FRIDAY NIGHT

10:29 PM
Okay, gosh. I just got home like 10 minutes ago.

And I had fun with the kids, we went to eat at El Tapatio, I got Ribeye tacos. They were really good.

And we went and got frozen yogurt from Yogurt Mountain and that place has gone downhill. They still have their fucking Christmas decorations up. Jesus Christ, really?

I just hit it. The remote control to my fan with my arm. And that happens.

Like, Fucking every other time I plop down.

Anyways.

Um, But my daughter has a bunch of stuff going on tomorrow. That’s why I didn’t get them for the weekend, but I miss them. I miss them so much all the time, it’s sucks and they live 2 hours away.

And I hate it. That was a big reason why I left the job I’m at now, you know, 4 years ago and went to Honda.

Yep. But,

Um, shit. Yeah, I’m just laying here. It’s like it’s Friday night! Haha

Um, it’s rotation weekend which means I’m on day, shift starting Monday. That’s going to be.

Interesting. Because every like on the transition from days to nights, it’s great everybody’s happy. They’ve gotten an extra half a day to Sleep or whatever. You know, you get a 2 and a half day weekend. On the transition from days to night, it’s great but on nights to days. It’s, uh, The opposite. You only get a day and a half, and I put in for A PTO today so that’s why I’m not at work. I’ve been looking forward to it for like, 2 weeks. But,

Shit, I didn’t go to sleep till after 10:00 this morning and and I slept till like 2:00 something. So I only got like 4 hours of sleep. And uh, maybe I’ll be able to go to sleep soon. I don’t know, I just got to get back on the day, shift, sleeping schedule. And I have a bunch of crap to do tomorrow around here with the fence and Stuff. I need to Clean up my room.

I got all the trash out of here and a lot of the really bad things the other day and Um, it made me feel, you know, a whole lot better. And I did laundry. I need to do more laundry. And I need to, um, Just clean it up better. I haven’t cleaned my room up in like Since probably October. Yeah.

Really ever since I took all my stuff to the storage unit, my recording equipment, and I was like, I want to do recording in here and I did, I tracked like all my songs? But, uh,

I don’t know, I can do like a bunch of crap here too. Except vocals I can’t do vocals here.

God. Oh my God. Like I can’t record vocals here. I guess I’m just not going to do that.

Not here. I can actually do them in my car off somewhere. It’s Crazy but That’s how I recorded pieces of Bob. Um on the way to work, you know, when I worked at Honda Jesus Christ, you know, that was 3 years ago but um I did I recorded the vocals driving down the road so nobody because the it’s so weird. It’s such a weird song and it doesn’t make sense. If you just heard me sing it so it’s like I don’t know, I don’t know why I care but I do I get real self-conscious about stuff like that. Because that is the that’s 1 of my

Weirdest songs.

But um, I don’t need to stay up all night though, either. I got to got to get back.

On normal people time. Hahaha

Which, uh, you know, I’ll be ready. I’m, I’m ready for that. And then I’ll be ready for night shift, when that rolls around, again next month,

But everybody’s gonna be pissed off next week. Everybody’s going to be all ill and mad, and sleep deprived. And

Uh, Everybody deals that deals with that in different ways.

So maybe it’ll be all right.

I don’t know, I just wanted to make another post. I’m just like

I’m really, really glad to be home. It’s such a long ass stupid drive and I just, I don’t know.

I’m tired. And I get anxiety real bad. Sometimes.

I shouldn’t though. It’s stupid. I used to never get anxiety.

Um,

Until I got into business with my dad. That opened up a whole bunch of crazy shit. I never got depressed. Until my ex-wife and I moved in together and I never got anxiety until I got into business with my dad. Isn’t that retarded? But yeah, I don’t know. I don’t know how to be any other way. Right now, I’m just

Gosh though. I have I’ve come up with a lot of songs like the last couple of months, this year actually. I need to record. And uh, but it’s like for it’s like side project material, it’s not my main stuff. But it’s still fun. Fun, stupid songs.

Shit. What else? What else can I say? Um,

I think I’m just gonna, I’m gonna edit this and post it and then just spaced out and stare at the ceiling for a while. I don’t have any plans, hahaha Haha, yay. Thank you, please.