MONNDAY MORNINFG

12:57 AM
Well, what am I doing? I am hanging out in the garage drinking, lots of coffee. And water and doing vocals.

Uh,

For feeling the meat. Yeah, in the garage and I’m going to make a video of it. I did it early but I kept fucking up the lyrics.

But I think I got it now. I just got to rest my voice a little bit. I have gotten so fucking fat though. It’s God, I’m so fat. It’s sucks.

This is my last week of Night Shift. Oh, let me look at the schedule. Let’s see.

Try to figure out if I’m going to be on days or nights when it’s Christmas break. So, uh, This is the last week.

Okay, I’ll be on days.

Again.

And then I’ll be on nights. Yay for uh, For the winter shutdown. Hell yeah, because we usually get off at like half the shift. So That’ll be great. I think we get off. Uh,

I want to say, we get off Christmas Eve like we’ll work that night, but then Christmas we’ll be off.

And probably what I’m going to do is, uh, when I get off work, I’ll probably go to that Motel. I stayed at uh, when my ex-wife Uh, picked me up for being drunk. Gosh, that’s been

Almost a month ago now. But um,

It’s kind of close to where they live. That’s what I’m probably going to stay there. A couple nights and do shit with the kids. Yeah. That’s what I plan to do. Anyways for Christmas, but I get paid next week, then the next week, I get my bonus. And then the next week, I get paid again.

And everything ought to be okay with money for a while. We’re working a Saturday too. And that’s going to be.

Absolutely fantastic. I think we get paid again the 19th. Yeah. Okay. So it’s going to be on that check. Thank God. And that’s the 1 before Thanksgiving and I’m just going to save my money. Save save save save.

I’ll probably though, I’m going to try to get my passport this week. I’m at least going to get the paperwork a rolling and uh maybe Sometime next year, plan a trip. To see to visit, Jessi Welles. And I can also visit Rebecca.

In Germany. Probably, that would be cool. I’m going to, I’m going to holler at her actually, but only if I get my passport, uh, And then I have another friend. Rebecca who is like I have 2 awesome friends named Rebecca.

Uh, I could always go visit Rebecca in Colorado too. Yeah, I’m just thinking about fun shit. I can go do. And I have like tons of friends all over the damn world that I could visit if I had a passport

Anyways.

I could go visit my friend Arwa. Oh,

She might not. Let me come back though. Yeah, I don’t know hahaha.

But um,

Crap.

Okay. Finally, cleared the notifications, off my phone. My other phone I’m just looking through crap.

It really like it’s so crazy and kind of sad but not because I’m used to it now. But uh,

I don’t know. Don’t get me started.

Whoa, here’s a fucking Mouse. That’s been mummified by bees. I have to.

Save that picture. Wow.

Oh, you never see it all. It’s like, you know, I think I’ve seen it all like in my generator Adventures with crazy animal Shit but you never see it all you’ll never see everything.

Yeah, that’s what’s so great about the universe.

Um, anyways.

I just don’t know what to make of this thread. Fucking.

Like threads, you know, like the app. It’s just all these chicks pop up. And uh,

They’re not.

These can’t be real people.

But maybe they are, I don’t know.

It’s just some gross chick. Who uh is a comedian apparently?

She states. She’s bisexual 3 times in her bio though. It’s like okay. Here’s another 1. Oh my gosh, I don’t know what I did to have these people pop up in my Like, I guess the news feed part of the app.

I don’t know, but as I was saying though, like I’m just not as popular on social media, like not even like half as much as I used to be. I don’t know what happened. Exactly. Maybe all the times I’ve been, uh, in Facebook, jail, and all the times I’ve deactivated and went back to other accounts or I don’t really even know what it what it is. Like this blog though gets way more hits than my other blog ever did like ever.

Uh,

And I get, I can’t tell where the hits are coming from like most of the time now, because I get so many hits. And here is a really scary chick that keeps popping up on the people. I may know and I wonder if it’s helmet, girl, and if it is helmet, girl, I’m scared. Yeah. But it looks like her. I don’t know. Um,

But I swear helmet, girl, has a nose ring like a septum ring. Yeah, I don’t know. Why she would wear that to work and not like put that in her pictures, so it might not, it’s probably not the same girl.

