WEDNESDAY NIGHT

10:14 PM
I don’t know. I woke up a couple of hours ago. It’s 1 of those nights where I fell asleep too early.

Gosh, when did I get home? 6 Something I guess I had went to Sam’s Club and uh yeah like I talked about in my last post and the cafe at the 1 off of uh, I guess, Holmes Avenue.

It’s sucks so bad, the people who work there, I guess they probably can’t find anybody better to work there but they just don’t they like They’ll be so.

Just slammed full of people.

And they don’t give people their orders. In the order that like by the number that they, you know, their order number Like people and this is the isn’t the first time I’ve noticed this happened. The last time I came to this to the Sam’s Club up there.

Uh, Just people standing in line and they walk up and they’re like, hey, I had this and they give it to them irrespective of the order number and that’s it. Like, they don’t. It’s stupid. Yeah. I mean, they don’t do it by their order numbers. Usually they call them out, it’s like order number 408, which is what my order number was.

Uh, Or you know order number 256 they don’t do that at this particular Sam’s Club Cafe its It’s really bad and there’s another Sam’s Club on the other side of town.

Um, that’s actually really good but It’s way out of the way. Uh, if I’m If I’m driving home from work.

But I’ve tried all the uh, you know, the places there’s Costco and there’s uh

BJs and all the stuff, they have similar items. The only thing that sets them apart is their cafes. I like the Sam’s Club Pizza better than any of the other places. But Costco has the best hot dogs. Haha Yeah.

Uh, But Sam’s Club has the better pizzas.

The hot dogs, aren’t bad, but the people who work there are way worse at this particular, Sam’s Club.

Oh, and

I guess I probably ought to go to the doctor. I’m just not

That Keen on Spending the money for it right now. I don’t know why.

There’s a walk-in clinic where I work. I wouldn’t have to wait like a regular doctor’s visit. They just be like, oh yeah, you need some Fucking antibiotics.

But I have been fighting this shit for close to a month.

I felt fine when I got home, I was just really tired and I woke up and now I’m coughing.

It’s stupid.

I’m trying not to like lose perspective on everything and

Oh, I’ve just been getting really detached lately. It’s like gosh, I wasn’t over the weekend when I had the kids so I was like, Yay, with kids. But the last few days, I’ve just been like, what the hell am I even doing?

You know, gosh.

I don’t know, I don’t want to talk about ladies from work anymore. I know it’s silly and what’s so Even more stupid is. I mean, they never do though. Nobody from like, where I work. Now at least That I can tell the last 7 or 8 months, have not looked at my blog. Nobody looks at my blog, like there’s a link up on Instagram and on Facebook but nobody ever reads this shit. Nobody cares. Except people from WordPress and Brittany, haha you know, like But I don’t even I’ve been noticing a lot of off hits but it’s not from any particular thing like you know, a referrer

Usually it’ll tell you if, uh, somebody Looks at it from Facebook or Instagram or if they’ve Googled it. Or any search engine. Yeah. And my other blog that’s what was so funny about it is Um, which, you know, it it was a few years back but Uh, when it was in its Heyday which was like 2022 and 2023, Like I would get hits from all over the place. Across the board. This 1 isn’t, it’s mostly from WordPress. Which is good. I don’t know, I guess I’m half expecting some crazy chick to because they do pop up all the time on the people I may know or on my Instagram, uh, suggested accounts. But then it’s like whatever, you know, the only

It’s just stupid. I feel so stupid.

Oh my God.

I probably shouldn’t though.

But I have been working out regularly this week and uh, last week,

I’ve been doing a lot of reps with, uh,

With heavier weights and that’s like, That’s great that I’ve worked myself up to that.

It’s been a really long.

It’s taken a long time to get to that point.

I don’t know. It sucks that I can’t just like, sleep more than 2 or 3 hours at a time. I mean, sometimes I can, but You know, I was kind of hoping I don’t know what, I’m going to fall back asleep. I hope. Um, because I had been up

Since like midnight, you know, a little after midnight uh yesterday Not yesterday. I don’t know what I’m talking about. All day long. Haha

Getting distracted.

Shit. I don’t know. Facebook changed their Layout again and it’s stupid. It’s like you have you can list your hobbies or something but it took all my music away. I had like

Gosh, probably 30 songs up there and I’m not going to dig around and find all those again and put them back on my profile.

But then I looked at it from 1 of my fake accounts and it was like well it looks normal but that’s it might just be the account. I don’t really know.

It was kind of funny, though, with me, and like, social media because I used to be all about it. I used to could say that like, Facebook. And, uh,

I guess mostly that you know at 1 time this was ten years ago and then it hits me. It’s like gosh that much time has passed, but probably 70% of my social life. Outside of, you know, uh like my marriage and the kids and stuff. Was on social media but that was like, when I was super active in the polyglot groups

And that has uh gosh. I think I’m in a handful of those groups now, but I got out of most of those groups because of the

Really. Unhealthy people. And I would get into it with those people because they were full of crap and I would be like, hey, you guys are full of crap. And they didn’t like that. And so it just it would turn into like a Just a big crazy bunch of shit. I have a lot of people blocked from the polyglot Community here.

Yep. And I am, uh,

Hated by quite a few people too, but all of the, uh, really cool ones all the important. People from that, uh, From from there. I keep using the word Community I guess. But uh, Yeah, they all love me. I’ve still got probably

30 some odd friends from the polyglot community that I still keep up with Who are like, You know, they They like me just fine, some of my really good friends actually like, my friend, Rebecca

And uh,

I talked about that in a post, you know, the other day like probably about

A lot, I don’t know. I just wanted to make a post now because um maybe it’ll help me fall back asleep while I’m editing it. I was going to get a shower when I got home and I was like, well, I’m just too tired and now I’m not

I’m like, I’m awake. It sucks.

But I got tomorrow. And then Friday and then I have the weekend again and it’s supposed to be Stupid cold. But I got my space heater and I got my other space heater. So, I can go out in the garage. And work on music.

Um, because it’s supposed to get really icy and everything. But then it’s, If it’s not that bad, I’m probably going to go to my storage unit.

And next week is the last week of day shift.

And it’s back on nights.

Night shift is my favorite shift.

I like Nights the best.

Like,

Sleeping all day. And staying up all night.

Also like where I work at night better because All the management, you know, they’re mostly on days, so it’s It’s a lot more laid-back and people are a lot less. Um,

Up in your shit. I guess. Haha Yeah.

Which is nice. I don’t know, I feel better talking now.

I’ve got to, uh,

Got to work out some more songs. This last 1 I made up in Spanish and then I have a Japanese song. I’m going to work on

And uh, I don’t know. I have some extra money. Actually, I’m going to probably If it’s the weather’s not that awful or anything, Uh, this weekend, I might get the kids for supper, or like Saturday night, or for like lunch Sunday or something.

But I need to uh, I need to buy this vocal trainer thing. It’s like a device that uses back pressure to Make your vocal cords better. I’m going to do that.

Maybe that’ll help. My singing voice is actually decent right now though, for what I’ve done with it, because I quit smoking.

It’s kind of funny. But I guess I’m going to get up and get a shower. So I’ll have to do that.

So, I don’t have to do that before I leave and Yeah, it’s not the morning yet. It’s only like 10:30.

Yay me. Thank you, please.