SUNDAY SUNDAY SUNDAY Y AY

10:28 AM
Well, it is Sunday. Morning, and it’s an hour. Um, Earlier right?

Haha. Yeah, I woke up. This morning.

At like, Fucking 1 something. I thought. Dang, I only slept for an hour, but I slept for 2 hours Yeah. And uh, Just kind of poked around the internet.

Facebook. Uh, reels. Yeah, they um

Yeah, I can’t think my brain. I’ve had a bunch of coffee though, but I’m crashing.

I like to watch videos of  NES games, especially the Mega Man series. And so that’s what I did. A lot of and I read about some, uh, Historic people. Hold on.

I read about television in the, like the latter half of the 20th century.

Read about like in the 60s, they had, uh,

The rural Purge. Which was I guess they were trying to because the 60s, you know, all the counterculture stuff. They were like trying to get rid of all the shows, like Andy Griffith, and The Beverly Hillbillies and all the, you know, crap. Cuz it was a saturated with Hillbillies and cowboys, and Oh, what was the other thing they called it?

But yeah, everything transitioned from you know, radio to like from the radio to television And, of course, they had the Communist scare in the 50s. And all this dumb shit and I was reading about it and

Oh, what was the other thing they called it though?

Yeah, Hillbillies Cowboys and Spies. Haha. Yeah. I think the Twilight Zone was popular then too, and Star Trek but they like did a bunch of other shows to appeal to Suburban, you know? And

Urban audiences.

And uh,

Yeah, I was reading about that. And it’s funny how in the 20th century, you know, every decade had like a definitive, Character and you could tell when something was from the 50s or 60s or 70s or 80s, you know or the 90s, right? But it’s not like that in this Century in the 21st century, everything just kind of runs together and it’s

A lot of regurgitated, crap from the 20th century. Just, you know, now we have cooler phones and We’re all a lot more interconnected.

You know, with the internet and shit.

Uh, I don’t know. Everything just is kind of the same. There wasn’t a big, there’s not like there wasn’t like a big difference between the 2010s and the 2020s, you know, Except uh, phones got better.

Haha.

Seriously though, like you can tell when something came out of the 80s or the 70s, you know, or the 90s.

How you could tell if something came from the 20s you know compared to like the 30s or 40s. So that, that’s what I thought was interesting about the 20th. Century is every decade had its definitive Character.

And there was so much crap that uh I mean it’s good it doesn’t happen. You know like like the war World War 1 and 2, and Korea then the Vietnam War and all the stuff and It’s just I don’t know. You think though nowadays A lot of the social issues that are still problems would have been fixed. It’s kind of. Like my kids still have to deal with dumb fucking crap. Like I had to in High School. And middle school and should it like, really, yeah.

I don’t know.

Yep. But that’s what I was thinking about and then I was like, oh crap. It’s you know, uh, I can go get lottery tickets. And uh, that’s what I did. That’s what I spent the last 4 hours doing I went to the Hardee’s in Scottsboro because the 1 in Gurley has been sucking real bad. The last 5 or 6 times. I’ve been going So, um, I went to the 1 in Scottsboro and it didn’t let me down. I got 2. Uh, ultimate Wait, it’s loaded omelette biscuits. It used to be the

Ultimate Omelet Biscuit. Yeah, it used to be that. And now it’s the loaded Omelet Biscuit, but it’s the thing. I like the best if they’re made. Well,

You know, and the 1 in Scottsboro is so busy all the time. It’s, it’s a really really good 1. It’s newer than the 1 in Gurley but the 1 in Gurley, the first time I ate there, I thought, wow, this is This is the best Hardee’s ever but it it turned into a crap.

I don’t know, I don’t know what happened.

But um, I have had a lot of caffeine.

I probably need to lift weights that would help.

But I’m also

I’m tired. It’s like my body’s tired though. My mind is Going going going going. But my body is Like no, please. We need to rest again, we just got off the road, I guess, that’s another reason. I’m so wound up and blabberty feeling

But it’s a awesome weather outside. It’s all like overcast and drizzly and it’s not like drizzly right now, but it rained on me quite a few times going through Fort Payne and I took this really crazy way back.

Uh through um Chattooga. Fucking something Road and came out at this weird little gas station. I got coffee from and Uh, it was really weird. Out in the middle of nowhere. I didn’t even have cell reception. And uh, found my way back.

