tortilla left and I put that in a bunch of like it was way more than what I put in the other 2 tortillas and a to-go box. And I got to work. And, uh,
Like I was so miserable and full. I could barely even talk but like I sat out in my car for a minute and edited and made that post and by the time I walked into the plant and everything, uh, I was hungry again and so I got um I know that’s crazy. I got a thing of oatmeal raisin cookies and a coke, a regular Coke and went to the break room and ate those and drank half the Coke. And then 8 m, uh,
8, my
Fucking, yeah. Um,
The rest of my food, Mexican food. And then I like napped, Like put my head down on the table and napped for about 30 minutes.
It was funny.
And then I ate a big stupid launch. I had a cheeseburger and a french fries and drank another Coke.
And that’s I guess I ate, you know pretty well. That’s 1 reason why I’m not so fuckin tired I think but I am tired. I’m not Like, I’m not so tired. I can’t make a blog post, right? But I am rambling like a crazy person, but I’ve also had a lot of caffeine I have a.
I’ve got these, those Black Rifle, 200 milligram.
Caffeine espresso drinks. Yeah, I had 2 of those. I saved my last 1 for right before the last quarter. And that’s I’m still, I think that’s yeah. I’m still pretty jacked up from that.
Anyways, uh, but I did. Yeah, I made that post. I was like I don’t think she saw it. I think some other, my regular WordPress readers from the other blogs, saw it.
But not her.
Nope. But she did, she read. Uh and she read these posts before I thought it was crazy. The post that she read were so like
Uh, like posts that she was probably supposed to read. Anyways, that was this 1. I talked about, I was at the park.
Oh, Shit.
May the 14th of 2022.
I know and I was uh I had just gotten that job at Honda, I think I had been there.
I started the 5th. So That was my second week. Yeah, that was the end of the second week there. I think I had, uh,
I got to go out on the line. I think the last that was like the last couple of days or something, I don’t remember exactly.
Um,
Oh yeah, when the kids were in a Wizard of Oz production, I remember that. That was funny.
Oh gosh. Yeah I did. I remember I took a pictures and went to Dairy Queen and everything. I’m talk. I talk about it. Yeah, in the post I should probably link to that post
Do that actually.
All of making blog posts. I said I love To make blog posts. It’s so much fun. Hope I’m not too loud outside of this room.
Is that even?
What the fuck?
It’s just some weird link.
Maybe it’s the wrong 1.
I don’t like the interface. That you have to use when you’re look, you like, click on an article from the stats.
Yeah, it’s like a pain in the ass. Let’s see.
Okay, I should Oh yeah. Open it in Chrome. Okay, yeah, there we go. I wonder if that’s going to show up as a hit. Oh, it’s not. It’s
Yeah, this is how I make. 6,000 words posts. Hahaha
Okay. Anyways, um But yeah, I’ll talk about how like Uh, the next lady. I love this is, I know, right? This is like, uh, this is before Tiffany happened. This was about 6 months before Tiffany happened. Um, but I was like, you know, the next lady I love is going to be the most loved lady in the whole entire universe like forever and ever and ever. Like, and seriously, I feel like I really only have it in me for 1 more.
You know, I don’t know, I guess it really depends. But, uh,
I mean ideally that’s you know I don’t want like I just don’t want just 1 more like fall in love 1 more time and it not be a bunch of bulshit. That’s pretty much, you know, I’m not that complicated. Um, but yeah, she read that article back in like February of 2023. I remember. She went on this, like a gosh an Escapade or something, you know, she went I mean read the shit out of my blog like in January and February of that year.
But she was so mean to me and it was oh, it was so crazy. Like I don’t know where to start. Yeah, it’s like you can’t fuck with my head. Just there’s no way though. She had any idea.
Of like what that actually, you know, was doing to me to my Brains because of the way my ex-wife was And, You know, I can say like oh and my ex fiance. But no. Oh my ex-wife is the 1 who like really fucked me up like super
Awful bad. But what was so funny is like last week, you know all that crazy shit that happened. Um, I hate to use the word cathartic. But that’s exactly what it, you know, it did it was like I cried and cried and cried about her. You know, and all that shit and then I like Let it go. It was I was able to like Let it go, you know. But I loved my ex-wife more than anything, more than life itself. And I never thought that would end. But you know that’s uh, drugs and alcohol for you.
