FRIDAY ¡MORNING!

5:00 AM
Oh gosh. It feels so great to lay down. I am so tired. I have to get up earlier than normal.

Because we’re having a pull ahead. Uh, 2 hours early. Because of the open house tomorrow. And I’m I’m coming in at 5 instead of 7.

So that means I have to get up at like 1, something, instead of 3, something

Yeah, oclock Haha.

My legs are so tired. I’ve been running around though. I ran around a bunch tonight. I was so excited about

The caffeine I had all the caffeine I had, that’s what it was. Haha

Holy shit, what else? Well,

Bra.

I said, oh my brains.

I got a poke Bowl on the way out. I know they’re like 15 dollars, but man, they’re fucking good.

The cafeteria is so. Delicious, they have sushi. And they have, uh, Like all kinds of cool Japanese food. And at the end of a shift, it’s just nice to be able to Actually get something decent on the way out. Um, instead of like

Having to stop anywhere else.

Of course, yesterday morning, I got gas and um, I got a breakfast pizza. From the RaceTrac gas station.

And those things are pretty good. They use cheese sauce instead of like marinara, you know? And it’s got a bacon, and

Mozzarella cheese. And, um,

Bits of egg. Yeah, I think it’s like a bacon egg and cheese pizza. Ha It’s pretty good.

But with a cheese sauce, and The, um, where’s that other place? I think it’s the Sprint, Mart. Yeah, up the road. That’s the 1. I used to stop at when I worked at Target all the time. It has gravy. For the sauce and uh, you know that’s not bad either.

But it is just a bunch of processed fucking crap. It’s horrible but it’s delicious and it makes you not hungry anymore. Ha ha ha ha ha.

There’s a tiny baby kitty.

And it’s mewing.

And I was just like, I don’t know, I’m not authorized. To like feed it or anything extra stuff.

Um, but it’s, you know, it’s

It gets fed pretty well, I think.

It’s the sweetest little kitty.

Its name is toast.

There’s another cat named Kitty and that’s it’s like kitten. And kitty is for short. Haha. There was another cat named Bunny. But um, it was uh, it got rehomed It was mean, it was a mean cat. It was like

It didn’t like other cats and then 1 of my roommates has this cat I hardly ever see it. But sometimes I do and that is the prettiest cat I’ve ever seen. Her name is Princess. It’s like black and white, but it’s it is, it’s the prettiest cat like I’ve ever seen ever.

The open house, though. It’s going to be really funny because I’m bringing my kids. And I’m going to get to see a lot of the people I work with every day. Uh, and a lot of the chicks I’ve talked about, especially over the summer, like all these the

I’m retarded, you know when it comes to women but like there’s a lot of

It’s this 1 chick. I had a really huge crush on. When I first started working there, she’s going to be there. I was talking to her in the cafeteria earlier. I was like So, are you going to be at the open house? She’s actually working at it. I guess, you know, they need people to work. Too.

And, uh, my kids. I’ve told my daughter all about her. Yeah. She drove me. Nuts. Absolutely nuts. The first couple of months, I worked there. I just thought, oh my goodness.

And then, of course, there’s helmet. Girl. I haven’t talked about her in a while. I’m not. Ready to talk to chicks. Like I’m just not. And uh,

There’s this other lady. Um, of course, she’s a lot younger, you know, they’re just

They’re a lot younger. But they still like they stare at me all the time because I’m a lot of fun to watch. Because I run around so crazy, but I wonder if she is going to be there. And then there’s uh, this quality chick. Who. Is, I mean, you know what I mean? Like, I just like my brain. It just fucks my brain up. Anytime I go in the cafeteria either cafeteria. There’s always like, there’s like a, a few of them, there’s like, oh gosh, there’s that 1 and that 1 and that 1 and then they pop up on the people. I may know on Facebook or the suggested people on Instagram all the time. It’s really funny.

Because I’m in that Facebook group, I guess. But um, I’m just

I was thinking about that driving home. It’s like gosh I can’t believe like I’m so screwed up, like I’ve been single for so long and then it’s uh, I guess the funny thing about that is, they’re going to get to see me with my kids, they’re going to get to see me with my kids and everything and it’s that’s going to be funny.