Got to the, 4-way, stop. I think it was Highway 68. Yeah, and 35.

Around Gillsville.

Gaylesville.

Yeah.

But it is, that is the longest damn Drive ever. It takes every bit of 2 hours to get there. And uh, It’s through DeSoto State Park. Which I think everything’s still. The government. Still got everything fucked up, but my cousin is the plant biologist at that Park.

Um, I never see him though. But that’s where he works. And, uh,

I outta holler at him, 1 day and Yeah.

See if he wants to do like music or anything, I haven’t jammed with him in years. We used to play music 2 or 3 times a year. He’s he’s like my hero Cousin.

My cousin, Shawn. He’s actually 1 of the big reasons I got into music because uh, he was into music and stuff and I always

Like he just made it look really awesome and it’s like, yeah, that’s what I want to be. And that’s what I am. I mean, It’s funny. It was really cool when I uploaded my dinosaur video. Uh, the dinosaur song video. He was he really liked that and called me his hero but it’s like you’re my hero, dude.

You’re my big cousin. Yeah.

Shit. I don’t know. I don’t know what else to talk about, though.

I would rather do something. I need to fix my banjo. I need to fix the tuning key on my banjo.

I probably could get up and do that. After I make this post and, uh, I get my bonus in 2 weeks. I’m going to get Probably a pickup for my banjo.

That way I can start recording my banjo album,

And that’s going to be a lot of fun.

I’ve been, uh, really struggling kind of but not really like Tossing around the idea of maybe recording a video of me doing the Brittany song. And posting that to Facebook.

But I don’t know about that. I don’t sometimes I just don’t feel like she deserves to hear it. It’s 1 of my best songs, too.

Sometimes I get really, really sad thinking about her.

But it’s gotten a lot better.

You know, I used to like

I used to cry when I thought about her and that went on for a long time. Like gosh, I would have what I would call a Brittany episode. Yeah, but it was just me crying about her and that that’s so crazy. It’s like, you know, she’ll never find anybody else. Who would ever look at her, the way I did or like, think about her the way I thought about her which is, you know, probably fine. It’s reality. Haha, I mean,

It just seemed like such a waste of a love story, which is a song I made up about the whole thing that’s the title. But I don’t feel like she deserves to hear that one either. I would play that and upload a video of it too

I don’t know, it’s gotten better like because there is there’s a part of it that’s, that’s I really wish I could, you know, find somebody but more like

It’s getting more where I just don’t give a shit. Yeah, and that’s great. It’s like, you know, this is stupid. Oh, love and romance ever has been for me, is just crap. So, um, I’m kind of. I’m getting back to where I was before. I met my exwife about it, I didn’t give a shit. I was like,

Gosh. Oh, but um, my friend Jessi Welles, though, she’s wanting me to get my passport. I’m going to try to get my passport next week because she wants me to come and see her in Panama. And uh,

Flights are like a $500 for a round trip.

And that’s not, you know. Uh,

That’s totally doable. And she lives in like a Hut and on an island and uh she just like makes food and drinks beer and Hangs out with the locals. And uh, She’s lonely though, but she’s 1 of my best friends, and it would be really cool to fly down to Panama and spend like a week and just be like, yeah.

And I can take pictures and speak my crappy Spanish at everybody.

And then come back and I don’t know. I’ve got to plan that out though. I don’t know if I’m going to be able to do that. During the winter shutdown or, um,

I’ll just have to take some vacation time, you know, next year and do it. Uh but if I get my passport, I can also go see my friend Rebecca in Germany. And that would be really awesome because I think roundtrip flights to there are less than a thousand dollars. Which is also totally doable.

I’ll get like, 3 weeks of vacation. So, That’s exciting with think about. But I have to see. I have to try and get my passport first.

Yeah, I guess that’s that’s the most interesting thing that’s been in my brains today.

But I do. I need to get out and do something like crazy like that again. Hopefully it won’t ruin my life. You know, I just think about, like gosh, if I go down there to Panama and she tries to keep me there or something, haha I think that’s what my ex fiance was trying to do when she got into my phone and turned all my alarms off. You know. It’s like hey, like I get it but

10:45 AM
I lost a really good job because of her.

Which is pretty shitty.

I don’t know, you know, I’m just uh, just laying here.

I think I’m going to finish this up and Space out for however long that’s gotta happen until I get up and do something haha. Yay. Thank you, please.

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