HAPPY NEW YEAR OMG

4:44 AM
Oh,

What am I doing?

I am in the parking lot of work! That’s right. Oh my goodness. Got to work half a day today and then uh,

Off tomorrow and then it’s back to work like normal. Well, guess what happened and I guess I made all those posts password protected but um, Lo and behold my roommate needed me again. She needs me again to paint another room. That somebody at this time, though, it’s it’s like about halfway done. They got the primer on it. I don’t know the circumstances. About this particular thing, but I’m going to have to put, like probably 2 coats of the regular paint on it and, uh, you know, probably a couple coats or so of the trim of the white trim paint.

I don’t know. It’s just like, okay.

I’m gonna do it, of course. And, you know, I, I would say like this or that but I have no idea. Hopefully, I can at least get like a 100 bucks out of it. And I really actually need the money. So um it’s fine. And I hope she’s not going to try to take it off the rent. I hope she gives me the actual like money for it. When I’m finished, hopefully, I’ll be finished with it tonight. It shouldn’t take me that long though.

But um,

Yeah, that’s what I got to do. Like, she messaged me Thursday night at the last minute needing all this done. And I was sick yesterday. I guess that’s why I didn’t get it finished yesterday. I got sick. I got sick as fuck. I don’t know.

Exactly why maybe something I ate. I don’t think it was a virus but I don’t know. It was fucking awful and

So I didn’t really get to do anything yesterday. But uh yeah work. Hopefully I’ll be done today by 11:00.

And then, uh,

Paint paint. Paint, paint paint. I brought my clothes for painting. And then, um,

Yeah, uh maybe I’ll get that done tonight so I won’t have to fuck with anything tomorrow. I can just rest up. To get back to work as as normal as normal for normal. Haha Yeah like until the other shutdown the upside to that though is I’ve got 128 Hours of vacation time so hey yeah what is that equate to like

And I have 2 phones again. Yep. Uh, found my charger. It was in a bag in my storage unit. I must have forgot to get it out.

I’m still fighting this crud too. That’s what sucks. Is I’ve got this Crap I’ve had for a couple weeks. And I’m still fighting that. Let’s see, 128 divided by 5. So, I’ve got

You know, a little over 3 weeks.

Oh, 4 weeks, I guess of vacation if you count You know, 5 day work weeks. Yeah, that’s

Like a month worth of vacation. Yep, that’s pretty awesome. I think. And this is a really great job. You know, I’m not complaining. It’s just like, dang, I did a lot of stuff. While I was, Was off, I worked on music. A lot of music.

Um, everything. Yeah. And that’s what I was going to do, though, that’s what sucks is like, I was going to record. I was going to use the last, you know, like tonight and tomorrow at the storage unit but It’s okay. You know, I’m going to do a great job and make the paint look good. And hopefully, I’ll at least get a hundred dollars out of it. And I don’t know what else to say. Yeah.

I guess, you know, I bitched a lot and I did make those Uh, posts password protected, but I guess I do love my roommate though. I do.

I really do. Yeah. Sorry. So anyways, What else can I say? Um yeah, it’s been a fun 2 weeks. Uh, what like well?

Yeah, give or take. And now I’m just ready to get this shit over with. I’m fixing. To

Get my bottle of water and go into the plant, I have coffee too, and um, hang out in the break room until the shift starts. Like normal. And I don’t know, I’m actually kind of excited to get back to work. I love my job, I don’t know, it’s not that bad. This is the best Factory job in the state of Alabama.

So yeah and I’m really lucky. Super fucking lucky to have this job.

I miss my kids.

I really, really miss my kids. And there’s an asshole with their headlights on in the parking lot. I don’t understand.

