TUESDAY MORMnIHŊG??!!

5:25 AM

Am I even supposed to make a post? This morning, maybe.

Uh, attempt after attempt.

It’s like 10 degrees Fahrenheit, do the the symbol do the symbol 10 degrees Fahrenheit, It’s like 10 degrees. 10 degrees. It’s 10 degrees. It’s 10 degrees. 10 degrees.

10 degrees Fahrenheit. It’s 10 degrees Fahrenheit. Fuck you. It’s 10°.

Thanks. Fahrenheit. Yay. I’m just going to leave all that up there.

I have been.

Yesterday was the laziest I have been.

And oh, I’d say like,

Since the shutdown. But

I was pretty lazy. Yeah, I don’t know yesterday. It was so cold.

I can’t believe I went out and got Culver’s though. I shouldn’t have done that.

Because that was $23 and it sucked. It’s like nobody there. Wanted to be there. You could tell and they were just retarded. And there’s this 1 Guy and when I first like met him like taking my order, he was real personable and uh Actually kind of annoying but I thought he was okay until last night. You know, when I got my stuff and they forgot my Sunday. I was like, I had to I had to get out of my car and go in and be like hey y’all forgot my Sunday. And they. They just did a bad job. My sandwich wasn’t that great. It wasn’t as fresh as it should have been seemed like

I just blew a bunch of money. That I didn’t really have. I could have got Taco Tuesday. I’m not going to be able to do that. Today, I’m not going to be able to get taco Tuesday. Well, maybe if I spend my cash, But uh,

That’s what’s happening right now in my brain. Yep.

But I, um, I don’t know. I need to like Stop feeling this way. As in like, I feel like I’m just, I’m so burned out right now. But,

I like, don’t forget how hard things were this time last year when I was working at Target and

Like that job was so much. The people, there were great.

Uh, but the job I have now is so much better like it’s not even comparable.

And if I didn’t have this job, I’d be working some bullshit fucking job like Target and it was You know. It was.

Or Polaris.

More fucking uh, Coler.

Yeah, cooler.

Cooler of the company that makes. It’s cooler. Kohler

Well anyways, I’ll have to type that in

It picks up the craziest fucking words sometimes, but like the Color that makes sinks and fucking all that shit.

Yeah, it doesn’t pick that up. They also make yeah, they make generators. They make crappy generators.

With redundant Components. In their voltage, regulating systems.

Due to patent issues. I imagine it’s like

Stupid.

Yeah, sometimes I really do miss generators. I was thinking about that last night after I made that post it was like You know. Sometimes it got pretty crazy, but most of the time, it was a pretty good gig. It really was

It was a great gig except for having to deal with my dad and

My step cousin all the time over and over and over every day. And, My dad, just always treated me. Like I was stupid and nobody else ever has

Treated me like my dad treated me and no woman ever treated me like my ex-wife treated me. Yeah, it’s crazy. Like, But what sucks about that is I’m so screwed up. That uh, for a long time if a woman didn’t treat me like garbage, it felt wrong. Until I got mixed up with Hannah. Haha #5, she was the worst Lady in the Universe. One of them. Yeah, you know, but that’s another reason I’ve been

Single for so long. But now it’s to the point where I just don’t care. I don’t know why I talk about it. It’s like, Well, I don’t really have a whole lot else going on in my brain. I wish I could have practiced guitar more yesterday.

And I wish that uh oh I got to get gas.

Well, I’ll do that here in just a minute.

I don’t know, it’s like, dude, your life’s pretty good? I was talking about, I mean, like, what I was talking about last night, you know, like, I’m trying to the like place. I feel like I’m in like, you know, the the, that, the waiting room part deal. I mean, that, Yeah, but

Oh, It’s not.

Hell or anything. Yeah, it’s actually okay most of the time and like I get paid tomorrow and guess what? I’m going to do this weekend.

I’m going to get the kids. If I don’t do anything else, I’m going to get the kids Saturday.

This Saturday night. We’re going to go do something fun.

Because I miss the crap out of them. That’s all I care about but I want a music career and I would actually love to have a special lady. Because it’s just that part of me is really going to waste.

You know, but like at the same time, It’s fine and uh you know I don’t know about co-worker ladies. I love them. I do. You know, and that’s the thing. Is uh,

If it’s meant to be, it’ll happen.

And I’m not really like.

I don’t know, I just can’t wait to get. To the uh, gas station? Yeah. Nobody’s on the fucking roads, though. It’s crazy. I mean, they’re starting to be up here where the factories are. You know, uh, there’s a little more. There’s a few more people, but

Like, holy shit.

We’re almost there.

Almost there.

To the gas station. I don’t know. I should have got gas yesterday. I should have instead of going to Culver’s, I should have went and just got gas. And got like, got seriously, got like 10 dollars worth of gas. And then I couldn’t have gotten Culver’s.

Ha ha ha. Yeah.

I wonder though like Sometimes I wonder and where I used to work at up here, Uh, I used to work in the weld Department. And, And, That was probably the best all-around Factory deal. I had ever and I didn’t realize it until I left and came back.

Oh, there’s ice. Oh my God. But um, anyways It was just coming off the exit. I was going slow.

But at least I got to come back. But I was just thinking, I was like, I wonder if, uh,

Anybody, I hired in like anybody who was there, I guess there are. There’s like my friend Dana. Yeah. But I just I think about uh there were a few other people. I wonder if they’re still there. And I wish, God, I wish I hadn’t left but I did.

And maybe, you know, I’ll get I’ll be there a year in about a month, a little over a month.

I’ll be there a year.

Oh my God. Yeah. But like maybe I can get some other like, offline job. I don’t have to get into the maintenance program right now. I can’t do that anyways until I’ve been there another year.

