Tuesday

1:23 PM
Okay, Let’s start this again.

God damn. Okay.

Yeah, I’m trying to, I’m trying to get around and uh, to pawn my um,

Effects processor. Yeah, for like maybe twenty dollars. And uh, for gas. Yeah, haha and maybe some tacos because it’s Taco Tuesday, at Del Taco. I don’t know.

I’ve also got to finish my chores for last week.

Which I was going to do yesterday, but I had to go look at this room with my roommate about painting it which I may or may not get to do, it depends I guess on a few things. I’m not really sure the specifics.

Though, I tell you though, 1 thing about

Life. Yeah, I was trying to think of how to put that I paused for like a second. I’m like a, a lot of seconds. Um, It was like all your friends and family, especially like your younger relatives. I have a little cousin Who I’m 6 years older than him? And I used to think that was this huge age Gap, you know, when you’re 45 and he’s 39, it’s not that big of an age Gap. But when you’re, you know,

12 and he’s 6. It’s it is. Yeah and he’s just um He posted some stories on Facebook. And it’s so crazy because he looks older than I do. Um, And he’s like,

He’s a Symphony conductor though. Like that’s the point I’m trying to make is I’m really proud of him. He was the most annoying little shit of a kid. Oh my God. I used to just couldn’t stand him. He um,

Oh, he was so pompous and knew everything. And uh, he’s actually is a really intelligent. Um, like super

Uh, intelligent and talented. And his older brother is too. And uh, we all grew up together pretty close. Me and my sister. And him and his older brother and we were all really close. Even though like He was he was always the odd person out though like Me and, his brother and my sister at 1 time, we were all best pals and I’m still pretty close with his older brother. My cousin, Andrew. Yeah, my cousins, Andrew and Nathan. I don’t care to say their names. But uh, It’s just so crazy to see him. He’s like, You know, this middle-aged guy, Uh, but he’s had a really successful Symphony, conductor career, And he was the drum major at the University of Alabama. Uh, at 1 time. Gosh, this was

I’m trying to think of the year.

Fuck like 20 almost said like 2018. It was like 2008. So yeah, or 9 or something.

2010, maybe, um,

But it’s just so crazy. He was just this. Oh my God the most irritating loud. Know it all fucking Just little bastard of a kid and an example of that is his uncle. Wait, my uncle. His dad. Haha Yeah, I don’t know what my brains are firing off. Uh, owned an electric motor shop and that was my first job out of high school. Uh real like you know job I worked for my dad like all the time but that was my first job where I actually like, you know, paid taxes and got an actual paycheck every week, you know, and punched the time clock. Yeah. And um,

He would come in there to help sometimes they would make him work in the Summers and he would just be like my daddy’s the boss. I don’t have to do anything, you know, I’m a little turd and he was like that kid. Yeah, it was so ridiculous. But he’s actually turned out to be like this badass, you know, Symphony conductor guy with his shit together and you know, he has had like this, you know, pretty Um, remarkable career? Yeah, so does his brother His brother has uh my cousin Andrew. Who’s more like a little brother. He’s more like my little brother than my little cousin. I actually probably need to holler at him. I haven’t talked to him, like a conversation with him in several months. But um, Oh, it’s just time. Just gets away from you. You know that’s 1 thing that’s About getting older, you know? That’s another thing. It’s like shit. Where did the time go?

And you know, a lot of people I will talk to who are older than me, They are like Yep. Yeah, then you’re dead. You know, it’s like it’s over. It’s over so fast. Because I have friends who are, you know, in their 60s and 70s, and they’re like, yeah dude. It’s really stupid.

And not everybody has the perspective on time like that either, you know. And then some people are They die in their 20s and 30s. And

You know, there’s a lot of variance there but, um, Yeah, but my other cousin other little cousin, his older, brother. He’s like co-authored medical textbooks in French and Spanish and stuff. It’s

Uh, I’m really proud of them both but growing up, which Andrew was always just like insanely intelligent.

Um, I remember him learning Spanish when he was like a little kid just being taking initiative and he was obsessed with Spanish and he ended up, he has a doctorate in Translation studies. Um, Spanish is his main language, he lived in Mexico City for 10 years and his boyfriend, Luis. Is um,

Yeah, from Mexico City. Oh gosh what a character. Yeah, it’s it’s just funny. I was just thinking about all that because I haven’t

Oh gosh, it’s been 15 years since I’ve uh, really like hung out or talked to anybody any of them. I was just thinking about that. I was like, gosh, because we bought me and my Ex-wife bought their house that they grew up in

From my uncle that I used to work for. And that was the worst job I ever had. Was working for, my uncle was the 2 years. I worked for my uncle, I’ve talked about like, some crappy ass factory jobs, you know, around where I grew up were some of the worst jobs I ever had, but The worst. working for my uncle was the worst. Yeah, my uncle is a miserly. Little shit of a man. He really is. I have absolutely like minimal respect for my uncle. Yeah. Like Basically, none. You know, he’s a fucking turd and uh, he’s like the

Like the little shitty baby version of my dad. Yeah, I don’t know. I would totally say that his face too. That’s why I don’t really care to talk. Like, I’ll totally talk about that in this blog. Haha I can’t stand my fucking Uncle, he’s a baby. And uh, and it’s weird because when I grew up, when I was growing up and I was a kid. I thought him and my dad were like the most Like badass fucking just greatest the 2 greatest guys who ever existed and then when I got to be an adult, I realized that they were not at all. Yeah, I mean, you know, my dad I could say a lot about my dad. But my dad actually like helps people and does stuff, you know, my dad. You know, a lot of that shit. He’s just he was just a shitty dad but as a person, which I mean, you have to kind of factor in like his role as a dad too because You know, like, But my dad does a lot of good stuff for people. He helps people and you know, he’s real active in the community and does a lot of really good things, but my uncle is a like selfish self-centered, you know? Just I mean, just an absolute turd. Yeah, he doesn’t care about anything.

