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1:31 AM
Oh, Hello. Yep, that’s all. I’ve been doing is sleeping.

I had such an action-packed. Fucking uh, Christmas and stuff. Haha Yeah, it’s like well, you forgot to rest.

So that’s what I’m doing now.

I’m going to kick around.

Probably today. It’s Monday, I guess. Technically. Oh, I’m not going to worry too much about anything. But at some point, I’m going to have to start recording.

But I’ve also been fighting this crud. And that has sucked.

1 of my goals.

Um, For the, the shutdown of where I’m, you know, I’m off work until Saturday is to clean up my room.

So I need to do that at some point, I was planning to play at least 1 open mic night before the end of the year, but I, you know, I don’t know if I’m going to do that. And I don’t know. I just don’t know, I don’t have a lot of money right now until I get paid, and I don’t know. I don’t know exactly when I’m getting paid again, maybe Tuesday.

But I do need to poke around and look just kind of

Reminded me of that.

I have totally lost my wireless charger.

Kind of made me sad. I think I left it in the hotel room, somehow. I don’t know how I did. I looked everywhere for everything to make. Sure I didn’t leave it. But I think I left it.

And that’s the phone I use for video and audio. Uh you know, when I make videos of stuff I’m gonna have to buy another 1. I thought about just buying a whole another phone like a regular phone.

Nothing too fancy. Just 1. That doesn’t uh, Crap out when it gets smudges on it like this phone does, but it works well for uh,

Lots of other things. It’s kind of slow, but it’s not that big of a deal.

I’ve been using 2 phones for.

Shit, over a year now, I guess.

You know. 1 for, um,

Like for phone service to make calls and texts and stuff. And then the other 1 is the uh, you know, what I use for picture taking and video

Mostly it’s faster. Also, use it for editing blog posts.

I can’t remember what I talked about in my last post or if that was something I was telling Peter. I have no idea like, you know, We’re supposed to be like, starting a band but that’s not Really done much. Yeah, the last we practiced that 1 time and It’s not a big deal. It’s just I got my hopes up. Um, I shouldn’t

But uh,

I’ve been having a lot of dreams about 1 of my ex-girlfriends.

And she lives up here and I don’t know what any of that means. She’s been all in my brains though.

This weekend, and it’s crazy. She’s the only 1 I would ever entertain like getting back together with.

She was the absolute best out of all the post divorce, girlfriends. She wasn’t psychotic. She wasn’t evil. It’s just, it was the timing I guess, if I would have met her either, instead of my ex fiance or maybe about a year after It would have been different but I was so screwed up when I met her and she had just gotten out of a relationship too and wasn’t Really ready for anything or looking for anything serious. She was just

I guess needing somebody to be there.

But not in a serious capacity, and Well, I never dated, you know, she’s the first chick, after my ex-Wife, who I actually like regularly went out and did stuff with and

She was the cutest sweetest lady I ever.

Met. Yeah, but you know, she was

I don’t know, I don’t really even know. How to say anything like there wasn’t really anything wrong with her

You know, nobody’s perfect and

I don’t know what that means because, you know, I don’t know. Yeah, I don’t know anything.

Gosh, she sure.

Sure was my favorite. Girlfriend ever, even though it You know, only lasted a couple of months or so. And

I’m the 1 who broke it off. Yeah. But it’s it’s kind of a long story, but it’s not, but it’s basically, it was just

Almost 7 years ago. Yeah. So I mean

Oh shit, I don’t know. What else can I say about that? It’s just, that’s what’s been in my brains. It’s weird when uh, I actually have dreams about stuff because I don’t dream about stuff like that very often. And then when it happens, it’s like remarkable.

Yep.

I think it’s raining outside.

I also think I have a can of tamales.

Part of me wants to go up to the RaceTrac gas station. Yes. And uh, get Coffee.

And maybe something to eat. And come back and practice my music.

Actually think that’s what I’m going to do now. I’m going to edit this and post it and then go fiddle with music stuff. Yay. Haha, haha. Yay.

Thank you, please!