And uh, it’s just the way it is. It’s okay. Hey, let’s do pump number 12.

I’m just glad I’m only getting 5 dollars. I’ll be right back.

Oh my God.

Yeah. So anyways, there was this big

Hello.

Yeah, this phone now. It’s starting to like Be weird about other stuff.

There’s like this access.

And it tries to pick up the Wi-Fi. Yeah, anyways, uh,

It’s just stupid. This fucking guy. I was waiting in line and I should have let the lady behind me go because this guy screwed up my fucking stuff. I told him, 3 times, I’m going to have to pay for my coffee and my gas separately and he keeps he kept ringing it up, I’m like I got to pay for it separately and finally, you know, after the third time, telling him that he rings it up both of them together. He either wasn’t listening. Or being an asshole. Haha Anyways, and it’s like, I have to pay for them separate. I got just enough money on 2 cards to get coffee on one and Gas with the other. And so he has to go get somebody to put in a code. And he’s just being a big weird fucking dumbass. It’s like okay, dude. You’re an idiot. You just wasted. I guess probably 5 minutes of my life. Yeah, I wasn’t that bad but it was stupid because if he would have paid attention to what I was saying,

You know.

Yeah, if I were to let the lady behind me, go, uh, I would have already gotten my gas and gotten out of there.

Stupid. Yeah.

I don’t know though, I might have to get gas again actually because I was on empty the where the fuel light was going off.

So, I was just got a little over a quarter of a tank now, but God, you know, people don’t pay attention and it’s not, you know, I just think it was just he just didn’t listen. He’s at work. He’s probably halfway on autopilot. Because I don’t know how many times I would be like hey I want a Black and Mild plastic tip Casino that’s back when I smoked And they would just give me a regular Black and Mild and I’d be, like I said, a plastic tip casino, is that not? Did I not say that out loud? And there’s been a few times. I’ve said that to people, and they got mad. Because they don’t listen.

And they don’t, they just think they know what you said, or they don’t care. They’re just not paying attention. And then you’re like, oh wait, no, no, that’s not it at all. And they’re like, they get mad because it’s their fault. But They get mad anyways because they’re dumb.

And that guy was really fucking dumb. And it annoyed me on a Tuesday Morning where I wish I could have just stayed at home again. But I have to get out and I have to work. And, I don’t know. I feel like now I’m just being an asshole cuz nobody’s perfect. But Fuck that guy. Yeah. Hahaha

It’s like those people at Culver’s yesterday.

But I have

I have lots of like water. I have water bottles that I bought from Walmart. I have Tons of food. I’m going to have to dig around and find my can opener. I guess it’s my roommates can opener but she had a few of them so I was like oh This isn’t Nobody’s using this 1. So I took it. Maybe that’s what my roommate did with that heater, right? That uh I had been using

He’s probably like nobody’s using this heater out here in the garage except I had been, you know, There wasn’t like, there weren’t like 5 different heaters out there. I don’t know. What do I what am I trying to say? Oh and the other 2. Roommates are moving out. So that’s like all the roommates. I don’t like. The 3 roommates, I just could care less for and they’re they’re moving out. They 1 move already moved out. Thank you. And I thought about talking to the boss lady roommate and asking if I could have that room back.

I might do that today actually.

God, I’m gonna have to clean up the room I’m in. Now like really hard if I do But I like that room a lot better than the 1 I’m in. I don’t know. I wish I hadn’t given it to those people. Because they really were, just they’re really not worth.

Anybody going out of their way for Yeah. It’s those are those kind of people.

God though, man. God, I just, I don’t know, sometimes it really bothers me. How ignorant

5:50 AM
Fucking people can be. And they just don’t pay attention, they don’t, you know, and then and then when you get all like a certain way about something, or suddenly become realistic. Haha you are the asshole Forever.

Anyways. That’s uh that’s kind of 1 of the reasons why I like the self-checkouts

Well, I mean, Yeah. Anyways.

Oh yeah. I was thinking, well, you know a lot of people’s going to call in today, but there’s already a big line at the parking lot. So, But I don’t think. I don’t think I’m going to park. Where I did. Friday and walk-in. I’m not going to do that.

I was just trying to mix it up. Oh yeah, that’s right. I was going to walk in. Well, not today because it’s 10°.

But I was going to say out of park over there where the other side of the plant, like the other side, the other half of the plant. You know, and do that all they salted this a lot.

I actually had thought about for a second, maybe even coming into work yesterday. Because they gave you that option.

Uh, it’s like you can come in and work if you want, or you can take PTO. Most, people probably took PTO, most people probably still have PTO. Uh,

Man.

I guess I am. No, I’m just going to Go way down here.

Down here.

Way on down here, I wish I would have got here an hour ago, which is usually when I get to work.

I know, whatever.

Park down here with the churmps.

Um gosh. No. That was my other post attendance. Yeah, it’s like uh post the tent.

Post attempt. Yes. Earlier.

Somebody’s got a dirt bike on their fucking in the bed of their truck.

Now, I’m trying. I’m trying to find the piano.

Holy shit.

3 cans of SpaghettiOs, is it? No, I have

I didn’t know, I had 3, these 3 cans of fucking SpaghettiOs

I got 1 Alegre left.

But,

Thought I had.

I thought I had.

If I do have,

1 is extra energy things. Yeah.

It’s 555. 555 a.m.

I don’t have another 1 of those but guess what? This,

Chips.

That’s my breakfast.

I’ll find the, uh,

Can opener.

Yeah, I’m going to use this other bag with the 3 watts in.

3 Waters in it.

Yep.

Okay, well,

Not a lot of Sense in still sitting out here. Let’s go out in the fucking plant. And edit this article and post it haha.

Thank you. Please.