Except his like, bullshit, you know, I don’t even know what he does. He moved He sold his house and moved, uh, I think they, I think they live in like orange beach. Now, you know,

Or Foley. I think Alabama, and he was, I’m just thinking about all this crap. Well, I didn’t really realize what a asshole, my uncle. Truly was until we had a property line dispute, that wasn’t even anything.

It’s really crazy. How people, um,

People can be about things that aren’t that big of a deal just because

They’re I don’t know how to even say that. Yeah. Oh my gosh, I didn’t mean to go off though about my uncle but uh, cuz I haven’t thought about that shit in so long. Yeah, I don’t ever think about that crap. But um,

You never see him at any of the family things like in the last decade you know like you I haven’t seen him

I haven’t, yeah, I guess. Gosh, I haven’t seen my uncle in about 8 or 9 years. Yeah. And I don’t really care to ever, I’ll probably never see him again. I was just thinking about that, I’ll never see my uncle again and my aunt, his wife, who is 1 of the most Unbearable fucking people too. But uh, they made 2 really cool. I guess that’s what they’re uh, yeah. Their redeeming qualities. Are they made? My 2 little cousins, who were like, 2 of my most? Awesome relatives. They are definitely On my dad’s side of the family, they’re my most awesome relatives are my 2, little cousins.

Yeah, I was just thinking about all that

So I mean I guess, you know, they did something right but personally like you know, as people I guess they were great parents. Like you know, and I guess if you really want to look at it, that’s all that matters. Yeah, I don’t know. I’m just thinking just firing off. A bunch of crazy shit. But uh, Yeah. I have, I’ve totally fucked myself with money. Haha I get paid. Oh what was so funny is, I get paid tomorrow, but the catch is. I have enough gas. To get to work but I don’t have enough gas to get home. Yeah. So I thought well I’m going to Pawn my effects processor and I’m not asking My ex wife for any more money cuz I don’t want to have to pay it back and her bitch at me cuz I would just be like, can I borrow 5 bucks? You know,

That’s funny. I’m I’m really like

I’m really dumb about shit. But, um, Like, if I would have put

More of my money in gas like just 5 more dollars. Instead of getting like, uh, another

What is that? What did I buy? I think it was early Monday morning. I got a thing of coffee and a cigar You know, and a donut I think from the Racetrac, if I would have not gotten that. I would have and put that instead in gas because I didn’t need it, you know, I would be fine but

Um, then if I hadn’t done that though, I wouldn’t have Recorded and uploaded pieces of Bob. The video haha and um I did the Facebook, I probably should post that here, right?

And then the uh, feeling the meat song, me, doing the vocals for that, my voice is all fucked up this morning. But um,

I love this time of year, but I think, I’ve

I’ve got, I got some kind of crud or something, you know.

Fuck my brains. What was I saying?

Yeah, I guess it was worth it for like you know, because I got those 2 songs uploaded. Hahaha I know

And you know I might have enough gas to get home. It’s just going to be really close and I don’t want to cut it that close. Yeah.

1:39 PM
This popped up a photo memory. Uh,

Which it wasn’t 3 years ago today when we did it was like 3 years ago.

Like the 10th, I guess. It was. Of um, November of 2022. The kids that I went to Michigan. Yeah, that was like 1 of the most fun adventures we’ve ever been on. That was 1 of the That was like, if not the most fun best adventure. We had ever been on. It was so great. We had so much fun.

We went to Marvin’s Marvelous Mechanical Museum. And uh, we went to Detroit drove around all over and some of that shit was scary. Yeah, we stopped at this Little Caesars and I had no idea. I was in, like this really bad part of town until we stopped there, but it was the best pizza like Little Caesars Pizza I ever had. It was funny and everybody was staring at us, uh, like we were from another planet. It was a, like a, like a this weird neighborhood off in some. Um,

Fuck, I don’t even know. I was, I just typed in like, Little Caesars on Google Maps, and it took me to that 1, that was the closest 1. And it was in like this, like, I guess the ghetto, you know?

Oh, where not a whole lot of white people go. But you know, I don’t ever think about stuff like that. So I was just like, hey I guess we need a, you know, a hot and ready, pepperoni pizza. And it was, it was the best fucking Little Caesar pizza. I’d ever had the kids and I were like, damn, what? A good pizza.

But uh, we stopped in at the McDonald’s, like some McDonald’s somewhere. Uh, Oh, I got like a caramel Fucking coffee drink or something. And there was this guy who was dressed nicer than I was, um, asked me for some money. I was like he was just standing there like bumming from people. And it made me feel weird. I was like, dude. He looked like some retired guy, was just, you know, fucking around.

It was, it was pretty funny.

With that, there were some cool like historic districts that we went to and We went like downtown. Yeah, that was really crazy. They had like the Scientology headquarters or something, and this big sign that said Scientology,

It was funny, you know. I guess this post is all over the map. I was just thinking

This is my favorite time of year, though. That’s what that that trip was so much fun.

Anyways, um, I guess I’m going to wrap this up and probably get a shower.

And then go pawn my thing and go to work or something.

Thank you, please.