Anyways.

Gosh.

I don’t know though. She also seems kind of sweet. She’s got a really sweet smile but it’s Still kind of scary.

Yeah.

But uh shit I posted like I’ll post something hell. I’ve been getting more uh fucking stuff on Instagram than I have on Facebook lately and that’s really funny. I have 2

Reactions and 2 comments on my last picture, and I posted it 3 hours ago and used to. I could post a picture like that in 3 hours. I’d have a 50 likes or something, you know, and it’s just, that doesn’t happen for me anymore. It’s, it’s really funny. I got 3. Reactions for my Saturday night post, uh picture. Yeah, last night.

Happy Halloween got 6. Reactions. You know.

Uh, last weekend at the Yummy Bowl. It got 19 and the open house, picture got 24, you know, used to shit like that would get like a hundred fucking reacts. I don’t know, but that those I guess those days are over for my Facebook.

Oh, now I’m looking at my memories. See, I posted about living in my car. How much it sucks and it got 43 reactions last year. And like, 30 something comments.

But then I posted about what your favorite dinosaur asking people, what their favorite dinosaur was and I got 15 comments and 4 reactions.

But I also think that um, people don’t use Facebook as much as they used to. I know I got really burned out on it, I’m still burned out on it but I wouldn’t be if I got more reactions

Oh, here’s a picture of my daughter, feeding the Ducks.

And she was like a little over a well, about a year and a half old, you know?

My dad had, uh,

Well, I lived on a family compound. That’s what it exactly what it was. My uncle lived down in the woods, a little further than I did. And, uh, my dad lived. At the beginning of the uh where people lived, but it was down this, you know, Road. This poorly paved road kind of off from the main Highway. And uh,

Everything. There was fences and Gates and all that shit everywhere. Like, you know, nobody Like it was looked like a compound and my ex-wife hated it, too. But, uh,

Anyways, this is a picture of my daughter in 1 of the ponds. Um, feeding ducks dog food. My dad had like, dog food for the ducks like the small Kibbles, you know. It’s I just thought it was funny. That’s what my dad had for to feed the dog. The Ducks was dog food. Haha.

It’s crazy though, like some of my posts sometime around. I think late 2011, early 2012, like I lost access to a lot of my pictures and they only pop up in my memories. It’s really funny.

I’m having to make them public but they’re not like if I go to my pictures, You know, in Facebook, they’re not there

They’re on.

My memories though, I can only access them through the memories. So I have to wait till they come up. You know, each day and some of the pictures, I remember taking and some of them I don’t

I’ve had a lot of caffeine.

But I don’t know. I guess it doesn’t really matter that people.

Don’t react to my stuff, like they used to.

Oh actually, you know it’s kind of

It’s fine actually. Yeah, it’s fine.

What else can I talk about? I’m just kind of killing time. I’m, I’m letting my voice. I’m not really letting it rest, but I’m like,

Resting it from yelling because that’s a hard song to sing and if I don’t watch it, my voice is going to go out and I’ve got a uh,

God. Nobody just nobody gives a shit. It’s like wow yeah I’m just looking at my posts.

I’m making up this song in Japanese and, uh,

I need help with it. I’ve got some Japanese friends, I guess I need to holler at them about it.

But I made a post about that and like 2 of my friends commented and it made me sad that none of my Japanese friends said anything in a, you know, time frame that I found acceptable haha and I just took it down. I felt embarrassed for even saying anything about it.

Well, shit, I don’t know what else to say.

My storage unit payment keeps trying to go through and Just declining it. I’m not going to be able to pay it till Wednesday, either makes me sad.

But uh hell. Everything’s fixing to pick back. I’m trying to remind myself that. You know, I borrowed twenty dollars from my ex-wife and twenty dollars from my friend Emily and it’s like

It’s okay. You know, I’ll get paid in

2 and a half days, and Everything will be fine. It’s my favorite time of year, the weather’s. Awesome, it’s cold as hell. But who cares? I’m, I’ve got a heater in the garage and I’ve got my warm clothes on and yay. Haha. Thank you. Please.