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Oh my goodness.
Um, it’s hard. I said I’m tired. I didn’t say it’s hard. But it is haha life.
I guess working at a car factory.
It’s hard.
Yeah. I’m never this tired on day shift, though. It’s like It’s just everything gets screwed up and about the time, my body and all starts to get used to to nights. It’s time to rotate again.
I don’t expect anybody to understand except other people who work there. It’s pretty crazy. It’s like at. Uh, the Honda plant The shifts were a lot closer together. So it wasn’t that bad. I mean, night shift, and they rotated every 2 weeks, Um, And even on night shift, you know, you would get off at like 12:30 So you could still go home and get lots of sleep.
And even though I would usually stay up till about 2 or 3:00 a.m. this job I can get off work at 4:00 a.m.
Uh, Hell sometimes later than that.
Depends on how much overtime they give us. I usually get home about 5.
Yeah, sometimes 5:30 depends on if I stop anywhere.
Uh, and
It’s just, it is just a complete 180 from, like days. So, you just I don’t know. Like when I worked at Honda on night shift, you know, if I got up at 11:00 that was fine. And if I get up at 11:00 at this job, it’s like I’ve barely gotten any sleep, it’s pretty stupid. But I get to take my car tomorrow to the mechanic around 2. I get paid tomorrow afternoon and, uh,
Hopefully, I’ll get that fixed and then I can get the kids.
This weekend for the open house, where I work, because it still is like I’m complaining but it’s still a really great job. I love my job. It’s the best Factory job around here.
Um, the difference between the cafeteria, the quality though on nights and days is like insane.(Is like day and night, haha) On day shift, the quality of the cafeteria food is actually pretty good. And there’s 2 cafeterias and 1 is like okay. 1 is actually pretty amazing the uh, admin cafeteria. Where all the
Stuff goes on. It’s such a huge place. And there’s so much different, you know, crap going on in there Uh, but in that cafeteria, it’s got this really nice Courtyard and Uh, it’s it’s just it’s got like a few different kinds of
Stuff. They have an asian food bar with all sorts of delicious items. But the quality is always like, spectacular. But on night shift, it’s just garbage. It’s it’s really funny.
I was, uh,
Really impressed though the first time I ate there and like on days. I was like wow this is just the best food and they do though they have sushi and stuff which is usually pretty good. They have like some really good. Stuff there but like the crap like I got last night. It was, uh, It was about like the Honda plant, the Honda plant had a pretty crappy cafeteria.
Yeah. It was like, dang. But this place pays a whole lot more, and I’m fixing to get that bonus. I’m really excited about. I’m going to save it. I’m going to save most of it for the winter shutdown. So, I can do crazy stuff with the kids. I don’t know what all we’re going to get into, I’ll probably get them for about a week.
We’re going to go on adventures.
But it is, it’s different than, um,
Gosh, like when they were little kids and now they’re just getting bigger. And my daughter’s 14, she’s like a full-grown person. And my son’s, you know, he was he’ll be 11. Thursday. I wish I could fucking take off work, but I can. I can’t. Yeah, I cannot, I can’t miss any work for anything.
Until next year, when I get a vacation days.
The attendance policy where I work is really strict. And, uh, the turnover rate is Insane. Like uh, There’s only 1 guy who’s on my team. I think there’s like, 5 supposed to be like 5 of us and he’s the only guy who’s still there from when I first hired in. And he’s only been there about a year. Yeah, that’s how high the turnover rate is. I’ve seen um, Like 2 of the guys who trained me. They’re not there anymore.
Yeah, they lasted about 6 months and that was it.
It’s rough. It really is the only thing that’s keeping me going is uh when I’m there a year, I can get into the maintenance program which is what Was my goal at Honda.
I can’t imagine there being another Brittany, though. Like anywhere around Because Brittany’s, why? I’m not at Honda yeah. Like there’s uh there’s not another there’s not a There can’t be like another 1 of those existing anywhere around in the factory that I’m at. Now, there’s some pretty crazy looking chicks though but
There’s no nobody like, Gosh. Is she still pecks on my blog? I made a post on Facebook earlier about it. It was like, Peck Peck Peck Peck Peck Peck Peck, because she does. That’s all she does. And I know it’s her, it’s like it couldn’t be anybody else.
Oh man, she has driven me so fucking crazy.
But it’s mean too, yeah.
And,
Sad.
I don’t know judging from some of her posts like back when I used to look at her stuff regularly. She has this complex about people forgetting her. I don’t know, but I think that’s part of it. I think she doesn’t want me to forget her. I think she wants To stay as much into my brains as she possibly can. And I think that’s kind of crazy. I mean it is it’s actually batshit fucking insane. It’s like, you know,
I mean, she’s blocked and unblocked me. I don’t know how many times, and Uh, but I mean, you know, I couldn’t help running away. But like what the fuck?
It was just, it’s just so crazy.
And I don’t know if I’ll ever see her again, or if she’s she’ll pop up 1 day, while I’m like getting off work. Or uh, while I’m out in my car eating lunch. Like I have no idea.
I think about this, well, I was thinking about her this morning and that was the thing and then uh, I started checking my other blog cuz she’s been pecking on it. And she had.
A lot of that too is just to see because she’s been reading some of the articles. And uh, it’s funny the ones she reads too
But, uh, she’ll read all of them except the Twin Flame specific posts. Yeah, you know, any of them but those I don’t know why she doesn’t read those. They like Detail. A lot of why I did run from her. So,
Maybe she’s afraid to, you know, that’s the thing. It’s like, A lot of it’s just speculative.
But, you know anything except talking to me directly. I guess that that would be like, too real. I don’t know.
