MONDAY

4:37 PM

Oh gosh. I’m driving to work.

Let’s see. Where am I? Madison going through Madison.

Like the main Madison exits. Yeah.

I have, um, About twenty dollars.

I think I still have 1 can of SpaghettiOs.

I’ve got this fucking crud. I’ve been fighting off for a month.

And I was getting better until I got sick.

Last Friday, not this past Friday and it I threw up so much. It made my throat, like all raw and stupid. And it just I’ve been it’s gotten it made it worse.

But uh, last night

I put those fans together. I got all of them done except for 1. And after I did that, I just passed the fuck out. And, um, woke up about 1:45, I passed out around 10:00, you know? Woke up around 1:45 stayed up till 5:30. Fell back asleep, woke up at 11:00.

Fell back, asleep around 1 p.m.

This is actually my second blog post attempt. I feel like I went too far talking about Crap. But, uh, I have, I’ve been kind of bummed out in between like, you know, I think a lot of it, my energy level like, From the fighting off this crud bullshit, which if I’m not any better by Wednesday, I’m going to the doctor Okay, I get paid Wednesday. Somebody just passed my car with weed. I can smell it still. It’s kind of funny. You got to be like,

Really smoking weed.

Pretty hard. You know, I used to smoke weed a lot. I used to be a gigantic pothead. Oh my goodness back. Like 10. 15 years ago. Yeah, I was But after the divorce, I just stopped. I just kind of stopped because it started making me really anxious and paranoid and I I would get like

Crawling inside of myself, and Uh, It was bad. But every now and then though I’ll get, I don’t like smoking things. But I’ll get like some gummies or something.

Every now and then. Yeah.

But it is a nice afternoon. The days are getting longer. Uh, I do miss winter though, like winter. Is fucking I think it’s supposed to be in the 50s and 60s all week. I think it’s in the 70s right now.

But um,

I guess I’m getting tired of being single. I feel like, I’m okay, like You know, just I don’t know why. Brittany unblocked me, I said pretty much that was pretty much the whole story though, you know, minus a whole bunch of other little details that was the gist of what happened. Like that’s like the what happened when I talked about in my last post you know why? I don’t message her and I guess there’s a lot more I could say, but I’m not going to You know. If she really wanted to talk to me. If she really wanted something like, you know, real from me. It would have already happened. And, I don’t know. I really wish I had a girlfriend.

I’ll figure that out, you know? Sometime at some point. But I have about twenty dollars. I have.

Maybe a little over twenty dollars, I have like $9. On my chime. And I have about 12 dollars on my Cash app.

I’ve got I think I’ve got enough gas to get back and forth to work today and tomorrow.

You know, everything ought to be okay. But gosh, it is the like

It’s a nice day. I wish I felt better. I feel like crap.

I got 1 of these, um,

MucineX pills.

Did I take them into the house?

No, they’re right here. And I’ve got 3 of them left.

Plenty of that will make me feel better. I’m going to eat something though.

But I’m almost to the exit. I don’t know. This isn’t going to be a very long post. I was just like blah. I wanted to make a post. I’m going to go to the gym and do a little bit of stuff.

I’ve got my badge. Didn’t forget my badge.

Thing. I’ve got another bottle of water in here, too. I do for my energy drink.

It’s hazy.

Yeah, it’s hazy as hell up here and off Green Brier.

Well. I just passed a dune buggy. Somebody’s got a dune buggy out here. Oh gosh.

Well.

Time for me to eat something. And, I don’t know. I’m at the Racetrac gas station now. So

So yay. Haha, thank you, please.