SUNDAY NIGHT

7:22 PM
Oh gosh.

I just woke up like 30 minutes ago or something.

Um, I passed out around.

Noon, maybe.

I mean I was just like, fucking passed out. So I did. That’s what I did. Yeah, I just passed out and I’ve got to do my chores. I’ve eaten.

Almost This whole box of Rice Krispies treats. Almost the whole box.

And all, but 2

Yeah.

I have hot dogs.

I have to get up in the morning and go to work and it’s just scary to me now.

I never did go to the doctor.

Yeah.

Well, I feel better but I’ve still got, I’ve got this persistent Cough.

Yeah, and uh, my voice is finally starting to come back a little bit.

I don’t want to push it.

I don’t know what song I want to record next.

But I did. I just ate the last 2 Rice Krispie treats. Yeah. And

I hate how they do it. They put 4 of the rainbow M&M. Flavored ones. 4 of the chocolate.

And then 8 of the origina and the original’s good, you know, but

Not as good as the rainbow or the chocolate, you know? It’s like

It should give you.

More.

Of the chocolate.

And the rainbow.

They should put.

18 bars in here and give you 6 of each. So, the Box says

So, it’s a 6. Rainbow 6, chocolate and 6, original. But I, I don’t think that people get freaked out about that. I’ve had people, um, like a store or something.

When it happens a lot actually,

Maybe 3 or 4 times a year. I’ll get stuff and it’ll add up to 666 $6.66 and uh sometimes the cashier will be like you know,

The like, take

Like 10 cents off or something. They’ll be like, no, no. I’m like It’s just the carbon atom, right? Well.

I mean, carbon based. Life forms, you know, it’s the

Stupid is what it is.

Yeah.

It’s funny how like,

Meaning in like this world of human life and culture and stuff is Pretty much arbitrary. Yeah, you grow up, you know, like Learning all this stuff learning about all this stuff at a. You’re really impressionable, you know, when you’re younger in most cases and It’s like wow this is the whole world. This is all there is to everything you know. It’s like You get older, some people do and some people. Don’t some people just keep living around in here going Yay

Uh, which isn’t bad. It’s a remarkable thing. This whole like world. And all the stuff that goes into it.

There’s a lot of It’s like it’s actually pretty cool. Like there’s walls, I’m in a room. You know, there’s a sealant fan and I tell you this sealant fan that I’ll put in The ceiling fan. Yeah, not a sealant fan. A ceiling fan haha, from the ceiling. Uh,

Ceiling fan. Technology has came a long way in the last uh,

Few years. This when’s the last time I put ceiling fans in, um,

2021 was the last time I remember doing no, no, I put a ceiling fan in, uh, The Pavilion in 2024, but I didn’t get to mess with it much but it was pretty fancy. Yeah, I remember it had. Um,

Different kinds of lights. But this 1, you can change them with a remote control. You had to do a jumper Uh, with the lights.

Wait. That was yeah, that was the ceiling fan. Yeah. And the, uh, overhead lights but this thing has a remote control.

It goes super fast. If I put it on its highest fan, setting it blows all the stuff off my Desk and like all the cards and the pictures, I have just kind of laying around

It pushes so much. Air I’m going to do it real fast and see.

Like this is just picking this bag up off the uh bed I have

Yeah, gosh it does it pushes a lot of air all over the room.

Feels nice, actually.

It’s starting to wobble now.

But, uh, fans used to be a giant pain in the ass and the ones I took down were

Oh,

Why even was that? Oh, it’s uh,

Trip to Georgia 7 years ago to the uh Jerusalem Grill, once they got rid of the um the ice cream.

Well, they have those the uh your it’s like a grill but it’s cold that it freezes it, instead of cooks it Um,

And they, they like,

Uh, use a spatula like metal spatulas and they Make the ice cream, they roll it up and they put all kind of stuff in it.

The Jerusalem Grill in Rome, Georgia used to have that and they took it out and it was never. We’ve never been back since they took the ice cream thing out. It was so much fun and I have videos and a lot of stuff of that on my alternate account doing crazy stuff with the kids.

It’s crazy how much time has passed, but how much like My kids have grown.

In the last 8 years you know, since the divorce like my daughter is A a young lady now, and it’s really funny because she’s tall.

And my son’s getting tall. You know, he’ll hit his growth spurt in a couple years. I hope he’s tall as I am.

Yeah, I hope he is. I hope he gets to be super tall.

I hope he’s taller than me. I hope he’s like 6’4 Hahaha. Yeah.

I really do my dad hated that, I was taller than him.

I don’t want to get started on my dad, though. Yeah, I don’t know. I’ve been I’ve gotten really like Like today and yesterday. Oh, I just don’t like talking. I don’t want to talk about anything negative.

You know, I did, I did a lot of that the last couple weeks.

I’m going to talk about happy things. I guess, um,

No, day shift. I said, I guess on day shift, you know, it’s like the the spring is just around the corner. And next weekend is the time change and so we’ll have daylight more in the evenings and I feel better right now. I have more energy.

Like like the depressing, shitty fucking month of February is over. And that’s all is the worst month. March is usually like It seems a lot better because February always sucks. So bad. But uh,

I love like November and December though.