And it’s not just like a normal either. It’s like those super bright LED headlights. Oh, that reminds me too. Like my friend Peter He swears it’s a conspiracy to like turn us against each other with these super bright Lights

Yeah, these like fucking that it’s like a conspiracy to turn everybody against each other. And women have porn brain, you know, like Because porn is normalized in American culture now and he’s not wrong. I don’t know, it’s just funny. It’s like stuff Eric would say, which Eric also claims that uh, They’re supposed to be like a big rift in the red States and the blue States at some point and you’re going to have to like choose what state you live in and you have to earn the right to live in a red State. That’s what he said. That’s what he told me.

And he believes that you know and I’ve never heard anybody else, talk about that except him. I’m just thinking about like my friends, you know who don’t have jobs and They just make up. I say they make up stuff in their head. They watch crazy YouTube videos and It just gets to them, I don’t know. It gets them like off into outer space about everything. My ex fiance was like that. And the chick last year Natalie, my friend Natalie. Who, uh, Maybe in an alternate universe you know we dated or something but uh yeah she was like that too.

And, and it’s all over the map. Like it’s not just like, you know,

Um, It. It transcends like political ideologies. It’s like there’s nuts all over the map. Yeah. I love my friends though but it’s it’s just crazy to hear some of the stuff that they think and then I’m crazy because you know, I have Conversations with dead people. They’re not dead though. They’re just somewhere else. Haha. Ha

I’ve been reading this stuff talking about, you know, how reality could be a simulation and all this, but it’s like, you know, by that logic. Everything’s a simulation, you know? I mean, if you want to look at it, like, what isn’t, what is a simulation, what’s real? Anyways, you know,

Oh my the the Unfathomable immeasurable, uh, yeah. Unfathomable Y’all immeasurable um void. That’s That’s real for me.

Hahaha. I’m like always by myself unless I’m with my kids or I’m at work. Yeah.

I don’t know what else to say. Um, But it’s a new year. Yeah, I forgot about that. It’s 2026. Gosh, what a crazy thing and it’s, uh, it’s remarkable how much time is just zipped past. The last 25 years, you know, I’ll uh, I’ll watch Facebook reels and stuff. People playing video games, like doom and all this shit. And I remember when all that came out and I thought that was just. Wow. I couldn’t believe it was like

Like oh my gosh and you know looking back on it it’s it’s so cheesy looking and fucking crappy but it’s

Uh,

Brings back a lot of memories too, it’s just crazy that was 30 years ago.

A little over 30 years actually but it was, you know, I was like 15 when I finally got a computer that would run Doom

At an acceptable like Smooth frame rate and I couldn’t believe it.

And then I got like other games. So I got into the hexen and the heretic games. And, uh, Quake came out when I was a junior in High School, might have been, it might have been my, junior year. I can’t remember.

But I had a computer that would run Quake, uh, When I was 16 that November, I think um, I got a I got a computer that would run all that shit. Guess it was my junior year.

And uh, yeah, I’ve talked about this in a post not too long ago actually. It was a pentium, 2 166. Yeah, I’m pretty sure that’s what it was and it would run all those games. I was so happy. And you could play Quake online but I had dial-up internet so it really wasn’t that great.

My ex-wife never could understand that. Like, when I finally was when we moved in together, when we lived in Jacksonville, Alabama, and she was going to college, and I guess I was too, but, uh, we had high speed internet and that was the first time I ever could get high speed internet. And I went nuts and she couldn’t understand. You know, she thought I was just a stupid asshole and I guess I kind of was about video games but it was like, I couldn’t believe it, you know.

Oh my goodness.

Me.

Um,

Yeah, it’s a new year and uh I guess I’m just going to like focus on saving money and doing stuff with the kids, more fun, bigger things. And uh my music.

Yeah.

I guess I guess 1 of the things though, about it being a new year.

That I kind of neglected um to mention is it’s not a big deal. It doesn’t seem like a big deal anymore. It’s like, oh yeah. Well there’s another 1 down. You know, I wonder how many more I get to see in this? With this Incarnation. Yeah. I don’t know. Yay.

Ehall. I said Yeehaw, I don’t know what kind of People say the other 1, but thank you. Please!

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