Yeah, it it really.
It’s it was really crazy. I still like I still love her like and care about her as a person. You know, but I just don’t. I don’t think her and I could ever get back together or anything like that. I don’t think.
It’s so weird to talk about though, like Like, I wish.
It could have been different. You know, with her more than, you know, any of them.
I just, I don’t know. I don’t know what to say about that, it’s just like, but my point is, uh, there’s no way that Brittany could even imagine like the shit that woman put me through. Like I tried to blow my brains out, you know, like it was really that bad. And uh, she did, she fucked with my head a lot and uh, It was so horrible and you know, it’s still easy to do that now, you know, I’m like it just the least little thing will.
Make me have like, just it’ll totally fuck my brains up. Like you can’t, you can’t play games with my head. Like I can’t, I don’t I’m I’m not that.
I’m too screwed up for that, but like,
It’s just It got over complicated because I ran away, you know, and I ran away because I was afraid. And instead of, you know, being like, hey maybe you know, this guy needs like extra. Like I needed, positive reinforcement. She did the opposite. She instead of being nice to me, trying to be nice to me about it cuz that’s what I needed. She was crazy and mean, and it like, That made it so much worse until I had a nervous breakdown. Yeah. I don’t know if I’ll ever I don’t cuz I don’t know where to start and like the whole thing.
Talking about her but yeah, she’s been Been reading the shit out of my other blog this week. But she’s still got me blocked on Facebook, you know, and Instagram. It’s like, okay, you know, I wish she would stop playing games. Like just, you know,
Just unblock me and message me or something like be a fucking person with the hell’s wrong with you.
Yeah, so uh, I guess that’s what I was thinking about.
Holy shit. I’ve been talking for like 30 minutes, right? Yeah, that’s what I’ve been thinking about. Like the whole way uh, home and all that off, I checked my phone when I uh, the line stopped and went to my locker and looked at my phone, I was like, holy shit. She’s been Reading my blog again. She read some funny posts though about, uh, I think I made it was before it was when I worked. Uh, Fuck like January the 2nd or something in 2022. Yeah. Like
I was talking about when I lived in The Farmhouse. I was like I went over there and I took pictures of it and posted the pictures.
But like it just that place got so overwhelmed with mold and then the ceiling caved in, in the bedroom I couldn’t really
But another post, I think she read I was talking about how, you know, I was just basically my crappy fucking living conditions. And, you know, like I’ve been through some really weird crazy things. That’s,
It’s hard to understand unless you like, you know,
She could talk to me like, in person about it and stuff instead of just reading my blog. You know, I don’t know. I don’t know what she’s trying to do, but I’m not going to let her string me along forever, you know. I guess that’s my point. It’s like Figure out what the fuck you want to do, and Like, She knows how I feel about her and now, that’s what I was. That’s what that post. I was like,
You know, I’m still yours if you want me but like, you know, there’s a Time frame kind of there. It’s like
And I talked about like chicks from work, but then, you know, I’ve got my music and stuff and I’m getting to where I’m ready to Start playing out again. So like I’m not you know I’m going to eventually I’m going to meet somebody or get with somebody or something. It’s not going to, I’m not going to be single forever. Probably not that much longer because uh you know, I love this time of year and
It’d be great to have somebody to go do stuff with.
And love and mash, and pet, and make up songs about and make things for. And uh, you know, all that. Crap, you know, I’m I’m a romanticist. Yeah, but I’m also a whole lot of fun. I just haven’t met the right chick yet, you know. I thought it was her. I thought it was Brittany. I like prayed and hoped like more than anything. I mean, and that’s what’s so funny. Is I cried about her almost
It’s comparable. Yeah. How much I cried over my ex-wife. So it’s like, you know,
5:35 AM
I guess I’m going to wrap this up. Yeah, this is the oh God. Yes, the third time stamp so Yeah, this is probably going to be about a 4 or 5 thousand word post. Thank you. Please.
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