I just it just makes me wonder like how she really sees me. Because I am though, I’m like, especially at work. I’m a lot of fun. And then, you know my Facebook page. Is just retarded and but I’ve got all like my music and stuff up there. And I’ve got a lot of friends too. Um,
I engage with some of my posts more than others. I don’t really have the enthusiasm though for social media anymore except this blog. Yeah, my blog is uh, it’s This is like my number 1. Social media thing now, which is great, too. And I’ve been getting tons of hits compared to what I had been getting. Yeah,
Kind of reminds me of, like,
So, it’s actually more popular than my other blog got when it was really I was posting all the time and It I think I got like 10 ikes, you know, some of my articles would get a dozen views or so it’s it’s about like that right now with this 1. Which isn’t that popular but it’s for me like it’s fine. It makes me happy when people read this junk. Haha Yeah.
You know, I’ve, I’ve had like
I don’t know, I guess it would be cool if I if more people read it. Yeah but not people from my personal life. Not that it matters though. I don’t say anything in here. That I wouldn’t tell somebody to their face.
But I’m excited about getting my car fixed.
And you know, it’s 1 of those things that it might actually would be fine for like a whole year or something. I’m just not, I don’t want to
I don’t want to have to get another car and I don’t want anything to get worse because I do Drive the shit out of that car.
Um,
Yeah.
I’ve been pretty good about money this time around too. I still have money. Usually uh More often than not this close to Payday, I’ve already borrowed you know twenty dollars from my ex-wife and twenty dollars from my friend Emily and 5 dollars from Coach. Josh. Haha. Yeah. So uh, that’s how it was, last paycheck. Yeah, but this paycheck, I just I’ve been pretty good.
I still probably got about a hundred bucks left.
Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. It’s Tuesday. Afternoon, it’s October the 21st. My friend, Rebecca messaged me a bunch of stuff.
She watched an atha. Franklin, bio pick Aretha Franklin.
Yeah.
And uh, I got to get back with her about that.
Rebecca is my favorite friend. Yep.
I wish her and I could start a band but she lives in Germany. She plays Bass. And she speaks like 7 languages. She’s fluent in Turkish. And uh, Oh gosh.
Dutch. And German and English and French.
And she’s Conversational. In Spanish. And she speaks fluent Russian. Yeah that was like the other big 1 that she uh and some like I think another couple of languages. I think she knows Urdu And um,
Swahili. Yeah, and I’m trying to think there’s like, there’s like a another 1 or 2. A couple of other ones. She knows. I don’t remember.
She watches uh this 1 chick who speaks Swahili on Facebook. She’s like a comedian.
I watched some of it. It’s like, Yeah, that’s really a cool language too
I’ve just I don’t know. I’ve all but like stopped studying languages. I love them. But I don’t, I don’t, I’m not really into it
Uh, in the languages like I used to be. I was like crazy into them there for about Oh no maybe like 7 or 8 7 6 I don’t know my brains.
I stopped studying languages really after the divorce, and after I came off all that medication. And after I met, My ex fiance and had my brains blown completely apart by like everything that happened. You know, with that with all that. I just I don’t know. I lost like
Like on 1 hand, I lost a lot of my
Drive. Yeah. Cuz my original goal was to be fluent in 8 Languages by the time I’m 50 and that’s not going to happen. Haha Yeah, I might be fluent if I start studying again, you know, I might,
Gain fluency in French or Spanish. Which is pretty cool too. You know, it takes a lot to get You know, I was Fully conversational in French and Spanish like 8 years ago.
But now, you know, I don’t
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That I can, I can read it, you know.
I can read it pretty well still, but as far as like the stuff finding the words in my brain as I’m talking, that just that doesn’t happen.
I’m actually a lot better with Spanish nowadays than I am with French and I used to I used to be the opposite. It’s funny how that is though. You know, you use it or lose it. I used to know, I used to be a little bit conversational in Russian too. And Japanese.
Oh,
Yep.
But 1 thing that has happened, uh, Is my artistic, my creative output like with music and art and stuff is That’s like better than it’s ever been. So I mean shit and I do have some cool songs in Spanish.
Yeah, I’m just
Well so I woke up about an hour ago. Yeah. So I’m just kind of like huh here I am. That’s I guess 1 of the cool things about being on night shift is, uh, I do wake up kind of early like, usually on days, you know, I come home and I don’t go straight to sleep. I like I’ll stay up till about 7 or 8:00 and then go to sleep and I always wake up. I have my alarm set for 3:30.
On both shifts AM and PM. And uh, I won’t let myself sleep any later than that.
But um, It’s cool though on nights, when I do wake up kind of early like this because I go straight to sleep when I get home, usually I made myself eat this morning though. Uh, but I mean, that didn’t take 30 minutes, I was out by 6 and the guy called me from the mechanic guy called me about 8 and I barely remember that conversation except for, uh, I was supposed to be there. I’m supposed to be there tomorrow at 2:00.
Yeah, so I’ve got to set an alarm to get up for that.
And uh, what else?
Oh yeah. What I was saying it is, though, it’s cool because I can just Sometimes I get up, you know, I usually don’t sleep. Past 2 or 2:30? If I get, Like,
Uninterrupted sleep, I guess before, I don’t know, I think I’m over complicating what I’m trying to say
Aww my kids just, Messaged me. Oh gosh. That’s that’s funny. I’m going to have to post those. I sent them some memories
Um but it is like I can just kind of lay around and fuck off for a couple hours before I get have to get ready and go to work. That was my point.
You know, because
Oh man.
Well, I guess I’m going to wrap this up and I need to get a shower and I like to leave around 4. Because traffic’s been really bad lately and I know it’s not always bad, but I’m going to stop and get some food.
Some delicious food.
On night shift, I can get delicious food going to work. And on days, I get delicious food coming home. Yeah, it’s uh, retarded.
Thank you, please.
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