My favorite months are September October November and December basically fall. Yeah basically autumn Is my favorite season. I like spring a lot, too, because everything is just waking up.

And,

Allergies happen. Yeah, sometimes some years, it’s depends on how much time I spend outside. Because I develop an immunity you know after a point

You know and oh gosh the only thing I don’t like my least favorite season is summer.

Now, summer is a miserable, uh,

Probably my least favorite month after.

After February is August. Yeah.

It’s just like gosh, will it ever end? I remember, um, when I was doing the Pavilion, In 2024, we finished it.

About the middle of July. And it was so hot. It was so fucking hot. We was up there. Um, putting the shingles on it and I thought I was going to have a heat stroke. I’ve had 1 before they suck. But uh, oh man.

It was so hot. I got pictures of me. Like I’m like red, completely red.

From being sunburned so much. I finally just turned brown, you know, haha

Out.

I was thinking about that, I don’t know why I guess memories and pictures of crap. Keep popping up and my alternate account. That’s what I was doing. House remodeling full-time in 2019.

And uh, I really miss it. I don’t know. The only thing about it is The work. Is never consistent enough.

Like, you know, we would work for a month straight 7 days a week and then not work for 2 or 3 weeks. Um, those were hard times cuz I suck with money.

I ended up pawning or selling off a whole lot of stuff. When I was, uh, in 2019 when, uh,

Gosh. Yeah, I don’t know how I did it and I was dating that girl up here and I was spending a lot. Like, I don’t know how I had the extra money to come see her as much as I did.

But I did, I pawned a few things and sold some stuff too. I lost my uh, Hartke bass head, which was 1 of the Coolest pieces of equipment. I had

I don’t know. I need to invest in some more amps. I used to have so much stuff. I sold off.

Or pawned

After the divorce. So I could like eat. You know, when it was uh, in between like jobs doing house, remodeling? Yeah. Oh All the kids too. I spend a lot of money on the kids.

That’s where most of my money goes, probably 80% of my money. Goes to the kids.

Yep.

Which is fine. You know, I wish I wish. I got to see them every day. I’ll never

Never get used to not seeing my kids on a daily basis. That hasn’t gotten any easier.

So I’m also really close with my kids. You know, I talk to them all the time online or call them. Sometimes my son just calls me. He is like Dad! Oh my God, you know. And some of the stuff he asks me is so funny. He was, uh, It’s weird though sometimes cuz he was telling me cuz some of his friends are starting to look at porn. And it’s like shit dude. I don’t even know where to start telling you about that.

No, he was telling me about that and my daughter was with us and she was talking about how gross. All that was and We ended up changing the subject. Yeah, it was uncomfortable. It’s like that’s something you know, y’all are going to have to.

Figure out on your own, you know, a lot. Like they know how everything works. You know, they’re

You know, they But it’s, I don’t know.

I really do miss my kids though. I’m not going to get to, I can get them weekend after next.

And,

I don’t know we’ll get into something and we’ll probably stay here. And save some money. I usually get hotel rooms.

We usually stay in a hotel room. In some crazy town, you know?

Actually, I’m going to message. My daughter back because I sent her a painting, my friend Natalie did of a homeless person.

And,

Oh, it was so crazy. We went to her birthday party. 1 year, in 2022 my kids liked it, that was 1 of the funny times. That like my friends got to meet my kids.

Natalie she was like my first real fan of my electronic music. And it totally did, it went to my head because she was so fucking cool. I was like this cool ass chick likes my music and that’s how we got to be friends.

But um, She’s a super great artist.

Actually, I think I’m going to, I’m going to post a picture of the painting. She did.

What the hell?

I’m a friend Fritz is

Having to repair his hot tub. Yeah, taking a break from like regular Facebook but I still get on Instagram.

My cousin Andrew.

7:45 PM
What is the address?

Oh my God. My daughter spent the day with her boyfriend. She just sent me pictures.

Oh, that’s so cool.

She’s got like a like a little, you know, little Teenage life. It’s it’s so cool.

She’s the glue in her friend group, like, I used to be, it makes me really happy. She cares about her friends and talks about them all the time.

She probably talks about me too because that’s why they all follow me on the fucking Instagram.

And she has the best taste in music. The, uh, most of the stuff that I like a new stuff that I that I listen to the last Fucking like 4 or 5 years. Like the the good stuff uh has came through. Either my friend, Justin or my daughter. It’s crazy. It’s like how do you find this stuff?

And she’s just like, you know, It finds me. But she does. She has really awesome. Tastes in music. I’m really proud of that. My son.

Um,

He just likes whatever, you know. He likes the Wibbley Brothers

Oh shit, I don’t know what I want to do. Times just ticking away. It’s almost 8:00 now.

My friend, Rebecca added me to this online band. Uh, it’s like a bunch of people who have their own online band.

And they use like some kind of software to, to do it. And I haven’t, I haven’t set all that up yet or anything. It kind of looks looks like a

It’s like a mess really. There’s uh a whole bunch of people in it. It’s like I think there’s like 15 people in it.

And um, A little bit. I don’t know how much I’m going to participate with that, but it it was fun to be invited.

I don’t know what else to say. I’m just, I woke up and I felt like talking

And I don’t feel like talking about sad things.

Which is good.

Well yeah. Thank you, please.