THURSDAY MORNING

2:41 AM
If I could attach this to my brain somehow. So what I was thinking would be like would scroll across The screen. Like, when I’m talking

But I don’t want that.

Haha, I’m not for real.

Um, because I’m talking really crappy. Hold on.

I think this will work.

Um,

Oh yeah, like

Now, I don’t know what to say because I got my other phone out. And I decided I would record. I would record my voice how crappy it sounds right now.

Awful.

Uh, I’ve just been fighting this crowd. It’s really funny. For the last. Um, Uh,

I said, uh,

Duh. Yeah, I think.

Oh God for like the last month.

And um,

I just, I can’t think. About anything, but the fact that I’m holding this phone, like I’m recording my voice.

As I’m talking and it’s, it’s putting the words up on the screen.

And I’ve just been,

I’ve just been laying around. Napped. I napped, I took a nap earlier.

And I went to Walmart. I went to my storage unit.

And I was going to make a post then. Because they had the heat on and it was so comfy that I sat in there for like an hour. Just Scrolling through Facebook and wanting to make a blog post. Kind of wishing. I had my laptop and the nylon string guitar there, but I didn’t, I got all my stuff and brought it back and I don’t know, really

I guess I wanted to do it. I wanted to like, work on music. But I don’t know if that’s going to happen.

It’s already almost 3:00 a.m. and I don’t know. It’s cold. And it’s okay that I don’t.

That I don’t want to do anything and then when I just turned it off, I couldn’t it was fucking up my brain.

I’ll post. It haha, I’ll post it. Yeah.

That’s how I talk.

And um,

I can’t edit any of the crap out of that 1.

I got orange juice. I drank A a half gallon of orange juice.

I spent some money. I got 1 of those recent cups.

Hearts.

And I regretted it and I had carrot cake. I ate it that

It’s been a pretty good night off. It just It was. Really fast. But then I have to put it into perspective. It’s 2:46 a.m., but like for me with my schedule, my work schedule and everything it’s like 2:46 p.m. It’s still the afternoon, it’s still really early.

Yeah. Well. I just I’m just spaced out.

Um, my voice It, it really sucks right now. So I don’t I’m not going to talk anymore. Thank you, please.