TUESDAY MORNING

6:10 AM
Well I guess. Yeah, part of me wants to make a blog post. Um it’s funny because I’ve been posting somewhat more regular than I did there for about a month.

I went like maybe 2 or 3 weeks without making a post. And then I made a post and it blew up and like fucking 20 people read it, and it went all over the place. And that hasn’t happened again though, like, I’ve posted and 3 or 4 people will read it or something. I don’t know. I don’t know how all that works. But uh,

I was like, Yay. Yeah. Now I’m just like whatever I guess it’s back to just being regular you know the 3 or 4 people who Look at my stuff and react to it. I don’t know.

It’s it’s different blogs are different. I’m not as popular.

On like any platform as I used to be and that’s actually okay.

You know, you get to a point it’s like, well, why are you doing it after? I mean, at first I was doing it because I love doing it, it’s fun. And then it’s like you start getting Uh, lots of Attention I guess and you get used to that and then it goes away and it’s like, what is wrong with me? What did I do wrong but you know, I didn’t do anything wrong. It’s just

Not something I should ever worry about, but I, I do, I don’t know. It’s stupid.

I figure, I’ll probably never have anything more than a cult following, you know, like a tiny

Anything following like with my music and art and everything, like I’ll never I never get out though. Yeah, I never get out and do anything with it and I’ve been discouraged the last few days because I’ve had this crud And it has affected my singing voice. And to the point where it’s like, well, I can’t go out and perform a lot of my songs that I have to hit high notes, which is, uh, A lot of over half of them. So I got a list of 6 songs, which is all I need for an open mic night anyways.

Uh, Right? Yeah, like you know what? 15 10-15 minutes of crap.

And uh so I got uh 6 songs that I don’t have to just yell out a bunch of crazy shit and they’re still cool songs. Um there’s the Brittany song which is very easy to sing. Although It’s actually 1 of my more difficult songs to play. And then there’s concrete block house, which I’ve kind of made a different version of Uh, for standard tuning, it sounds kind of Sad and it’s kind of retarded but uh I don’t know, I’m going to try it and then there’s Donde Vas

Uh, which is, uh, the daemonette song, well 1 of them. Yeah, demonita I don’t know, I guess that’s, uh,

The French, the French dominative. Fucking uh, the menu. The menu.

Really. (Diminutive)You stupid app even though it is a miracle, that it picks anything up, I say even remotely, correct? Correctly. Yeah. Um, haha

The song called granddaddy which is uh actually really funny. I made up because I was like I had this fascination with Grady Reeves as a kid And uh, it’s a song about him being my granddaddy. Yeah, but he’s not. For real, you know, at least to my knowledge I don’t know it’s just a silly song and then there’s the dinosaur song. Uh, which is fucking with my brain because I’m used to playing it on Banjo and when I convert it to guitar, it switches up the the position of the Like it it’s played practically in like a box, you know, from F to B flat to G to C. And uh, It’s pretty straightforward to play that on the banjo on guitar. It’s uh it’s still in a box but the Um, My brain is used to the banjo of it, playing of it and the guitar fucks up my brain. So I’ve got to practice that some more and then there’s the feeling the meat song, which is, uh, A fun 1.

Out of, let’s see.

  1. 2 songs? Yeah. 22 songs.

I’ve got 24 rowed down, but Written down. Yeah, but I don’t you know, there’s the uh, the world song. I don’t think I’m going to do that on guitar. And then there’s, uh, Oatmeal time.

Oh, and blue velvet. Yeah, I never have. I haven’t, I still haven’t. Um,

Tried to practice that.

There’s this voice thing, they keep advertising. And my voice was great there for about a week. And then I started getting this crud And it sucks. Um this there’s this voice thing, they keep advertising, I’m going to buy it, I heard nothing but great things about it. So, I’m going to do that.

Um, I don’t know.

I just got to figure out, I mean, I want to play

1 open mic night before the end of the year. I don’t know how that realistic that is going to be though, but um, That’s my plan.

Yay. Uh yeah, I don’t know what else to talk about. I just wanted to make a post about all that crap. Yay.

Yay, again, and again, and again. Yay. Yay, yay! Yay! Yay! Yay! Yay! Yay!

Thank you. Please.

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