SUNDAY

11:07 AM
Um, gosh. What am I doing? Well, I’m trying to make myself stay awake but it’s hard. I’m suffering about it.

Uh,

Yep.

I had a big long, stupid post but I didn’t edit it. I just left it in drafts.

Because I don’t care. I’ve been making a lot of posts lately.

But I’ve been really productive with music. Uh, I recorded the frogs. And we were frogs song.

When? We were frogs. Yeah. And,

Um, My brains. I don’t know why I’m so out of it. Why am I so out of it? I guess I’m kind of asleep deprived. Haha

Um yeah, but I did music stuff. And it’s actually really nice to just have my crap set up and I don’t have to be super loud. I can’t do vocals. In here. But I can do all the music.

I’ve been poking around on Facebook through my alternate account, it’s just like gosh. I’ll never forget when I first made that account 7 years ago. It was

It was to hide from my ex fiance because she was harassing the fuck out of me on my other account. And I made it, uh, The name was in Japanese Katonah.

Kotono.

Katonah.

God, that’s not how it’s spelled though.

Ka Khana. There’s Hera and kotake.

Yeah, this is the United States English and you know then there’s the kanji which is Comes from Chinese. Yeah. But the uh, the Katakana is used. Hey, there it is. There’s the word. Thanks for uh like foreign words and shit since my name is an English name, its

It uses Coda and Hera is a, uh,

Kakani.

Katakana.

I think. Thank you. Here we go.

Anyways, the other 1, it’s those are, uh, they’re still a very use. I don’t know what a syllabary. It’s a syllabary, thank you. This fucking app. Anyways, uh, it’s I don’t know what, you know, and what you don’t whoever reads this. But uh, Yeah, it’s it’s like an alphabet is just a sound. The uh, character represents a sound. And a syllabary. It represents a syllable. Yeah. Like like doll and raw and

You know. Yeah. Anyways. Hahaha

It’s pretty cool. I’ve forgotten almost all of it though, but

I made my name in that so you couldn’t search it and then I changed the picture to a dolphin. It was just supposed to be retarded, you know that like it was a joke but it was to hide from her and I added all like my friends like my main friends that I interacted with all the time.

A few hundred people.

Um, And like my cousins and all that stuff, just all like my close people and That was my account. I deactivated my main account. And uh, I used the dolphin account. For about

Maybe 6 months or something but a lot happened in that time. I got a girlfriend and everything. It was crazy. And, uh,

Yeah, she’s the 1. Who lives up here? She doesn’t live that far if she still lives where she used to live. She doesn’t live that far from here. It’s it’s funny that I’ve never that I haven’t ran into her. I’ve lived up here for over a year now.

And uh, I was looking through. My alternative account earlier.

And saw where I like tagged her, you know, in a relationship 7 years ago, and I was like, dang it Yeah, but apparently she’s singled again. Now. She was in a relationship with some dude for like 5 years

Hello.

I guess the Wi-Fi fucked up. I don’t know. But uh, yeah. She was with him for 5 or 6 years, I don’t know. Um, she was really cool. I’ve talked about her a little bit cuz I have dreams about her sometimes about once or twice a month. Well, sometimes I’ll go several months without it but then I will dream about her a whole bunch. I don’t know what, I’m just blabbering, you know, just talking about it. But it was, uh, I made that account. And it’s just funny to see all my stupid posts, but when I, I got tired of doing it, and I went back to my main account, and everybody missed that account. They’re like, where’s the dolphin? We want the dolphin back and So, I just transferred the Dolphin over to my main account and made it. The name and Japanese codana. Kata Cana.

Kata Cano.

Whatever, right God this app.

My daughter has 2 Japanese friends and they are brother and sister and they follow my Instagram. It’s kind of funny. I don’t follow them back. I don’t follow any of my daughter’s friends back but they uh, they all like started following me. Haha when I had made it public the last time I made my account public and I just made it private again. What 2 weeks ago or something.

I don’t think it was maybe a week and a half ago. It was the Thursday before last. Yeah.

And I just, I just think that’s funny that my daughter’s friends, follow me on Instagram. But it’s cool that she has Japanese friends.

And,

Um,

Yeah, I don’t know.

I don’t know what I’m trying to, like, what do I do? I want to fall asleep.

Uh, I want to eat something. I’m not really hungry. I got up. And I went to Athens, just to the Walmart in Athens I thought, you know, I would have an adventure. So I went to the Walmart and I got hot dogs.

