SUNDAY!

4:12 PM
Oh, it’s Sunday afternoon. It sure is. And I woke up

Shit to something.

And I guess I slept about 4 hours.

But I’m hungry. And I’m being lazy.

I’ll probably do my chores tomorrow. Yeah, or something. I might do the The kitchen down downstairs.

I guess because the upstairs is loud. Sweeping the stairs. Yeah. Um,

But I might try to do the downstairs chores. Floors. Hahaha.

Sometime tonight, I don’t know.

I can’t.

I don’t know what I want for food.

What do I want for food?

Thought about going to Sam’s Club and getting more of those, um, gyro meat Pita things. Oh my God, that was so good. I ate the whole thing.

I did.

Scott feta cheese. It. It’s got yeah. Our favorite cheese and feta cheese.

With it. And it’s got

Tzatziki sauce. Which is really good.

I have a soup.

I don’t know, I just

I don’t know what I want to do.

I’ll probably work on music later.

I had a pretty good. Uh night last night. A good practice and everything. Yeah it was uh it was fun. I’m going to do that again tonight.

Weekends on night shift are weird.

They are.

Cuz this is like my 4 a.m. now.

Well, I mean they close at 6:00, the Sam’s Club closes at 6:00, so

Uh,

I probably should get a move on if I want anything. Then I thought about just getting sushi.

Of course, then I thought about just getting Mexican food again.

The place I ate at. Friday. Yeah, I ate there with my ex-girlfriend a couple of times. We ate at the Vietnamese restaurant across the street too from there.

I think I get my bonus in a few weeks.

And today is the 7, year anniversary. Of meeting, wax, fence. Say I was uh, yeah, I’m meeting my ex fiance

Yeah, she sure was a wax fence. Haha

Oh, the Wi-Fi is messing up. Yeah,

I had a really uh, I was just thinking, you know, at some crazy dreams. I dreamt that I was working for my dad again with my cousin.

Uh, this 1 who killed himself last year.

And I just woke up. I thought, man, I was sad.

How sad that all was.

Hey, that reminds me. I’m going to check my other blog.

Well I know what. I’m not getting my kids for Christmas. I thought about getting them a 3D printer. But my daughter, I was like, what do you think about 3D printers? And she says me,

Meh.

I think that’s funny. What was I doing? Oh yeah.

Yeah. No pecks on my other blog.

I’m just going to forget about her. Yeah. I mean she’ll probably start pecking on it though next week, but then she might not what I don’t really know.

I think I can do better. Yeah. I think I deserve better.

I really do. But I, I am I’m ready for like

To find somebody. New,

Oh yeah. Gosh, nobody’s looked at my blog numero dos.

I liked that blog a lot.

That was back that was doing house remodeling. And,

I was really hating myself too but that, that messed with me. Uh, him committing suicide. Was last year. It was just last year, I don’t know. I’m looking at my blog like it was a decade ago or something, but

None of these posts. Oh my God, they’re all just the most depressed.

Sad fucking crazy. Post I’ve ever made. Were on that blog. Yeah, last year was rough. It really was.

I haven’t felt that way since, maybe February. Yeah, like my car, got repossessed and my mom died. And, uh,

That did something to my brain. I was like It broke it. Yeah and then I was just normal sad and I haven’t been depressed like that.

Since then yeah, I got kind of sad.

Uh, back over the summer a little bit but it didn’t last long. I did though, I had a couple of I had a few really depressed episodes. Back in like, June.

I don’t know, I’m just trying to figure out if I really want to. Get out. And Go to the Sam’s Club that they close at 6. It’s like I need to get a shower and Blah, blah, blah, all this crap. Um, And by the time I get around, you know, it’s going to be almost 6:00.

I could go to regular Walmart. But that. Don’t have all the same cool things. And that’s what I noticed about because the other places like that there’s BJ’s And there’s Costco and they all have the same crap except their cafes are different. And uh,

Like they have like different like their brand of stuff.

Um, I can’t remember what was the, uh,

Kirkland, I think is Is costco and

Makers or something is Walmart. Super um, Sam’s Club. Yeah. Uh what the fuck my brain and then I can’t remember what the BJs was. I don’t I went there once y’all. Um,

But they all have the same like bulk crazy items. And the same like weird crazy things in the freezer.

I think Costco has better rotisserie chickens, you know.

But the pizza, I like the pizza better at Sam’s Club.

Believe that or not? The pizzas are bigger though, at Costco. But I couldn’t get through a whole 1 just because of the way, they started to taste.

Shit. I guess I’m going to get up and get a shower. Yeah, I don’t know and get around. I got clean clothes. I can wear.

Yay.

Thank you, please.