WEDNESFDAY NIGHT

6:32 PM

Okay. Yeah, let’s do it. Let’s make a post.

Well, I made 1 this morning and I went too far talking about stuff. Haha But I kept it. So, there it is.

And uh,

I’m tired, but I don’t feel bad.

I just ate a whole bunch of delicious. Nommy. Hot food. From Culver’s. I haven’t eaten at Culver’s. In a few weeks, in a couple of weeks. When’s the last time I ate there?

Uh, I didn’t eat there, the whole Christmas. Like the whole winter shutdown. That, uh, Did I? I said, Probably about the middle of December 3 weeks 2 or 3 weeks.

I think.

Shit, I don’t remember.

I don’t know why I’m trying to not talk. So loud, it’s not picking anything up.

Great.

I don’t know. It’s like I had more to say than that, I don’t I don’t know.

Oh, I talked to that girl. Yeah, today I was, I made that post about it this morning and she must have seen that friend request because uh,

I was standing in line, like we stand around in a semicircle. To like warm up doing stretches and shit,  we were just getting ready to do that for the meeting our group. Lead comes in and tells us a bunch of stuff and reads off this thing, all the announcements. Uh, sometimes 1 of the team leaders, does it,

Depends, I guess, but she came right up there and stood next to me. And I looked at her, and I couldn’t believe it for a second. And I was like, oh my gosh. And finally, I was just like, you know? Cuz like what do I say? You know, what do I say? And I finally ask, are you on our team? Haha And she’s not though, but that’s what made it funny. And then she like, kind of brushed it off and said No. Haha and then like, ran back and talked to these other guys that she always runs up and talks to. Uh, and I was just like, well, That’s silly. Yeah. And uh, I don’t know. But

At least I talked to her. So that’s the first time

I’ve worked there for 9 months.

And uh,

Wait. 10 months. I’ve been there for 10 months now. Yeah, and it’s the first time, I’ve said, like a single word to her, I don’t know. I said, yeah, I know it’s like gosh, wow. Yeah. 10 months and She’s like, you know,

Drives me absolutely crazy too. I was standing around. Um,

The other day, I guess, I think it was Saturday. It might have been Monday, I don’t remember. But uh she just like I was stocking these parts up. Uh,

I think it was Monday. Yeah, and I was like, filling up this thing full of Parts because it makes things easier.

Uh,

Yeah. Anyways so when I was just not paying attention to shit and then all of a sudden she just runs up and was like blah blah blah blah blah to these 2 Team lead guys, I called them the Roberts Because that’s their names. There’s 2 Roberts and I made up a song about it and everything. 2 Roberts on Robert so Robert! And it just scared the living hell out of me. And I was like, oh my God, what do I do? What do I say? Cuz I wanted to say, you know, hey To her then but I don’t know. And I have no idea if like You know, she thinks I’m retarded or if it’s like, I don’t know, but

Well, I know like when I finally worked up the nerve to talk to helmet, girl, she uh, ignored the shit out of me the next time I saw her. So I mean I don’t know like these Co-worker chicks, drive me nuts. They really do.

But I love them. You know, I just I love all The all of them, they’re all really special sweet. Ladies because you have to be a little different to work at a car factory. Yeah, yeah.

Oh shit, gosh. It’s just picking up everything completely wrong though.

Uh,

What else can I say? I need to, uh, I need to practice my music. I need to get a shower. I haven’t had a shower.

Since Monday. So yeah, I probably should just be that. It’s I just fell asleep.

I should probably do that. Yeah, I fell asleep. This stupid fucking app. I fell asleep. Um,

Last night at like 6:30 and slept the whole fucking night. I woke up for like an hour and then went back to sleep and then I overslept, I don’t Remember if I talked about that this morning, if I talked about how I overslept, A whole bunch and like an hour? Yeah, a whole fucking hour

Um, Which is a big. Like,

It makes a big difference. Yeah. If I leave at 4 or 4:15, if I get up at put, my alarm goes off. If I get up when my alarm goes off, Yeah, then you know I get a shower and everything. I’m usually out the door by like 4:15 and that puts me in the parking lot of work about 15 till 5 give or take. I usually stop at the gas station. But uh, this morning it was like 5:30 when I got to work.

And uh, I didn’t stop at the gas station.

Yes, I did. Yeah, I did.

Anyways. Yeah, I don’t know my brains it started thinking about that chick but it’s like

I really am like though. Way overdue for another romantic entanglement.

Because I haven’t uh it’s just been so long years and years, you know, on purpose mostly on purpose. Yeah.

But I’m not as motivated as I used to be about it. You know, The first couple of years after the divorce I was like, oh my gosh, I want a girlfriend, you know, and I had them.

And it almost fucking killed me and I’m not really wired like a lot of people

Just wanted to love 1, woman forever. Forever and ever. And uh, I’m zero for 6. So Yep.

I forget how much I like Culver’s. If I don’t eat it.

For a long time, I think my 2, favorite places to eat at up here. Is Culver’s and the, uh,

Whole Foods. Food Bar. Yeah, I don’t I can’t think of anything else. I like more than those 2 places.

I almost got some ice cream. I wished I would have, but I didn’t.

I didn’t want to overdo, I didn’t want to spend any more money. I went to the Dollar Store and I got 2 cans of SpaghettiOs which are a dollar fucking 70. Now, Yeah. And uh,

2 cans of tamales 3 bags of those. Plain Flavored. Uh, Dollar General brand, the Clover, Valley potato chips, which are my absolute favorite, fucking potato chips.

And a box of those droo mixes. Drink mixes. Yeah, with the energy. Drink. You just mix in a bowl of water?

A bottle. Yeah. Maybe it’s me, maybe I’m just talking about fucking stupid. That stupid, this stupid. I’m talking this fucking stupid. Yeah, I just like that. Thanks. Um,

Shit. Yeah. And uh

I started to get they were out of honey buns. At the Dollar General. I don’t remember exactly where Winchester Road leads up to But it was.

Slammed. With traffic like going, 1 Direction, going, the direction I was going but not a lot of traffic on the way, back to the house.

I don’t know, I’ve got to look that up because I used to know off the top of my head where it went, but I’m not 100% sure anymore.

I want to say it comes out way up on like 431 or something.

Hey, why don’t I just look that up right now?

Let’s see.

That goes to New Market.

Whoa, it goes all the way up to damn Tennessee.

Okay, it

It goes not at all where I thought it went. It goes to Aura. Fucking Tennessee.

Elora. Yeah, exactly. That

Crap.

What is?

Uh, what’s the 1 that goes to? Uh,

I guess it’s Morris Mill Road.

That goes up.

No, it’s not either.

That’s the 1. I thought came out at like,

Close to Hazel, Green. Oh fuck, I don’t know.

I don’t remember anything. I knew all this shit. When I did generators.

But yeah, I didn’t realize that.

Winchester Road just goes.

I will have to go up that Road. 1 day.

Because, I can purchase. Lottery tickets.

Holy shit, right?

Haha, okay. Well, um I don’t know what else to say. I need to get a shower and

I’m going to.

I said I’m going to try and like stay up and do music but I don’t think that’s going to happen. But I need to, I need to practice. Like I’m never going to get my voice back in shape. I’m finally over this crud

I’ll never get my voice.

In shape. If I don’t practice. It’s my greatest asset. You know I quit smoking. I haven’t smoked in over a month. I quit drinking. I’m doing great. I just need to practice.

Right? Yes. Thank you, please.