And I got andwe sausage.

And we sausage,

And we sausage, I got jalepeno and cheese. Yeah, whatever. It’s not going to pick up Katakana. It’s not going to pick up and do you sausage. Hey, it just did.

No. Wow.

I got lunch food for the week. I got 7 cans of Spaghetti Os.

I should have gotten 8. Yep.

I have wrongs. Oh Ramen I have rice krispie treats Yep. Oh my goodness.

And I just remembered that I should have got like, Green tea or some juice or something.

Oh no.

I said, I don’t know. Yep. I was looking at the fence, I got to do some work on the fence and I think I can get

Get by with just changing out the posts, that’s broken 2 posts. I think the roommate boss lady roommate. And I decided upon

Scheduled it for the weekend after next, and yeah. I have to work Saturday, I think I’ve mentioned that and next week. This coming week is going to be.

Weird and always is the rotation week.

Is always weird. Everybody’s always mad.

And uh, I went too far talking about that I think in my last. Yeah, that’s why I left it as a draft. Because some people run around whacked out of their Gourd on fucking drugs. You know, but they only do it during transition week like it’s just funny. It really is though that it is a really demanding like psychologically demanding jobs, sometimes the monotony And I’m surprised. I handle it as well as I do sometimes. I get really. I get burned out but then I get paid. And it’s like, oh yeah. That’s why I put myself through this shit. But it doesn’t matter because I’m broke again. I mean, I paid all my bills but geez, you know.

Next check. I have usually, I always pay my bills with the uh, first check. And then with the second check, I have a lot more.

Leeway, I guess with fucking crap. Where does that word even come from? Hey, let’s look it up.

An allowable margin of Freedom or variation.

Where does it come from?

The first known use of leeway was in 1669.

Where is it coming from?

A haul. That’s a nautical term.

It describes a shift. Sideways drift downwind away from its intended course.

Um, Combining we The side sheltered from the wind and way. It’s coarser. Progress. Or something, I don’t know.

It’s still used in sailing, you know, but it’s commonly used in daily life to describe wiggle room.

I literally,

What was I even what was I even fucking?

Oh, yeah, with my money. Haha. That’s what I’m going to do. Um, let me get my kids. In 2 weeks.

Well. The weekend after next. And I’m going to, they’re going to help me with the fence stuff. It’s going to be fun. Well, my son will probably help me and my daughter is going to probably look at me like I’m stupid. But sometimes she does stuff. She was really good at painting. When we did the, they just take right up to stuff. If like, usually I get them to do anything with me.

There, they’re really funny.

Because both of them are like they’re just like, uh, They get it, you know, they understand. Like anything you show them any tasks and I go, okay. And uh, Painting. I was really surprised. And my daughter was like, Cutting in with the baseboards. With a brush, just perfect on her first attempts it was funny. She was uh, cutting in at the top, not getting any paint on the ceiling.

Special.

I thought that was pretty special. Yeah. Um, I took them with with me to work, 1 time. We were laying a tile floor and this was 5 years ago, almost. And uh, They did they just like kicked it right up picked up. Like they were having to get the grout. Out of the, uh, Or get the uh thin set chisel that out of the grout, it’s not hard. And so we could do the grout and, um,

And my son he washed out the buckets, and he did, a great job. And filling up the buckets and carrying them in with the sponges. And we had to, I don’t know if you’ve ever done grout, if you’ve done tile, Uh, you just have to like slop it on, you use a float.

Yeah. A grout float and you just mash it into the fucking channels in between the tiles. That’s called the grout and then you go over it again with a sponge and get all the excess. Crap off. It’s a really like a

Stupid looking fucking process but that’s the, I guess that’s the best way to do it. Haha

That’s 1 of my favorite things to do actually is tile.

God, I did so much stuff with house remodeling. I really miss it. Sometimes. I miss working outside and being crazy. What’s the happiest I’ve ever been working is house remodeling. Yeah.

It’s warm. Yeah. It’s getting, uh,

Warm.

It was cold when I left the house this morning, but I went to Athens. I don’t know, I don’t know what got into me.

I just sometimes I just need to go far for something ordinary.

I don’t know what else to say. I’m just rambling on.

I could eat some of these Rice Krispie treats.

And then maybe.

Uh, I need I need to do much worse.

I need I need to do my chores. Yeah. Jesus Christ.

Blah. I don’t guess. I have anything else to say,

Thank you, please.