And then there’s this other chick like, who is uh a team lead in the logistics Department.

Don’t even get me started. Yeah. Like it’s just

Lots of, you know, there’s a lot of really beautiful ladies where I work and it wasn’t like that at the other at the second car factory. Yeah. Like there were 3, okay? There’s like a dozen or so here and it just makes me so stupid.

It’s funny. I’m like a dumb teenager. Yeah, but like

Oh, I’m I’m scared. Yeah, it’s like it’s You know the like of love. But I’m I’m afraid of it. I run away and hide all the time. So I’m like I’m like a really, really stupid teenager

I wasn’t like that though. When I was a teenager. I was like, I don’t, I didn’t care. I wouldn’t give any chicks. I went to high school with the time of day. As far as that stuff went. I had a lot of like, friends. I had to friend zone. Them. Yeah, I had to do that. I had to friend zone, a lot of chicks in high school. I didn’t have anything in common with them. That’s that’s the thing like that’s what’s that’s the kind of the catch with me. It’s like

My ex-wife was the first lady I had actually had real stuff in common with

And I was thinking about that earlier, you know, I loved her more than anything and she’s the only woman, I’ll ever be able to say that about

I’ll never be able to say like I loved any other woman more than anything except my ex-wife. And I did.

Yeah, it

I still, you know, cry about her.

2 weeks ago? Yeah, that lasted, oh gosh. Uh, of course, I’ve talked all about this, but, I mean, it, it was like for the, for the next 3 or 4 days. I cried about her, like a fucking idiot. It was, Was brutal? Yeah, it was

But uh,

Yeah, that’s the thing like my kids. Always come first and I miss my kids more than I wish. I had a girlfriend. So I mean, there you go. That’s why I’m single. That’s the real reason I’m single.

And I would rather spend time with my kids, if I’ve got free time and money, I’m going to be doing something with the kids. And,

I’ve never been with a lady who didn’t get insanely jealous and possessive and I just don’t want to fuck with that. I don’t want anything to like,

I don’t know, sometimes I feel like I overthink it.

But at the same time, like it is what it is. Yeah. And uh, whatever, but it’s going to be really funny to, to go to the open house.

And uh,

Stuff. And I’ll be like yeah. Because I’ve told my kids you know about like all these ladies too. I’m like gosh my brains. And they’re just like, okay Dad, just shut up. Haha

And I guess because Brittany pecked on my blog. Oh yeah, you know. Uh, last week.

Um, I’ve been eating lunch out in my car since I noticed. That’s what She was trying to get me to do. Um it’s so crazy. I’m gonna have to just break down 1 day until the whole story. It’s still ongoing apparently because she pecked on my blog. Uh, Last night. I think it, well, it was right at the end of my lunch break. I usually post some crap about lunch in my car but last night I didn’t. Yeah.

But I have I’ve been been eating lunch out in my car. I’m probably going to bring my banjo and do a video with a song.

Uh tonight of course my lunch break will be at 9:00 p.m.

On another note, Haha. I posted The dinosaur song in a couple of groups dinosaur groups and uh well the admins approved them in 1 group but not the other 1 yet and It’s gotten a whole bunch, more hits like a hundred and something more hits, and that made me happy.

But I haven’t looked at the posts, I don’t know what is Going on with the actual posts.

But I guess that’s what’s kind of funny too about like, you know, being in that group. On Facebook, which I, I haven’t really been posting or commenting, a lot of stuff lately in it.

Uh, people recognize me. Yeah. Like I’ll be walking down a corridor or something and

Somebody will recognize me, I’ll notice that. They’ll you know they’ll look at me like hey there’s that guy. And uh

Yeah, tomorrow, it’s going to be funny uh, because I’ll be walking around with my kids.

Well, I don’t know what else to say.

I’m just, uh, trying to wind down because I did have a lot of caffeine. More than normal because I wanted to have fun. Haha.

Haha. And I did.

And now, I’m like,

More retarded than normal.

Thank you, please.